💔 this bring me back memories. of my baby and I listening to this. now it's just memories.rip baby

"this world is not made for the sake of people like me" ♥️♥️♥️

Lean on me

art by @digiyams
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Lie to You

Lie to You ft. Kaiyko x Lil Narnia (Prod. Caps Ctrl x WellFed)

OTHER PLATFORMS

start again? (feat. otcblvk)

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

hammer

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

Follow me <3

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

Left Side (prod. Foxwedding)

not all fairytales have happy endings ☂️ .ft demxntia .prod 4evr

Emptied Out (feat. lil Ill)

want me back <\\3
.
.
no matter the time
u can call me
i remember the times u would want me back
want me to fuck u
want me to love u
i was the only one to ever trust u
want me to fuck u
want me to love u
i was the only one to ever trust u

come thru
come and bring all ur pain
its just u 
i would die for today
ur getting high
i know u wanna forget about me
im not easy to leave 

i'd rather be alone
than to be with someone else
now im doing drugs cuz i'd rather get no ones help
now im here drugged up
baby yeah im fucked up
my phone rings it aint u 
yeah i wish it was u
now im here drugged up 
baby yeah im fucked up
my phone rings it aint u
yeah i wish it was u 
.
.
- emo fruits aka young lipton iced tea

want me back (prod. born hero)

Legends

juice wrld - legends :(

juice world - rich and blind :(

lyrics

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all
4 AM and i've been tweaking off the adderall
demons in my head, i drown them out with alcohol
bloody in my cup, i'm snorting lines of ambien
i don't give a fuck about my life after all

she lick the blade clean, while my fucking blood drips
i choke her neck while our motherfucking tongues kiss
she say i got good dick, i make her cum quick
she got a boyfriend, oh well, fuck it
baby i'm a vampire, counting money up
gold fangs in my mouth, smoking on a blunt
black tee on my back, red cape now
baby tell me it's okay before i break down

REAPER

before i break down [prod. reaper]

Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

конченный человек

Track One of Make It Through Fall

Guitar, Lyrics, Vocals : Lil Xtra

Additional Production : Kado

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Wake up what the fuck that hurts yeah I broke your heart I’m the worst I’m sorry 
But my shoulder’s torn and my heart feels worn dunno what I’m gonna do about surgery
And you’re not gonna listen, think I’m just bitching, guess there’s no use pretending 
There’s a silver lining in this hurricane, pain on the way whole world is ending

Wake up what the FUCK this hurts nerve block wore off and I can’t stop crying 
For five weeks oxy is in me and I can’t quit better believe I've been trying
Six months and you're fixed, that's a myth, been a year and I'm still in the ditch such a mess
Act like i switched up just pissed 18 months in it still hurts to get dressed

I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see
And I'm sorry for the light that I can't bring
And I'm sorry if you're near me I scream and it seems that you see but you just can't hear me
I'm sorry if this song seems campy
And I'm sorry for the things that I can't be
And I'm sorry if you hear this, I couldn't be brave and I'll never be fearless

Now it's been a few years and i've shed a few tears no relief for the weight on my back now
Buy an ounce looking so innocent, I'm trapping out my girls mini-fridge make it back now
Just to make a few bucks, I'm feeling like a chump, my music fucking sucks take it all down
Put it back the next week people sleep but these words will kill me if I don't get them all out

Wake up what the fuck this song's blowing up holy shit this is it, people care now
My old life's gone but my new life spawned, now I'm on and I'm not gonna wear down
Life merging with dreams I just want to feel free, I just want my art seen like a Rembrandt
On my way, we the wave, but my body's just pain and I'm tryna be brave but I can't

I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see
And I'm sorry for the light that I can't bring
And I'm sorry if you're near me I scream and it seems that you see but you just can't hear me
I'm sorry if this song seems campy
And I'm sorry for the things that I can't be
And I'm sorry if you hear this, I couldn't be brave and I'll never be fearless

I've got a lie tattooed on my side..
It says I'll stay strong..

I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see
And I'm sorry for the light that I can't bring
And I'm sorry if you hear this I couldn't be brave

Fearless

i'm getting so cold
i think i'm turning blue

синий

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I Hope You Know I Mean It

Lil Xtra

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