FUCXX (unvault)

these pages are blank
these words are unwritten
a story is inside me but i can't bring myself to begin it

each paragraph 
syntax and structure
the words are there 
the tip of my tongue
but its asking me all the wrong questions

autobiography
about my worst memories
a tidal of uncertainty
caught in a storm
backed with broken melody

I'd take a year of nothing
I'd swallow lightning if it brought out something
a year of rain, let it drown me
a year of pain let it guide me

ah 
ah
ahhh


ah
ah 
ahhh

oxford commas
and questions
hunted by repeat words and 
bland introspection
a bush is a bush but it could be more
flourishing green textures galore

but I just see nothing

I see too much

I want to start 
but the page is blank and its
starting to mock

syntax and structure
the words are there 
characters and feeling 
all i do is share
like liltting moments and fleeting pauses
i'm using too much thought

I'd take a year of searching
I'd swallow lightning if it brought this out of me
a year of rain, let it drown me
a year of pain 
something
anything to ground me

ah
ah
ahhhh
ah
ah
ahhhhh

posers posing and the world is still turning
the ink is not flowing, like i was hoping
the weight of a ocean sitting on my forehead

I'd take a year sat in the thick of it
I'd roadtrip and solve a mystry
Procrasinating
scathing and breaking
myself down with

syntax and sentences

the pages are blank
the words are unwritten
a story is inside me but i can't bring myself to lift it

A Year Of Rain

91320

meadows (prod. masterorbit)

prod. 19


you be all mine?
i can't see no perfection
feel no
i can't feel no
i cry, you foe
i lie, you cry
we love run away
we love run away

RUN away towards the melting SNOW (prod. 19)

(Prod. YUNG ZODIAC)

•Mixing & Mastering Engineer: Lil Yagi

Lil Yagi
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/1ebEYARyQqMocwj26

Death G
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/1v9BsniZPtmU4fRX9

NUUTELLA
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/z4X5PNjrLbu17VfKA

Lyrics:

[Chorus: DEATH G, Lil Yagi, NUUTELLA]
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT!

[Verse 1: Lil Yagi]
Let it go
Bitch I got a death note
Fuck yo telephone 
I break shit
Oh she like a yagi slit
Make yo bitch sit
Film a quick flick
On some star shit 
She moshing 
On some dickin’ that she missin’ 
Yeah fuck this earth
And let me rot
I got 20s for ziggy pop 
Fuck 
Pop a billy shot
For these piggy snots 
Fuck 
Watch that body drop
Fuck
Heard she like it raw
Fuck 
Got a daddy cop
FUCK!!!!

...

[Chorus: DEATH G, Lil Yagi, NUUTELLA]
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT!

[Verse 2: DEATH G]
Knife slice baby come and fuck me right
I've been walking with my knife 
Cause all these bitches wanna take my life 
And I don't give a fuck 
Somebody kill me now
Riddle me with bullets
Blow my face off
Let my body rot 
Drop me In my coffin 
Slaughterville 
I'm fallen 
Write you in my death note 
If I ever hear you talking
SVO we moshing 
Shoot you with some lead to your stomach 
And now you coughing yuh now you coughing

[Chorus: DEATH G, Lil Yagi, NUUTELLA]
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT! ROT! ROT!
ROT!

[Verse 3: NUUTELLA]
Guts inside my fingernails
You just paid the price
Adrenaline rushin’ through mah veins
Candy canes and dolla linez
Tried to shut me up, you can’t shut me up
Bitch I’ll cut y’all up
Rip your organs out and put them right back in yo mouth
NUT DONT TOLERATE!  I DONT TOLERATE!
I DONT TAKE SHIT FROM YOU ENTITIES!
ALL YALL PLEBS A FUCKING WASTE!
Hope they bomb my fuckin city so finally I can rest
I can’t stand this fucking life I’m begging death for my escape

-end-

ROT! - Death G/ Yagi/ NUUTELLA

lyrics on genius: https://genius.com/Kambion-i-dont-wanna-live-lyrics

I DON'T WANNA LIVE

I DON'T WANNA LIVE (Prod. Ewan James)

prod. (poppa x crxmson)

hook)
i said hold on
hold on tight
its 3 in the morning and i could feel myself
12 passing by my head
i'll make every pellet count for my memories

break)
why you look at me like this?
if im lost inside my head
will you help me from my abyss

verse)
and we both broken deep inside
our memories and love decaying every second
broken deep inside
the love is losing interest
oh why we losing?
i loved the longest but you left the quickest
i fell in love and then you took it out

twelve

Lil Yagi