constant songs

pineapple spla~h

Littylikeatitty

something

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I put a bunch of new and old unreleased shit together.. just shit that sound like summer shit. i guess...

Yachty - Water On My Face (Prod. The Masked Jerk)

Instagram: ImRealUgly
Twitter: @ImRealUgly

Water

Remixed Sample: the story so far - navy blue

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I walked her home, for the last time

30 (Prod. Free Diesel)

crybaby (prod. lederrick x lil peep)

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random old old song i wrote a long ass time ago with my friend daniel

Six Feet Sleep

I like a story I can see right through - and I know you do that cause I do that too
The feelings best when its fleeting - the memory is best when it's leaving
What was it like when you lived back then?
I wanna hear about some people that you never met
I wanna stare up at the sun until i'm blind again, wake up in your arms again.
I can't get ahold, thats why you see me, I'm so shook up
God might forgive you but I don't, this is something you know.

Black ice, Got a suicide fever, think about the past i put weight on the trigger
When you get this old you really start to figure.
Black Ice, Got a suicide fever, cast stones in the past i put weight on the trigger
When you get this old you really start to figure.
I feel so small, what could I be doing wrong?

never met

prod. @harvest  w/ @killedmyself

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Turning In My Sheets ( Prod. Harvest w/ killedmyself )

letdown

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/c04d9c'>download here</a>

shout out brandon 4 inspiring me

lyrics:
i dont wanna fucking die here
cant watch the stars shine here
i cant lie in this bed

im turning to a ghost
watch me go
the curtains close
i told you so

i been flexin on my exes
dont reply to no message
they wanna get on guest list
i guess i need to stress this

dont hit up my phone 
im all on my own
dont need no one to hold

but if you stay here with me
well fly away in the clouds
never go back to the ground

turn off all the lights
say goodnight
shut my eyes tight
sweet dreams tonight

im pullin up in my 240
babygirl cant ignore me
skrrt off with windows tint 
spark up now the functions lit

falling asleep cos im faded
ill never be complacent
i feel numb and i hate it

your eyes twinkle like the nightsky
tears like diamonds when you cry
let me sing you a lullaby

its like a scattered dream
a far off memory
something that you cant see

grimworld thats the fuckin set
cant feel shit im such a mess
sometimes i wish i was dead
instead of sleeping in this bed

but then i cant be with you
alone in my room
watching the stars and the moon

save my soul
it wanders every night
thru the wind and trees
i guess this is goodbye

the sky lights up at dawn
its such a sight to see
roll my windows down
i feel you here with me

ghosts 👻

Ft: https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
Prod: https://soundcloud.com/sheltr666

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Let go w/ Fats'e (Prod. sheltr )

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

Gallows

iusedtolikeyou

mixed by @wrcktngl

I don't think that you
remember what 
You said
it's fine,
I don't care
I just wanna
hold u again
x2

When I heard your lyrics
it fucking killed me inside
I want to be your everything
I don't want us to hide
from all our problems
I don't want us to fight
about all the bullshit
that we do to cope with life

If I can't make you happy
how the fuck did this all start?
If everything's so lonely
why'd you stab me in the heart?
If I can't hold you down
then I'm pissing in the wind
If I can't be something
that will make you whole again

I don't think that you
remember what 
You said
it's fine,
I don't care
I just wanna
hold u again
x2

make u whole again w/ wrcktngl

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

first single from Shiva's future heartbreak album "Money Can't Buy You Love"

Official Music Video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBDZwIjkUMc

prod. by @charlieshuffler
art by @foreignforest

SPOTIFY

Blood Flow Down My Wrist (prod. Charlie Shuffler) + MUSIC VIDEO

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

~You're My Angel In Skinny Jeans~

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド
Shine Bright Like The Night Sky
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは

カリフォルニア州の夜

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

YungJZAisDead - Shine Bright

visual - https://youtu.be/5SGbYJOOndM

limited edition hoodies - bit.ly/2CIKS2v

Bet I'd miss that
Bet I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Ffckfckfkck

Yes I'd miss that
Guess I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Momma hit me up
To say don't hit me back

Walk on dirt thrones
Til u sink in
I know ur just as lost
But good at faking
Flick ash on the couch that I'm sitting
Wish I could spare it and combust instead
All of your faces are mirrors
Fighting reflections we hate ourselves in

Bet I'd miss that
Bet I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Ffckfckfkck

Yes I'd miss that
Guess I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Momma hit me up
To say don't hit me back

I want the sky to grab me
And shake me by the head
I want the sea to take your feet
and pull you deep within
Remember we were drunk
But we weren't afraid of shit
I want the flames to stop
But I can't tell where they begin

bet i'd miss that
bet i'd miss that
pink on ur nails
blood on my back..
i say fuck that
always saying fuck that
i say fuck...
...always saying fuck that
(x2)

pink on ur nails, blood on my back

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

https://soundcloud.com/anobodyreally



lyrics:
sitting up
in fields of gray
i hold my hands
and hope today 
this god up there
will hear me pray 
that the sun comes out
another day
hear myself breathing in
lost my voice from screaming this

nowhere to be found (prod ʎpoqou)

Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/user/jaypurpbeats
Twitter - https://twitter.com/jaypurp_
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/jaypurp
Clothing - https://www.jaypurp.com
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4MK6EqNWS9qsDXsU9ghWKo
Itunes - https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/lavender-forest-single/id1236963024

Instagram

Jay Purp - Lavender Forest [Prod. By Jay Purp]

anxiety causes me to not leave the house for 7 days

i have been trying to meet you for so long now i dont wanna do this anymore (prod color hue)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pEdP80j8To
thank you <3

vocals mixed/mastered soundcloud.com/omenxiii

lyrics
lets raise the stakes 
you must have a lot of faith
dying breaths
and lonely days
falling leaves 
off of the trees
help me through
the growing pains
you ever think that
as a kid
you’d be this fucked up 
inside your brain
you’d think by now 
we understand
how many times 
do i have to say
I’m just great
im full of shit
but thats ok 
its times like this
i dont know what to think
just help me
get through this please

you ever think (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

old song by me and https://soundcloud.com/danieldowning-1

am i too close 
too see the bigger things
is it just all in my head
because i know that theres a part of me
that toss and turns in your bed all night

you're the cigarette smoke
thats stuck in my clothes
id take you with me
and id take you home
don't go don't go

if this is what you want i guess you've got it figured out 
you got it figured out
i guess you got this figured out

Take u With Me

new album 'nosebleeder' (deluxe) out now on Epitaph Records. lillotus.ffm.to/nosebleederdlx

Take u With Me

LIL LOTUS