[he4vy] 

 i didnt think that this would happen 
never thought id feel this small
living like a broken shell could you imagine
living like youve never lived at all
and the vices giving me all the distraction 
but it doesnt really help my cause 
swear to god that it feels like im doin back bends
know theyre waiting just to see me fall

pick yourself up off the pavement 
i can tell youre always anxious
if youd give it all youve got kid
i can tell youll be famous
i dont think that i can take this
giving face when faceless
never gonna feel alive
im burnt out like a flamed wick

they dont like the way im living lately 
i know its not healthy 
you say you hate the way im so addicted
god damnit fucking help me
always doing the most
never been one to cope
know its only gets worse
ill pay my dues to a rope
bite my tongue til i choke 
im scared of being alone
can you all just let me go

[halfhearted]

live the same day, again and again
got me looking for the meaning
i keep turning on my only friends
but i hope they know i need them
tried to break a habit but its too late
now i wake up in the morning with these cold shakes 
take a shot to help me ease the migraine 
take a trip and finally leave my hkme staye

never coming back
told u id be better
no need to be sad
no need for the letter 
i was scared that youre broke in two
thats why i never reach out too

hate the way im living
its true
and i know that it drives u crazy
when im stuck inaide my room
in shock
when i think abt you
no other soul that id rather run to
so have space if that what you need
but come back to me x2

let me go ft. halfhearted (king theta)

took me a bit to make this, but it was a ton of fun to experiment with some new sounds. s/o hero for teaching me about formant shifting /o/ 
I'm gonna try and release 2 songs next month, no guarantee though c:

lyrics:

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side 
I’d die for you
  
So I tear myself apart everyday that’s fine
I know that every piece ends up entwined
with my hands tracing slowly up up spine
sewing threads so tight they won’t unwind
I

wanna know
have you ever tried to be
anything more than what you’re trying to be
need to know 
if you’ve ever tried to see
everything that I can see

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that
that

Iiiii
will love you like I know to
castle in the sky 
baby I think we should float too
I’m barely alive
but for you I wanna pull through
if you were my ride or die
there’d be so much I could show you

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright  
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side
I’d die for you

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that before?

break your fall (empty roads)

prod Liminaldream

lyrics

I just pray that I get out of debt so I can get some rest
I just hope that she's out of the hospital, my life is such a mess
My head is living in this chaos, I have faith here, for the best
There's no one in the world that means this much to me, digress

Can you take me home
Take me home
Take me home
Me home
Me home

Irreplaceable, iridescent
Cloudy skies, filled with depression
Look at my eyes, im tearing up
Every day, felt like giving up
But when you're back, and you're in my arms
I promise that, I wont dissolve
My whole life changed for the better, with you as my love!

You're my home, my ever green
I've struggled issues, amounts to see
Every day is a challenge now
I been on the brink, with you not around

But every call
And every breath
Helps me get through this emptiness

home

~2300~

prod by @dabootlegboy , tnvr , and myself

bodyparts w/ the bootleg boy

focus

P. nomansland 

Support my friend enyu!

https://on.soundcloud.com/qUpx1yH6fYpXyzuuwE


Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

whtvr u wnt

It was everything I wanted
I had it; then I lost it
I thought you'd always stay
What happened to our promise

Girl I know that I'm far from the perfect guy
Look me in the eye
I will try for us
And when the walls are caving in
I will hold them up
I love you til we turn to dust
Please don't break my trust
Girl you're the first thing that I think of when I'm waking up
Just tell me what is on your mind, when we making love
I see through your bluff
But I'll still eat up any story that you making up

It was everything I wanted
I had it; then I lost it
I thought you'd always stay
What happened to our promise

You burnt it in a fire
Tripped another wire
My soul is getting tired my darling
I know I'm preaching to the choir
Clinging to a liar
Spin your web just like a spider I'm watching

But you can never lose your wings
In my eyes you're still a saint
In your eyes I'm just a waste
Haven't ate or slept for days
You can see it on my face
I'm just looking for escape

everything i wanted [prod. neverforever]

Armada

lyrics:

Well You could come by right now
I am not hard to find
Its just a right turn and then left at the lights
U know I’m an asshole and I’m not tryna fight it
If i had got mad right now
Well then everyone dying
face up
Like don’t fuck up ur makeup
Oh like what’re u so afraid of
I just packed some moon rock in this blunt and it took my face off
Baby this just my day job
And I’m convinced that I got aimbot
Oh Cause I keep making hits hits hits and I can’t stop


This shit really my job for u it’s a hobby oh my
And everywhere I go they go to
My dogs behind me oh my
And everywhere I go they go to
Even these words be bulletproof
Everywhere im at they come thru
Pink in this drink like majin buu 
I put a tab right on my tongue
How much is that like 2 plus 2 
Like how this night be so much fun
After the shit that we been thru
I go out and they show me love
I wish I could bring that in the booth
Cause it gets cold inside of here
And I think there’s holes up in the roof
I said
I came down again from my magic
Time moves slow so I appear faster
Ive missed home so much u cant fathom
Catch me up on life and what’s happened
Im Weighed down 
For I carry my name sake on me
Check now
It gets heavier the more they want me
Oh but Someone had to jump in the arena get em talking
Cause u gon spend the rest of ur life just watching

Well You could come by right now
I am not hard to find
Its just a right turn and then left at the lights
U know I’m an asshole and I’m not tryna fight it
If i had got mad right now
Well then everyone dying
face up
Like don’t fuck up ur makeup
Oh like what’re u so afraid of
I just packed some moon rock in this blunt and it took my face off
Baby this just my day job
And I’m convinced that I got aimbot
Oh Cause I keep making hits hits hits and I can’t stop

work night slop (sorrowbringer)

highbeams (ft. kennedyxoxo) (prod. klimlords)

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Armada

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