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Lorde - Yellow Flicker Beat (Cover by Lily Lane, Orion Carloto + The Johnsons)

One Way Or Another (Cover) by Until The Ribbon Breaks from Stalker S01E05

Stalker S01E05 - One Way Or Another (Cover) by Until The Ribbon Breaks

Quiet Lies

This world, this world
It isn't enough for me
When heaven is so out of reach
I see, I see
You love life more than me
It is never how it should be
I need, I need
You to tell me how to be
I'm painting the sky for you and me
So far, so far
I can taste it on your tongue
The words you've said in all the songs I've sung

Compare me to the sea
To rhyme in poetry
I'm done fighting you
Compare me to the sea
To rhyme in poetry
I'm done fighting you

Too late, too late
To live any other way
When all I have to give is company
I know, I know
I don't mind being on my own
If I'm not free then what is left of me

Compare me to the sea
To rhyme in poetry
I'm done fighting you
Compare me to the sea
To rhyme in poetry
I'm done fighting you

To give you everything is not I want
When I'm living how always knew I would be
To give you everything is not what I want
When I'm living how I should be

Compare me to the sea
To rhyme in poetry
I'm done fighting you
Compare me to the sea
To rhyme in poetry
I'm done fighting you

Lena Fayre - This World

Someone Like You

This Empty Bed

The Originals Season 3 Episode 22 - The Bloody Crown

Fleurie - Breathe (The season finale of The Originals)

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Thank you for watching my cover of Halsey's "Not Afraid Anymore" from the Fifty Shades Darker soundtrack.  This song grabbed me immediately and as I was singing it for the first time I started to relate to these lyrics, but perhaps on a different level that Halsey had intended.  I realized this was so relevant to my life, and how I'd been feeling about my sexuality.  I've only dated one women in my life, but always had feelings and attraction for both women and men.  But it scares me, scares me to tell my close friends and family, and it the thought of announcing this to the world scares me too.  Will people take me seriously, laugh at me, talk about me behind my back, tell me it's just phase, or even worse say they are going to pray for me.   Well I can't hid forever.  I figured if I'm going to stop hiding, I'll do it my way -- via my art.  

I'm not afraid anymore.  

Further thoughts on bisexuality:  

A lot of people who grow up bisexual may not even realize they are such.  It might take 20 or 30 years or more of their life to even figure it out.  When you have feelings for both men and women its often easier to go for the heterosexual choice - the choice that won’t cause your family or friends to look down upon you, the choice you don’t have to explain to anyone, the choice that won’t get you stared at or gossiped about.  Man + Woman - it’s the easy choice to make.  One day though you’ll have a realization that you have never embraced the other side of your self.  The side that longs to be with someone of the same sex. This side of yourself that you’re afraid to express, that you’ve never explored.  When you finally go there you find a whole world of feelings and emotion that you’ve never experienced before.  But still you are scared, scared to really commit to someone of the same sex, scared of what people will think of you, especially since you’ve been in heterosexual relationships your whole life.  Everything is confusing, you don’t know what you want and what you don’t want.  In love with him but longing for her.  And you wonder, even if you do make the choice you’re so afraid of - will you ever be satisfied or will you always be longing for what you don’t have?

Lorde - Yellow Flicker Beat (Cover by Lily Lane, Orion Carloto + The Johnsons)

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