OUT ON SPOTIFY NOW https://open.spotify.com/track/3AdzhXXI3nesRMien0OJOz?si=2826dff3a6074da2
produced by @prodnvki
featuring @ssycle & @urmyfinalfantasy
art by me
mastered by me

Spotify

get over it ft sycle & urmyfinalfantasy (nvki)

Produced by me,
vocals done by me and @blackwinterwells


Lyric video!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOo7oc2fzmk

On spotify now!!
https://open.spotify.com/track/0KmgxBtKm4TAVTTZmd5jfc?si=ea502b8a05c44b62

puppygirlsoulja//alive//ft. blackwinterwells//

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[ reality ]  + blackwinterwells

biichftt - flashbang (prod pearlblade x lily forest)

Full of fear w/ Stress (death)

experiencer - your favorite dress remix (ami4evr x lily forest)

prod. kidu (@awwy2k) 
featuring coldspades (@coldspades)

lyrics:
i get exhausted
need a day off this
shits not quite as fun as it used to be
but im not tryna be who i used to be

i say its nothing ever really going on
but if thats up to me, well ive really been gone...
u say u trusted me
well look what ive become

on some other shit im keeping secrets
if we make a promise can you keep it?
i used to think that everybody was stabbin on my back
but now i trust
and im not goin back to that ^^^^^

shit just keeps happening back to back
but i just take a walk and write a rap
havent even made that much cash
i spend way too much time just tryna relax

pain in my thorax
went to the hospital for that
that bill was too many racks!
told em i couldnt afford that

i been on my ass for good reasons
but i been in this chair for four seasons

(coldspades)
wish i could go back to what it used to be
but now its just a memory
tell me what am i meant to be
my visions blurry and i feel so weak

i can’t hold on any longer
i know i promised i’d be stronger
i’m sorry if i’m just a bother
for all the problems i cant conquer

i’ll watch it crumble away from me
i’m almost drowning and its up to my knees
look in the mirror and i dont see me
i’m always thinking bout my problems i can’t sleep

i know someday i’ll feel okay i wish that was today
i want to run away from every thing that causes pain

i wish i had more to give
but i’m still looking for a reason to live
i would take back every thing that i did
if i could truly feel a moment of bliss

am i even gonna make it to spring?
feel like i’m only holding on by a string
sometimes it feels like i don’t have anything
so maybe thats the only reason i sing


this track stole coldspade's voice.... forever....

back2that ft. coldspades  <<kidu>>

@medusa9

you dont ever take me serious
you make me think that im delirious
i know you feed on all my weaknesses
i dont wanna let you in, i dont wanna let you win
youre not my friend your my enemy
but i know that you envy me
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont
its to the point where im torn between my mind and my heart
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont

maybe im just to nice nice nice nice
maybe i should take your life life life life life
i wont let you make me cry cry cry cry
thats the last time you will tell me lies lies lies lies lies
oh my- oh my god! now everything i see is blood
i think i might have went too far but idc cuz now ur gone
what?? did i do something wrong?? i dont remember at all
you better leave me alone or you might b the next one

you dont ever take me serious
you make me think that im delirious
i know you feed on all my weaknesses
i dont wanna let you in, i dont wanna let you win
youre not my friend your my enemy
but i know that you envy me
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont
its to the point where im torn between my mind and my heart
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont

delirious「astralproject1on 」

with @ivuo2 & @oscarpisces big love <3

guitar by: RRAREBEAR

lyrics
(ivu)
I see imagery in my head like a movie,
imaginary people
daily routines,its the death of me 
flammable like kerosene, 
wish you could really see me,,, 
staying in the middle of the fire,
Wish you could really see
Break your fall

(me and ivu)
can you break my fall?

(me)
dont go,
this could be the end of me
i dont feel alive in my own existance 
now i dont feel alive at all,
can you break my fall
im losing grip cause you broke my heart 
now just look at what ive become 
is it enough for you 

(oscar)
i know that its gonna hurt when i fall down
doesnt matter what u say to me now
cause u already broke my trust once
this isnt what i want
isnt what i want

know u gonna play me
oh i know u gonna break me
oh i know u gonna blame me
like u always do
always do
always do

break my fall w/ ivu & oscar pisces

SWING

1 more time its just 1 more time
1 more time its just 1 more time

nothing changed everything is still the same
i feel nothing else unless i buy expensive things
im back here again i could use a friend
cus nothing ever really makes me smile anymore

time & time & time again
friends just go and come again

feel best when im by myself 
never needed your help 
its just time & time & time again
friends just go and come again
i was better off by myself
paid no mind to wealth
its just time & time & time again
friends just go and come again (x2)

biichftt - flashbang (prod pearlblade x lily forest)

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