Disrespected Dt. Rayless

lyrics~

Shhh everyone quiet
I’m screaming for help but, to you, it is silent
Each day my rage keeps getting more violent
The voice in my head says to try suicide and
I am not frightened of death so fuck it I might
Cuz my purpose feels worthless here in this life
I want to riot for those traumatized
I’ll make it bloody bitch where is my scythe 

BITCH FUCK THIS
I’m out of options

You don’t fuck w me? Guess we gotta problem
Bitch you should kill me, before I can profit
You don’t know the real me, I am a prophet
King of my pain, always fuckin exhausted 
I’m not the same Riley, he fuckin lost it
All the heart break, is what fuckin caused it

Bitch it’s explicit, I can’t fuckin feel shit
Numb from the pain, that I fuckin create
I love pushing my limits, how much can I take?
Ive gone insane, but they made me that way
Yes I might cave, but I can’t fucking break
I should go to hell, for heavens sake
But I think that it’s fake, so why should I stay?

Shhh everyone quiet
I’m screaming for help but, to you, it is silent
Each day my rage keeps getting more violent
The voice in my head says to try suicide and
I am not frightened of death so fuck it I might
Cuz my purpose feels worthless here in this life
I want to riot for those traumatized
I’ll make it bloody bitch where is my scythe 

Watch my hate build up
Ain’t afraid? You should still run
I wanna see real blood
To see if I will feel sum
I do not fucking feel love
My blade, wants to feel ya
If you can get touched
I might fucking kill ya

Bitch I am Damian
Im the insane within
Causing the caving in
Thoughts you can’t make of this

Making you break again
Keeping you caged in sin
Why would I fake this shit?
You don’t know me bitch

I make the room quiet when they see im silent
I’m trying to hide all of the hidden violence 
Don’t ask, “are you okay?”, I’ll say that “I’m fine” and
Really im lying, think soon, i am dying
I wonder why I should I even try
Insanity’s taking away my damn mind
All of the pain that I’ve felt, I can’t cry 
But even when finished, I’m crossing the line 

Enraged, then I blackout
Don’t care if you tap out
I Let the blood drip, bitch I want it to stand out
It’s best not to get up, you shouldn’t go that route
The screaming, I love, let’s hear his grown ass pout 
I’m on my own, I don’t need fuckin handouts
Imma mess, yes I know, but I can’t stand down
Dragged ya dead body across the damn map now
You have gone missing, I wonder what thats bout

All I see is fuckin red
I’m Alive but fucking dead
I have words that go unsaid 
But I’ll bleed till there’s nothing left 

I’m so fucked up 
I’ve been corrupt
I’m still so young
But this life’s, been a rough one
I say fuck love 
Some think that it’s stuck up
But no one knows what’s up
You don’t know what I once was

Damian (prod. DarkHeart)

Goblin Kid

Take Two (Remix)

i might change things up last minute before i distribute to other platforms so uhhh sorry if you get attuned to how it is rn

Lyrics:

and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 

i tend to make things worse
i liked the way things were
to this day 
i still think 
we could have talked things out
i feel my voice get hoarse
thinking of all the sorts
of the words 
i could use 
to turn the battleground

i been poppin lots of pills since 1880
i'll take you to the ball and formal dance you right my lady
i wish you saw me different
and that still goes for the last four
now i'm stuck here undercover with a vest robe and a lasso

and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 
and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 

and i think i think too much
and even though it's getting tough
to sort my thoughts on this horizon
i think i want someone else now
i need the truth now
more than ever  
i need a new found love
and i think i think too much
and even though it's getting tough
to sort my thoughts on this horizon
i think i want someone else now
i need the truth now
more than ever  
i need a new found love

8 months can be forgotten in 8 minutes (canyouseetheghost)

I try to run thoughts consume me
running through me, vacant spot in my chest
I can't handle the stress
so I'm falling down
left right on the ground
rotting body found
seek no other help
lost inside myself
notion I will find
walk beyond the pines
comfort broken lines
I just gotta find
an answer to the questions lurking in my mind
~
and there she was standing bout 8 feet
could hold in my hands she embrace me
view dies and I cry can't erase that
I'm starting to question the impact
~
she had on me since 17
I just think inside my mind that this is make believe
and I wake up from this dream in a nightmare
this is not fair, I think i don't belong here
~
GLXSGXW
~
and there she was standing bout 8 feet
could hold in my hands she embrace me
view dies and I cry can't erase that
I'm starting to question the impact

Thoughts Consume Me W/ GLXSGXW [Prod. IOF]

Written, Produced, Mixxed, and Mastered by me :0
(in under 2 hours somehow)
Lyrics:
living life without you, I would rather die
stay up till the morning comes like everynight
mourning over options life did not provide
if you need some help I swear ill be your guide
~
DROWNING, I'M A MESS
HOLE INSIDE MY CHEST
FEELING SO DAMN WORTHLESS BUT I TRIED MY BEST
RUN AND DUCK FOR COVER 
PEAKING THROUGH THE SHUTTERS
"OH WE GOT A RUNNER
SOMEONE CUE THE GUNNER"
~
My problems sticking to me like some glue
vent all them out when I'm up in the booth
I'm not messing around, 22 its a new
I shoot my shot 23, I pursue
all of dreams so it seems this is true
and I'm building a team to redeem all I lose
I brought change to my life by just changing my views
and I'm done with the past, moving forward,  refuse
~
DROWNING, I'M A MESS
HOLE INSIDE MY CHEST
FEELING SO DAMN WORTHLESS BUT I TRIED MY BEST
RUN AND DUCK FOR COVER 
PEAKING THROUGH THE SHUTTERS
OH WE GOT A RUNNER
SOMEONE CUE THE GUNNER
~

this year will be better.

prod wisssery x yago
https://soundcloud.com/xweepings

TORVA
you just broke my stature
and all the stance i had
when you saw i was hurting
you said it was in my head
and you just broke my heart
and left me out for dead
i cant seem to follow
the path inside my head

yea, n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
I've been waiting for you just to call
hard to focus think that I might need some adderall
ever since you left been near psychosis
watch the smoke just fall
hard for me to practice inner locus when I'm at her disposal

I've been staying to myself
patching up my brain
no I don't need no fucking help
calling out your name
I'm at the bottom of the well
wishing you were with me
to save my mental health

TORVA
n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
Lost in my mind when the night time hits
it was the wrong time, wrong bitch
said that I'm fine
you know thats not true
I'm done wasting my time
on all her lies
put up my disguise until I feel fine
but dying inside
I can't remember that look in her eyes

said that you love me you don't
hand on my throat
cold as a ghost uh huh
and I know that you've read all I've wrote
you were the parasite, I was your host
x2

torva x weepings - anguish

Lyrics: 

Don’t see the point in
Anything anymore
I feel so torn
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I’m so exhausted 
Demons feeding my mentality and I can’t block it
They said the only way out is to off it
can’t wait to lay down in my coffin 
The colors have faded 
I can’t fake it
I’ve been trying hard to embrace it
Tired of lying 
I fucking hate it
Can’t keep trying
My life I’ll take it
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
But I can’t find shit cause life’s so fuckin dim 
I despise this vessel that I’m in
And I hate myself wish I didn’t ever live
Tryna find a reason to exist 
I don’t see the point anymore
Anymore

dont see the point anymore (rx808)

prod. nevrfall






mix. ztope


lyrics-

swno-
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka 
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye weed in this blunt 
Gonna roll it up tight
Yuh frost on my finger
Tips call that frost bite 
Yuh running out of fucks
To give Ima be fine 
Ima die no life line
Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up for
2 night drinking all night
Just to sorta feel right
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 
Aye cup full of vodka
I’ma chase it down right
Nah nah yuh 

Aye fuck what I said
Bitch I’ve been up For
2 nights drinking all night 
Just to sorta feel right
Aye fuck what I said 
Bitch I’ve been up for 
2 nights smoking all night
Just to sorta feel right


2nd verse-
swno-

Aye Putting my thoughts in my notes
Yuh Writing this shit help me cope 
Yuh making this shit while I float 
High for two nights yeah I know 
Aye I do not care what you wrote
Like Why do you still hit my phone


 shizukesa. -

i know that i should try
but i spend every second second guessing if i'm alive
that's why, i been gripping at the knife
cause at least i know myself, but myself wanting me to die
and i don't really wanna cry yet
fucking dissect
everything in my head
can i die yet?
tell me i'm a reject
let me bleed out
fell inside the trap now
just a rebound

2nites w/ shizukesa. (nevrfall)

2nites w/shizukesa.   (nevrfall)

Good Hooch by smokethatdank

Prod. Kado

You were 
Only searching for love
Only found it in drugs 
Get no love from the world 
Get no help from above 
I’m awake on my own
Never sleep in the dark
I think I’m losing myself 
I think I’m falling apart 
I think you’re crying for help
What am I gonna do 
I would help if I could 
I think you know that it’s true 
And it wouldn’t be hard
If we’d been friends for a year
But a decade and a half 
I just wish you were here 
Now we’re 13and you’re up around out 
Now we’re 16 and you’re all about it 
Now we’re twenty three and you can’t live without it 
I hope you live to see 30 but I fucking doubt it 
So I lie and say that I don’t give a fuck about it
Grab another bottle and I fucking down it 
Don’t let them see the way I feel on some poker shit 
I’m just tryna heal, quit telling me to get over it 
Ain’t no way of getting over this except for separation, I’ll find a way to handle it 
fighting hesitation cause I know you faced abandonment 
Couldn’t watch you becoming a picture on my mantle, shit
We both know that’s how it’s gonna end 
Stumbling around OD’ing on kolonipin
And that was four years ago it’s only gotten worse since
I told you it would kill you if you ever fucked with heroine
We haven’t talked in year I hope you get better
From I what I hear you’re barely keeping yourself together 
Got a couple homies hooked, Fucking trend setter 
Fuck my ex and expect me to say that it’s whatever? Look
It’s comforting to know you’re still alive
I hope you turn it around, I hope you live your life 
Just know I understand I never wondered why 
I just miss my friend he’s been gone for a long time

Atlas

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Disrespected Dt. Rayless

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