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vocals, production, and cover art by me

i've been working on this for 5 months and i still havent perfected it...
but i need to get it off my mind, so here it is <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

self hate 
contradictions 
little bit 
narcissistic 
i know what keeps me going
its much better than missing 

But this the problem
This is an issue
I need to fix me
You need to fix you

I cant hear you out no more
And i don't even wanna get you 

stared into my inner workings 
please just show me how to grow 

then my demons fucking told me
i should feel this on my own

i cant disagree
it hurts
its real
and thats how i judge things

i cant see my future
without drugs and dreams of nothing 

But its beautiful the way it stings
i cherish that burn 

I can never tell 
what am i worth?
and what have i earned? 


We grew closer
When you hurt me
When you cut me
When you burned me

I liked it better when u didn’t care 
(didnt care) 


We grew further apart
You tried to heal me
Its not the same as the start
You just dont feel me

Trust me love theres enough of this pain to share

stared into my inner workings 
please just show me how to grow 

then my demons fucking told me
i should feel this on my own

i cant disagree
it hurts
its real
and thats how i judge things

i cant see my future
without drugs and dreams of nothing 

But its beautiful the way it stings
i cherish that burn 

I can never tell 
what am i worth?
and what have i earned?

cherish it

another bladee cover fuck u

prod ME!

cover of: https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/gatekeeper-prod-f1lthy

gatekeeper

@medusa9

you dont ever take me serious
you make me think that im delirious
i know you feed on all my weaknesses
i dont wanna let you in, i dont wanna let you win
youre not my friend your my enemy
but i know that you envy me
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont
its to the point where im torn between my mind and my heart
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont

maybe im just to nice nice nice nice
maybe i should take your life life life life life
i wont let you make me cry cry cry cry
thats the last time you will tell me lies lies lies lies lies
oh my- oh my god! now everything i see is blood
i think i might have went too far but idc cuz now ur gone
what?? did i do something wrong?? i dont remember at all
you better leave me alone or you might b the next one

you dont ever take me serious
you make me think that im delirious
i know you feed on all my weaknesses
i dont wanna let you in, i dont wanna let you win
youre not my friend your my enemy
but i know that you envy me
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont
its to the point where im torn between my mind and my heart
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont

delirious「astralproject1on 」

pposture & Rosesleeves - GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN

@cdgrl

[lyrics]
let me inside, angel wings white, you make me cry
back road, no street lights, cover your sight, telling you lies
dark night bleached eyes, make my teeth white, i cant see right
cut ties, blood covered ice, bring me to life, heaven's too bright

guess i can forget if i want to
bless me when i'm dead, i want you
dread, i'm scared, no breath, upset
confess my sins ill rest what haunts you

put me to sleep, down on my knees
roll up my sleeve, make myself bleed
keep myself real, make the time freeze
count while i breathe, keep me safe please

keep me safe please, wanna be real
make this time freeze
keep me safe please
keep me safe please
can we stay real?
can i stay here?
can i stay please?

i see right through it, look at nothing no music
sleep life i'm lucid, watch days go by its fluid

evil structures around me
slipping, black ice, i'm drowning
scary dreamlike surroundings
subaru, lights off, recounting

nosebleed, drowsy, u left without me, cant live without it
cold hands, slow dance, open doors, i'm broken

-

can you believe it?

lucid prod. cdgirl

guitar by @gl0wrm, drums split, all other production and mixing by me

cover art also by me

lyrics

[ intro / chorus : @sprigtek]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
this once?

kept up by these 
thoughts 
that 
i cant outrun

[ verse 1 : @sprigtek ]

almost dead
but u breathe your light into me

i fight what i feel
when it gets to me

i send awful chills
down your spine
when i say
i’m the downhill descent
in your life

tell me what
are you trying to get from me?

looking close
as u wait for the death of me

u should know, 
if u stay you’ll get sick with me
then get sick of me

[ verse 2 : @gl0wrm ]

wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this
At all 
I wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
that u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this

cover up my eyes
when im with u a part of dies
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say
u dont notice shit
fall back and breath thru it
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say

[ outro / chorus : @sprigtek ]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
once?

i see something u dont wanna know...

[ end ]

delirious「astralproject1on 」

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