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guitar by acey <3
enjoy~

lyrics
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i am really dead
taking all the time i have to run it  through my head
kissing on the post, and yet were running to our graves
im lost and fictions running through the top part of my brain
and makes me wanna say

did you notice that im crying in my bed
lost and out of focus, all i wanted, all i said
the moon is telling stories, even time when we aren't friends
i just couldn't notice all the reasons i depend
on ur loving, full offence

yet i am full of dread, and i cant focus what said
the moon is telling stories all i want, and all i said, i could never not, 

but you wanna open up my heart
tell me all ur problems baby, don't know where to start
life is pretty scary, finding love is pretty hard
and open up to people when ur feeling kina scared

you dont know anyone inside ur head
you left a thousand  miles in ur car, ur friends are dead
its been a couple years and now ur terrified to death
and honestly me too
i dont know what to do
im lost and im confused!


yet i am full of dread, and i cant focus what said
the moon is telling stories all i want, and all i said, i could never not, 
UR ALL I EVER WANTED, ALL THATS EVER IN MY HEAD!
i promise you ill try my very best so you depend, we can live a life instead.

The Moon Is Telling Stories (moon II)

i think it’s time, i
finally stay the night 
and you can look your best
it doesn’t matter 
anything to me
i can’t do anything right 
i’ll zip up my lips cus
i don’t wanna lie to you 

so i’ll try, try 
until i cave in
in my sleep 
see familiar faces 
heart gone blue 
need ventilation 
all my bones shake with anticipation 
and you try but you cannot erase it 
time well spent, i be fillin these pages 
with pretty words that i thought would get her
i’m not the same as i was in december

my dreams are trying to kill me (bennykaay)

@strivemusicau
@shizukesaaa
@autumndropsdead
@imperial223

(strivesad)
Caught in a cage with this endless pain
caught up to my age now I’m getting paid
Depression stays high and now the feelings changed
pour another bottle all apon my grave

you’ve been building roads
I’m building settlements

I keep craving another fucking serotonin hit
let’s flip the script

I don’t need no alliby
come with me and stay the night
Fighting for my life I think I’m doing fine

Ripped clothes now I’m going home
got these problems cause I feel alone
keep me in my zone

(shizu)
beamer swerving 
cuz i deserve the worst shit
bet she gon hit me up w/ 'love u but this isnt working'
might fuck around my blade till i negate the serotonin
now watch the liquid dripping red off slitted wrists, still frozen
find another guy and leave me dying w/ no notice
no i was never that man but fans in my dms saying im chosen
it gets hard to speak every want when everyone is seeing you choking
when words go wasting the space of audio waves to leaving me broken"

(autie)
my conscious is ever so heavy
i've been so cautious ever since you left
i've been holding myself down, with this self doubt
but nevertheless
i swear that i'll know when you need me
you know i'm right there when you're hearing that ringing
i'm patient a bit, but waiting's a bitch
i wish i could split and fuck up my breathing
but if there's anyone out there like me
smite like a god do and make me undying
bottle my goods for a world that is dying
plenish a helt that is tattered with lies
'cause i see through them every single minute
proof is in my dome, that's why i'm livid
tell me that you love him 'till i'm finished
i repel and let them be forgiven

(torva)
smoke until my chest hurts, til my lungs burn
think ill die soon, think ill go first
now my head hurts, never heard worse
if i lose you, need a gold hearse

never fuck it up, bitch i run it up
i go fucking crazy
til i do enough
keep my tommy tucked, never losing love
think i need some help
fore' i lose my trust

Cage w/ strivesad, shizukesa, autumndropsdead & imperial [+ Tied For Silver x flesh]

r u mine? </3

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Baby you need love
You can call anyone
Don't just call anyone
Baby you need love
You can call anyone
Don't just call anyone

I know you don't need me
You don't say that
Say that
Crying in my car
On the way back home
We don't talk the same
You know I hate that
Hate that
Wanna see forever
Will you wait that long

See I don't know if you're mine
See I don't know if you're mine

Baby you need love
You can call anyone
Don't just call anyone
Baby you need love
You can call anyone
Don't just call anyone

Can we survive another summer
Do you wish for another lover, yeah
Is it love if we think this love hurts
See I'm yours
But are you mine

See I don't know if you're mine
See I don't know if you're mine

Baby you need love
You can call anyone
Don't just call anyone
Baby you need love
You can call anyone
Don't just call anyone

<3

-emo fruits aka WEEK 1 WEEKLY DROPS WAHOO

r u mine? (prod. wetgropes)

sorry bout that

i js turned 21
made a list of the little things that i still aint done
get your hands out my pockets cuz i aint giving funds
dont give af what ur saying cuz bitch im one of one
the don the bomb 
adele with my symphonies
dealt w it foolishly
i felt an epiphany 
never needed ur sympathy im ecstatic all day
i think that ur dreaming but you can have it your way

guarana on my tastebuds
faded when i wake up
heavy with the make up
tax on my pay stub
its hard just to stay up
no you cant fake love
peeling what the paint does
i listen when the rain drops

Is it true what they say
it takes like two just to play
I had a few otw
keep that between u and me
agree to disagree
see its confusing to be 
human and usually
its a good view from the trees

blood, sweat, tears and mucus i put into this
and i wont give away my time to these fuckin losers

the whole world waits when we waste time
i’ll watch your back if you watch mine
i think our souls have intertwined
and in the end it’ll all be fine

Home

friends (prod. mxdnight)

grilled cheese (prod. youngtaylor & zerobeats)

factuals (prod. canis major)

produced by 9TAILS

combo breaker life just done turned into realer shit
almost lost my bro the other day to prescriptions
please just send him love
been one hell of a month
I need that man here
I love my bothers like a son for real
how I stay inside
and hold my faith that I'll blow up for real
hit my block for backwoods
then it's back to booting up FL
talking sound like static 
when the beat play from the beats pill
moonrocks with some vodka
making magic like I'm copperfield
woah
quick to the mic no slow
make beats then I hit flows
I just chopped my hair
I swear my fanbase is the only thing that grows
I might have some thorns and ya it shows
mean as fuck theres no payoff
stop looking for my rose
hoes
stay all up in my phone
cant talk in my zone
even if I could I'd facetime
my main on the phone
hands slide on her tattoos as I kiss her on the throat
this not Call of Duty but I got her going prone
she say she love my tone
said it sound like anger with a mix of monotone
I do not wear wool it make me itch
so why they calling me the goat
i dont know
my personal opinion is that I'm not even close
I'd never boast about the shit that
I'm supposed to hold as passion
acting like I'll blow is what'll make it never happen
everybody saying they're the best is less than avergae
I see too much arrogance on
my twitter I can't stand it
I can't have it

outside is heat now
CP24 told me four shootings in a week now
used to be downtown but now its 
two blocks from my street now
city grizzly children need more safety
than just seatbelts
walking home from starbucks get you
jammed just for your drink now
when it's bright out
12 year olds are scared to ride their bikes out
or fly kites out
not even when it's night out
that shit make me wanna cry now

you can trust me
you can tell me
things you wouldn't dare speak
there's not much I haven't seen
my thoughts are melting
you can trust me
you can love me
without the worry of me leaving
for a few weeks at least
girl take it or leave it

thankyou for listening

combo breaker

Lay In bed all day I’m broken like my empty promises 

Once upon a long long time ago
I used to have these dreams I thought 
One day I’d find my purpose 
Over time I’ve realized I’m not 
Conquering the things I fear 
Capable of of breaking through 
Lost the things I once held dear
I don’t know what the fuck to do

Left beliefs that once defined me
My best days are long behind me 
Half the time I’m breathing In 
I’m dreaming of the day I finally stop 
Check my feelings at the door 
I don’t know what I’m fighting for 
I used to pray things would change 
But now I’m well aware they’re not 

I used to say 
Everything will be alright 
But it never will be
So I stay in my  bed
I hate when you call 
And say you should come out tonight 
I just bought an ounce 
I’m gonna smoke it instead 
Yeah yeah 

Stop fucking telling me I’m fine 
I hate the way you keep your cool 
I’m aware you’re always right 
Go on and play me for the fool  
Take the blood out of my veins 
Go on do your worst to me
I wouldn’t wish this type of pain
On my own worst enemy 

Lay in bed but never sleep
I tried to fight but I’m too weak
And Every time I try to speak 
I end up drunk and sobbing on the floor 
Heard you’re doing better now
It makes it worse I don’t know how 
The world keeps turning I can’t breath
I just can’t do this anymore 

I used to pray that everything would be alright 
But nothing could hear me
Cause there’s nothing... Nothing at all

I used to say 
Everything will be alright 
But it never will be
So I just stay in my bed
And I hate when you call
And say you should come out tonight
I just bought an ounce
I'm gonna smoke it instead

I used to pray that
Everything would be alright 
But it never will be 
So I stay in my bed 
I won’t take your call 
I’m not going out tonight 
I’ll never be alright 
I wish I was dead 

I used to think that everything would be alright 
But it never will be
I wish I was dead

Deathwish

First date two am and again I’m 
Wondering if this is even real? What is this
She’s, super cool and she’s into all this 
Weird shit  that I love, that no one ever is but
I can tell she’s a sad one 
But she’s the kind of girl that wouldn’t cry to dad if she had one 
Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18 
And there really ain’t nobody else to speak of 
And now she’s rolling with a reject
And I know my time’s short but she doesn’t want to leave yet
Roll it up hit the porch and of course 
When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets
All we really had were secrets 
And I don’t know about the hole in my defense 
It’s all good let’s dispense with the pretense 
You don’t have to say it girl I know That you’re leaving 

Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
Maybe One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we 
We won’t 
Have to get high all the time 

First things first, I’m the worst and I know that 
Just your birthday curse that’s a throwback 
I ruin everything and you know that 
I’m the saddest motherfucker on this earth like I’m Bojack 
Black lungs white sky oh why can’t?
I just be free without a vivance 
When I ask for love I get silence 
As you go and hide behind eyelids
Just go to sleep I’ll be right back
Don’t you know that you’re all I have
Just breath she says it’s not that bad
You know I hate when you talk like that
Let me break and I’ll be done
I know you hate what I’ve become
With everything that I’ve been through
I just can’t be what you want me to 

Turns out I’m a problem unsolvable
Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal
Now I’m reaching for top it's improbable 
The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles
Turning art into an audience 
Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense 
Now I’m getting played in all the provinces 
Cause every time I hop up on the beat I fucking body it 

Cause I don’t believe it 
When you say that you're happy
How could you be
When we’re dying inside?
Maybe one day 
We’ll learn to cry while we’re laughing
So maybe we won't
Have to get high all the time
Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we won’t 
Have to get high all the time

Cry While We're Laughing

(made in 2020)

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🎵 ~lyrics~ 🎵

intro(sendflowrs💐)
its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
now i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi  

verse 1 (sendflowrs💐)
its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
and i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi
and i said its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
now i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi
way too drunk, i dont even drink 
lying on the floor, baby i cant even think
and youre way too fun, i jus wanna link
body check my heart, my chest is scarred like a rink
and youre way too drunk, you dont even drink 
lying on the floor baby  you  cant even think
and im way too fun, you just wanna link
body check ur heart, ur  chest is scarred like a rink

verse 2 (whywewish✨)
im fucked up, off of your love 
honestly baby, wont you tell me what you want
babygirl aint  no one even coming close to us 
but you broke my heart it wasnt love it was lust
break me down, and take my  soul, bitch im sick of this, oh its getting old
i hope you regret, all the lies you told, singing songs in the rain girl its way too cold 
its not me, oh its all you, youre fucked up baby wont you stop the booze
im too high, i cant see, too much smoke in my lungs i cant breathe
i dont know how to stop this pain, babygirl im going insane  
i  cant get you  outta my brain, cause on my heart you left a stain
if i told you bout my life, you would wanna cry 
cause theyre making fucking trends  out my disorders inside 
im medication numb, i cant feel my fuckin spine
my eyes will stay red til the day  that i die, 
til the day that i die.
medication numb i cant feel my fuckin spine
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thank you for listening! <3

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it's all you w/ sendflowrs

"Told my mom one day I'd move to California"

@lovejsan - Cali Dreams (Prod. Dutch Revz)

Tie your shoes - EP is produced all by @jolst 
@svnam is the amazing feature on this song <3

nevermadeithome

Im sorry my girl I am useless in these situations 
The pain in your heart that your feeling right now 
I’m sorry I caused that
The tears in your eyes that your wiping down with the corner of your sleeve
Im sorry 
They have some part of me 

svnam 

I'm sorry..

I think I wrote it all out, but my tongue's tied
I try so hard to say the words when the timing's right
I just hate the way you look when you at me
like I left you falling down 30 thousand feet

I'm sorry I get stuck in my own head
but I promise that I'll never leave your side, I swear

part of me w/ svnam [jolst]

[+] lost on this hell called earth
* produced by @sobernap *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
Lost on this hell called Earth
why am I cursed? like who did I hurt? 
yeah u did worse to me, think I need surgery
my heart isn't working see
the feeling is dead, im up next

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
wya ima hit u up and slide thru
like them xannies in my pocket
wanna hide you, I just wanna vibe w you
tell me baby can I ride with you
you aint even have to show that side of you
but you did now im sick
stomach hurting I can't even feel my legs
pop a perc to lift my mood but im still dead
I got lots I could resolve I know I've sinned

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