prod deadfish <3

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig

lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

Cast Out (prod. Venus)

5 MINUTES

i forget who made the beat :(

Lyrics:

yea i'm sleeping on the wheel on a thousand mile drive
where the fuck are all the cars at 
i see no sign of life
and i think i'm seeing ghosts so i'm sure i'm gonna die
and i don't even have a place i'm ending up at in mind

she keeps telling me shit like a week ago i'd buy
now i don't think that i'd believe you if i saw it with my eyes
yea she's going to parties
while i sit here writing lines
it's like a shitty fuckin movie
where she's fucking other guys

but "please don't fuckin cry"
god i can't fucking take it
your heart ain't even mine
baby there's no fucking space 
so how can you still say it's vacant
that shit was just a lie
walking on some eggshells so i don't hit a mine

eggshells

"you're the hardest thing I've ever had to quit"
Prod by. @hkfiftyone2
Cover art by. @walkerdunnvisuals on Instagram

lyrics-
I hate it that you haunt me
You don’t have to try, I don’t wanna hear you’re sorry 
I hate when you’re high, cause you always try to call me
I know I should block you but I love it when you want me

I don’t need you now, and girl I never did
you made me hate myself, I won’t let you forget 
Told me you loved me but never showed you meant it 
You’re the hardest thing I’ve ever had to quit
I don’t need you now, and girl I never did
you made me hate myself, I won’t let you forget 
Told me you loved me but never showed you meant it 
You’re the hardest thing I’ve ever had to quit

I thought you were the girl of my dreams
Loving you, ruined me
you showed me that my heart could bleed
you hurt me more than I let you see
I hate it that you haunt me
You don’t have to try, I don’t wanna hear you’re sorry 
hate it when you’re high, cause you always try to call me
I know I should block you but I love it when you want me

I don’t need you now, and girl I never did
you made me hate myself, I won’t let you forget 
Told me you loved me but never showed you meant it 
You’re the hardest thing I’ve ever had to quit
I don’t need you now, and girl I never did
you made me hate myself, I won’t let you forget 
Told me you loved me but never showed you meant it 
You’re the hardest thing I’ve ever had to quit

I don't need you, and I never did (Prod. HKFiftyOne)

Spotify

open door

I wonder 'bout your new life
Like is it just filled with strife
Or is it heaven, do you have all the things
needed to thrive
\
I really hope that you do
I wouldn't see if it's true
'Cause you're not in my view
Stay alone in my room
\
I stay wrapped up in doom
Want to go really soon
I escape from the gloom
With the things I consume
\
I'm out of my mind
Hear your voice all the time
Let me free
It's a crime
\\
You're stuck inside my head somewhere
It's just my luck, I guess that's fair
Don't give a fuck, cause I'm aware
You're out there, I know you're busy with
Your new life
\\
I just stare at my phone
What's the point, I don't know
There's no reason to look
Know the screen doesn't glow
\
Now the light doesn't glow
One more hit, then I'll go
Close my eyes, take it slow
Take it slow, slow, slow
\
I'm dying, real slowly
Would speed it up if only
It's lonely, don't hold me
Don't know one even know me
\\
You're stuck inside my head somewhere
It's just my luck, I guess that's fair
Don't give a fuck, cause I'm aware
You're out there, I know you're busy with
Your new life
\\

ur new life

hexdrinker

homies

Poptart!

The story of The Forest continues ...

Lyrics:
Feel the moss grown in, underneath my skin
I can't help but play pretend
Feel it leaching off my essence
effervescence sapped as I descend
lost in pines, I lost my hope
That I'll find my way back home
Feel the roots intertwine into my soul
Wear a suit made of grime
Heart black as coal
~
NAVY
~
Leaves fall down from the trees
I drown in the rain
Hear the sirens calling, how the fuck they know my name  
SOS gotta set it up in flames
I am out cold on the forest floor
I feel the dirt seep through my pores
Spirts they whisper into my core
~
Feel the moss grown in, underneath my skin
I can't help but play pretend
Feel it leaching off my essense
effervescence sapped as I descend
lost in pines, I lost my hope
That I'll find my way back home
Feel the roots intertwine into my soul
Wear a suit made of grime
Heart black as coal
~
Wolfs rip my bones
Red stains on the snow
Flowers grow
Drain my life force
even flow
Feed my body to the crows

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Overgrown w/ NAVYXOWER [prod. yunny goldz]

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

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