https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZDF7TwM-1M

The Upload

shoutout soundcloud.com/boyfifty

lyrics:
woke up in a sweat last night, fuck my life howd i get so cold
I dont even know what I meant when I told u that, I was so fucked up
livin life like volume cant mute this shit howd it get so low
I dont even know who I am anymore so lemme take yo advice and go

fuck off with my bull shit
were too sick to evolve, a straight neucense
we rly gotta look at love in a new sense
not obsessin over shit fuck ur 2 cents
in the middle of the night straight mental
feelin like shinji what am I supposed to do
I hope u kno that my life dont belong to u
I hope u kno that im fighting for the likes of us

and I wouldnt wanna lie to us
I know ive lied but I learned to trust
so trust me, I dont rly do that anymore trust me
lonely
trapped in the back of my mind help me

or dont, I been like this for years I been gone so long
u see thru it, laugh wit me but u think im stupid
oh no, I kno this feelin like its my home
I hate it, think im fine but im fuckin anxious

I see thru the lies in my vision
tough shit, dont be surprised if im missin
exist in my mind like prison
listenin to the thunder im breakin in
to the place that I knew back then
its nostalgic ill pack it in, and
ill remember how i felt back in december

trust me

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trust me (prod. boyfifty x kndey)

look what i did from my room
i’m making money from rap lines
and i been addicted to loot
don’t know why i’m addicted to bad times
they play in my head on a loop
every day it’s getting harder to survive
and i just keep picturing you
the shape of your face but it’s harder to see mine
run it back
deja vu
i’ll lie to your face
i’m fine
and i landed right on the moon
i can never fall when i’m this high
i’m sipping wine
i wouldn’t mind if you stop by
i still think about you all the time
you’re the only one that i recognize
baby i’m here just gimme a sign

baby i’m here
just gimme a sign that you love me
need to know that you love me
expressing emotions and making my money
baby isn’t it lovely
looking around for somebody to hold me
cause i been so lonely
i been around causing damage
i’m feeling manic

i’m here
whenever you need me
i’m near
just look in your brain
i’m up there
and i just wish you could be here with me
and i just wish you could be here with me
and i just wish you could be here with me
just give me a sign that you love me
just give me a sign that you love me
just give me a sign that you love me
just give me a sign that you
love me

baby i’m here
just gimme a sign that you love me
need to know that you love me
expressing emotions and making my money
baby isn’t it lovely
looking around for somebody to hold me
cause i been so lonely
i been around causing damage
i’m feeling manic
baby i’m here
just gimme a sign that you love me
need to know that you love me
expressing emotions and making my money
baby isn’t it lovely
looking around for somebody to hold me
cause i been so lonely
i been around causing damage
i’m feeling manic

you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me 
you could be here with me
and i just wish-
gimme a sign that you
love me

LOVE (eric godlow)

Which One You Workin

FOR THE NIGHT

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

Vocals: sadgods
Mix/Master: sadgods
Prod: sadgods

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I Don't Mind U

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 
I don't care what you say when the night ends

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 

take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me
for the first time in a long time had a dream last night you were by my side yeah
I can't really see it's blurry cheeks are wet now
know you hate the tears but you built up a letdown 
I get it yeah whatever I thought that we were better than this a drunk kiss
a fifth in my fist 
I can tell by your tone that I tempt you
we'll leave it alone there's a hint that we're and issue
miss you, misuse, know that you admit to
late night looks with your hooks in my tissue
fix you, let me, don't think this is healthy
afraid that all I'll have in a year is all our selfies

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me
take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me

majinaru 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsRS5ewQ958Rp7fWdQFuapQ

Definition of Insanity(prod. majinaru)

Gone by Lil Yung Pharaoh
available on all streaming platforms

lyrics:
Yeah, yeah
We doin' drugs in the party
Shit, somebody come stop me
I might OD on coca
I can smell the aroma
We got that snow, Nova Scotia
I sip until I'm slumped over
Shit, we off Percocet pills
My bro just touched me on shoulder
He said he wish life was over
Then I said, "Bro, why you trippin'?"
I wish I said something different
'Cause if I said something different
Then maybe he'd still be livin'
I swear sometimes when I'm drivin'
I wanna fucking crash the whip
I don't like being in public
So I just do the dash and dip
I always wish I told him this
Instead of, "Homie, pass the spliff"

Don't commit no suicide
Right now, it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I
Don't commit no suicide
Right now it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I 
Buss down on the Cartier
Sad songs my guitar, ay, yeah
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Buss down, buss down, Cartier
Do drugs, do drugs, Cartier
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Yeah, yeah

I was gone off some molly
If I OD it's on purpose
I'm just tryna stop the hurting
But shit man these drugs ain't working
I just touched bro on shoulder
Told him I wish life was over
Same bro that I grew up with
Them birthday parties, sleepovers
He just brushed me, said I'm trippin'
I don't think he was sober
He must have thought that I was joking
He was gone off the coca
I'm so gone off the molly
Tell my family, "I'm sorry"
I tried to reach out they brushed me
Now this blade finna cut me
20 years up on this earth, then I just turn into a ghost
They said I could have been so much
But that's how the story goes
(So I just do the dash and dip)
I always wish he told me this
Instead of, "Homie, pass the spliff"

Don't commit no suicide
Right now, it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I
Don't commit no suicide
Right now it's a do or die
Wish it was just you and I (Dee B got that heat)
Buss down on the Cartier
Sad songs my guitar, ay, yeah
Do drugs in the party, yeah
Buss down, buss down, Cartier
Do drugs, do drugs, Cartier
Do drugs in the party, yeah

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Gone

If My Heart Could Talk (feat. Yung Summa)

Heart In Despair [feat. Yung Summa](prod. HXRXKILLER)

No auto-tune or voice correction used, poured my haert into this one, love you Minivans <3
Lyrics-
Oh, Where do I go
No direction in my heart nor in my soul 
Oh, Where do I stay
I feel like I’m not meant to fit in any place 
I never knew what I wanted to be in everybody else’s mind
I don’t know why I ever try again
Maybe if I make up a new lie again
You will let me peak inside again
Oh, Where do I go
No direction in my heart nor in my soul 
Oh, Where do I stay
I feel like I'm not meant to fit in any place
So I run away, run away from all my problems
It's okay as long as I get ahead of them
Am I ahead of them?
Do you even want to know the reason that I cry
Everynight I look inside myself I wanna die
I wanna cry again
But Inside
I don't feell like I'm alive
Maybe something's wrong inside this little soul of mine

Where Do I Go (Prod. Ghoul beats)

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Prod - Kado
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Losing it 

Better Off In The Ground - Kado

https://open.spotify.com/artist/4vv1FFVqxnHyQFLmWxjizb?si=HrU92sWkToW9s69gzT8KOQ

CRASH

hold somebody (feat. powfu & sarcastic sounds)

Half Alive (with LaythBu)

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Better Off In The Ground - Kado

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