There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.

I need a Zoloft pill to even feel something 

damn the years pass and im in the same spot

Been trying to find this again for so long

🅱🆄🆃🆃🅴🆁

STARSEED

a mess, inside a body of a man

featuring my friend @guardinmusic

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-what-i-am-lyrics

blackheartemoji

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what i am (ft. guardin)

I think I'm getting good at this.

Artist:
Insta@quietlysarah
Twitter@impastele

Lyrics:

You could ghostride 
Nigga let the ghost drive
Whip around the coast line
Picking up the most dimes
Shawty what’s your star sign 
Cause I really set the bar high
But on the bright side I’m a Pisces 
And I don’t care if you don’t like me
Up in the air call me Jordan 
Cause I’m lifted by endorphins 
Power ranger mighty morphin 
I’m in danger blood is coursing 
Through my veins 

Borne outta blood but I’m sane
Insight enough for my brain 
Novacane numbing the pain
Drifting off like it’s a dream 
Baby I’m keeping it clean 
But damn you look thick in those jeans
Fuck it I’m pretty obscene
Honey you’re hotter than steam
Vaporize me laser beam
So censoring won’t be a thing 

She’s an Aries kinda scares me
Cause she’s too sweet: diabetes
Found a cancer, and she thick too
But I’m ice cold like an igloo
Maybe I’ll link with a Leo 
Bitty for me  on the d low
Pussy just like a Bugatti 
Attitude no one can stop me
Brought her some dick and some coffee couldnt keep lioness off me
And it’s awful but it’s great though
Not the type that I could date so
My horoscope said I’m a whore 
And I doubt it’s true 
cause I’ve been keeping score 
I’m at 4-5 and I’d love to find 
Another love in time

--producer--
www.youtube.com/channel/UCWFO8Stq8KpS7ACc66hEEqA

Star Signs [Prod. Why Loner]

friends (prod. mxdnight)

grilled cheese (prod. youngtaylor & zerobeats)

factuals (prod. canis major)

not all fairytales have happy endings ☂️ .ft demxntia .prod 4evr

produced by 9TAILS

combo breaker life just done turned into realer shit
almost lost my bro the other day to prescriptions
please just send him love
been one hell of a month
I need that man here
I love my bothers like a son for real
how I stay inside
and hold my faith that I'll blow up for real
hit my block for backwoods
then it's back to booting up FL
talking sound like static 
when the beat play from the beats pill
moonrocks with some vodka
making magic like I'm copperfield
woah
quick to the mic no slow
make beats then I hit flows
I just chopped my hair
I swear my fanbase is the only thing that grows
I might have some thorns and ya it shows
mean as fuck theres no payoff
stop looking for my rose
hoes
stay all up in my phone
cant talk in my zone
even if I could I'd facetime
my main on the phone
hands slide on her tattoos as I kiss her on the throat
this not Call of Duty but I got her going prone
she say she love my tone
said it sound like anger with a mix of monotone
I do not wear wool it make me itch
so why they calling me the goat
i dont know
my personal opinion is that I'm not even close
I'd never boast about the shit that
I'm supposed to hold as passion
acting like I'll blow is what'll make it never happen
everybody saying they're the best is less than avergae
I see too much arrogance on
my twitter I can't stand it
I can't have it

outside is heat now
CP24 told me four shootings in a week now
used to be downtown but now its 
two blocks from my street now
city grizzly children need more safety
than just seatbelts
walking home from starbucks get you
jammed just for your drink now
when it's bright out
12 year olds are scared to ride their bikes out
or fly kites out
not even when it's night out
that shit make me wanna cry now

you can trust me
you can tell me
things you wouldn't dare speak
there's not much I haven't seen
my thoughts are melting
you can trust me
you can love me
without the worry of me leaving
for a few weeks at least
girl take it or leave it

thankyou for listening

combo breaker

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes


https://soundcloud.com/montydatta

I’m drowning I can see the ark 
Sky opens up, world falls apart 
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da
I’m
Rocking all black strings on an old guitar 
With my all black jeans and my all black heart
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da

Put me in an all white room and bind my hands
Tell me I’m no good till I understand but
Your demands mean nothing 
I need a Zoloft lil to even feel something 
Put me on a red eye flight and I’ll leave it all as you wave goodbye
She asking where the time goes 
Girl you might as well be asking why the wind blows 
But you see me through these all black windows 
Chilling with the sharks while you swimming with the minnows 
And I’m sorry but I chose my fate 
Big fish ‘round town done being the bait
It’s weighing on my all black lungs
But yours always right so I’ll hold me tounge
Got an all black soul with an all black prayer
I’m the all black sheep with the all black stars 

Hook 

Ripped black jeans and tears from sad eyes
I guess I’m alright I guess I’ll be fine 
I guess I’m real stressed I’m
Best when offline
Cause I suffocate when I talk to you 
It sucks to feel like you don’t want to choose 
I choke so bad my face turns blue 
My heart’s gone dark from loving you 
I won’t speak cause you won’t listen 
You’re my cure but we’ve been distant 
You’re too cute and that’s too bad cause 
Love won’t clean this mess I have 
I’m over love but I’m not over us 
Im over love but I’m not over us

World Falls Apart - Ft Sadeyes Prod. Monty Datta

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Lyrics:

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?

[bridge]
thought you better than that
oh, got you wetter than that
choicing him over me thats in the past

[verse 1]
stuck in my mind its like you are a drug
you are perfection, why you acting smug
you're in denial but my love's proof for ya
what can i do for ya to like me back?
I crack
these thoughts i unpack
im stuck in the loop im a stupid mess
all of these thoughts in my head cause stress

[bridge]
why can't i go?
im all alone
I must find home
it aint with your bones

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?
x2 (2nd time slowed)

snapshot [prod. Ryini]

First date two am and again I’m 
Wondering if this is even real? What is this
She’s, super cool and she’s into all this 
Weird shit  that I love, that no one ever is but
I can tell she’s a sad one 
But she’s the kind of girl that wouldn’t cry to dad if she had one 
Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18 
And there really ain’t nobody else to speak of 
And now she’s rolling with a reject
And I know my time’s short but she doesn’t want to leave yet
Roll it up hit the porch and of course 
When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets
All we really had were secrets 
And I don’t know about the hole in my defense 
It’s all good let’s dispense with the pretense 
You don’t have to say it girl I know That you’re leaving 

Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
Maybe One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we 
We won’t 
Have to get high all the time 

First things first, I’m the worst and I know that 
Just your birthday curse that’s a throwback 
I ruin everything and you know that 
I’m the saddest motherfucker on this earth like I’m Bojack 
Black lungs white sky oh why can’t?
I just be free without a vivance 
When I ask for love I get silence 
As you go and hide behind eyelids
Just go to sleep I’ll be right back
Don’t you know that you’re all I have
Just breath she says it’s not that bad
You know I hate when you talk like that
Let me break and I’ll be done
I know you hate what I’ve become
With everything that I’ve been through
I just can’t be what you want me to 

Turns out I’m a problem unsolvable
Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal
Now I’m reaching for top it's improbable 
The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles
Turning art into an audience 
Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense 
Now I’m getting played in all the provinces 
Cause every time I hop up on the beat I fucking body it 

Cause I don’t believe it 
When you say that you're happy
How could you be
When we’re dying inside?
Maybe one day 
We’ll learn to cry while we’re laughing
So maybe we won't
Have to get high all the time
Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we won’t 
Have to get high all the time

Cry While We're Laughing

prod @oceanonthebeat

let me paint a picture there's this girl that broke my heart
i barely even know her now she's just another scar
she likes the way i kiss but i guess its pretty par
cause she's sleepin' w my friend i caught her wrapped up in his arms

i'm a mess
i'm a man
plus i'm hurting
little ghost in the wall you don't deserve me

i'm a mess inside a man i'm not a soldier
cause every time i close my eyes i wanna hold her

loose lips sink ships that's a problem
i, won't last next autumn
i'm, so sorry for the karma
pretty little ghost babe i didn't mean to harm ya

little ghost girl, i won't forget you
i swear those eyes are like a portal i could step through
little ghost girl, i'm glad i met you
i swear your smiles so contagious i might catch you

i'm dyin to hold her like every night now
just cryin my eyes out
i been alone in my room with the lights down
like i need you right now

little ghost girl, i wish you'd haunt me
you could trick me make me think you really want me

loose lips sink ships that's a problem
i, won't last next autumn
i'm, so sorry for the karma
pretty little ghost babe i didn't mean to harm ya

lil ghost (prod. ocean)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkrzFmxBHVM

prod lee

i know when i write this you won't like it yeah i'm sad
wishin you would smile when your hearts under attack
yeah i'm breathin really heavy baby please don't turn your back
i be talkin out our problems while you miss your mom and dad

you miss em bad too, tell me when i ask you
love your authenticity you're pretty but you're sad too
and you know i'll always love you even if i don't have to
baby you're my everything i'm sorry for my bad mood

baby girl i trust you more than i can put in words
i'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts
you be cryin every night its not depression its a curse
you're the girl that i've been fightn for but you think you're the worst

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face
does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake
do you see me in your dreams, do i haunt you in your sleep
do you wish that i was someone else you wanted me to be

i can't take it all the pressure on my back
wishin i was different we both blame it on my past
i can't even act right, i don't ever sleep
wishin i was everything you wanted me to be

no i can't take this i've been breakin
you stay on my mind
half the time i write about you
i don't wanna try

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

i can't even take it all i ever do is stress out
feelin like i'm light its like i never put the pen down
and murder every line every time i'm a threat bro
killin every track like i got a fuckin deathnote

pretty sad (prod. lee)

[+] wrist cut to the artery yea it hurts so bad when you lie to me
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
cut you off like an artery
got a bad lil hoe in my army
and i could really see what you are
look inside your eyes and your heart
i can really do that
im kind of crazy
i just wonder now how the fuck you goin save me
but you not this
and you not that
so lets not label shit
and i’ll put you on the map

im a fucking pyro
burnout on my chest ima pyscho
i could cut you off like coldest winter night yo
i’d just leave you there in the past
focused on my bag
and its goin up fast
remember when u told me that id never be shit
now you check my page all you gonna see is hits
i be with my gang and i know theyll never switch
its burnout xo and we blowin up this bitch

[hook: seejayxo]
i gotta cut you off like an artery
i got a bad lil hoe, she my barbie
i gotta tell you now, i'm fucked up
baby i don't feel nothing i been stuck

[verse 2: skele]
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

(seejayxo + skele)
wrist cut to the artery 
yea hurts so bad when you lie to me
i'm not even close to who i wanna be
yea you could leave it's hard to see
i know, i'm not really okay
nails painted black its a pretty heartbreak
and you don't really miss me just another mistake
i'm so cold going down in the flames

artery (feat. lil skele)

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artery (feat. skele)

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