shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - sick of everything

Wish You Were Here (Slowed and Reverbed) [Prod.LMG]

old song by me and https://soundcloud.com/danieldowning-1

am i too close 
too see the bigger things
is it just all in my head
because i know that theres a part of me
that toss and turns in your bed all night

you're the cigarette smoke
thats stuck in my clothes
id take you with me
and id take you home
don't go don't go

if this is what you want i guess you've got it figured out 
you got it figured out
i guess you got this figured out

Take u With Me

I can't write, am I worthless
I think that I peaked, don't deserve shit
I want selfishly, never earned it
I want to make you warm like those pills did

I wanna get my wrist like the winter
Can I be that drug in your nose hairs
I wanna be the deck, not the splinter
I wanna get my wrist like the winter

- Fats'e -

I feel the push of the waves
on my skin as I swim
to the beach where you live

The flowers have wilted
and I miss your lips
felt love but I feel like shit

And I fought for a while,
but I never did mean what I said
And I can't be in denial
I've got to accept that you're gone
I'm biting my tongue

december ft. fats'e

<3

This past year's a blur
I can't trust your word
We crashed and we burned,
I pray we learn.

It hurts me every time
I fight demons at night
They're coming for my mind
I swear I'm doing fine

Pieces of you float around like dust by window light
I'll miss your shoe prints in the snow from running back inside
These bedroom walls became the teeth and we got ate alive
Pieces of me hide and seek, I'll find myself with time

pieces of you float around like dust by window light

occam's razor

decaying at 18 w/ supachefm

shinigami x shy - crystal pistols (prod. jay vee)

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

pretend i'm on vacation

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

download

moonlight garden (prod 4evr)

Make A Wish Ft Shinigami

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Take u With Me

LIL LOTUS