prod me
vox by me & @starflye
samples
https://soundcloud.com/wido123456789/just-enjoy-okei
https://soundcloud.com/kmoethekid/gloves
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/kinkos
https://soundcloud.com/adelemusic/send-my-love-to-your-new-lover
https://soundcloud.com/1glaive/prick
https://soundcloud.com/prodbyaustyn/bittersweet-ft-vincent

"screaming at a brick wall has kinda helped with everything"

PART 1
(kaydence)
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

(star)
theres a palpable sense of dread thats so deep in my gut
getting into arguments, ive rly learned how to push my luck
ive gotta get it out somehow
im learning to push on
im putting my foot down
im righting all my wrongs 
i dont wanna get caught
up doing the wrong shit
ur leaving me distraught
ur leaving my calls missed
ik we hate each other but i think that we can settle it as adults
thats just a suggestion
and ik im being passive aggressive
but w all the shit that's goin on u cannot blame me
uve been going on this same shit lately
uve been going on this same shit lately
i think i need to get out my head lately
my head lately

(kaydence)
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

call me the center of attention but when it's on me i want it off
all i wanted was a mention but i know there's someone i cut off
call me the center of attention but when it's on me i want it off
all i wanted was a mention but i know there's someone i cut off

i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

PART 2
(instrumental)

PART 3 (ending credits)
(kaydence)
u left ur shirt at my place
don’t u want it back
i thought i told u
but i guess that i lost track
take a deep breath and take a seat
everything’s closing in on me
but i think that I’ll be fine

u came to my place, we watched a film that’s set in space
that’s when i made my biggest mistake
i fired the gun, then u told me we were done
and u left before the credits played 

i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
talk again, talk again, talk again
talk again, talk again, talk again

catharsis (feat. starflye)

swazy is in this one somewhere for sure and half the people in this are from twitter and i dont know them but hey,,, shoutout - fuck hitpiece

thank you backlight noah for the cover art

shitpiece (fts. aren't in description there are 34 of them tag yourself pls)

shoutout @og_lost for having me!

tracklist:
@og_lost - metamorphosis
@timo-isreb - RX (@og_lost Remix)
@volantmusic @polyscream - depthcore
@nusagi - keep away (@futureseeker remix)
@gjonesbass @epromofficial - ON MY MIND
@futureseeker @blissom - starflakes (@blissom mix)
@futureseeker @blissom - starflakes
@f1nley1 @paxenimzi @sc2un-sh4re @sh1bes - means to defeat envy (@futureseeker means2defeatDARIACORE edit)

futureseeker @ gone ep release party

cover of photophobia by ryan leahan
in collaboration with @re_dd ♥
outro prod me

photophobia (prod. dfrost)

underscores - Girls and boys (remix)

let me prove it to you

inspos:
kmoe - blisters
jane remover - frality (literally the whole album bruh)

prod. me
ft @blissom
[lyrics]

*jauntsen*
i don't know how to fix this
cause it's never really good enough
just go open your 
mind
find out i'm
fine 
i'm truly better than i once was
just let me prove it to you 

no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

*blissom*
i tried
to change
the part
that cares
u were sitting alone
on your lunch break on your phone

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen*
the silence 
awakens 
the way back 
forsaken
just calm down
i need hope
the only path
i'll take it!

i'm watching them all succeed 
while i'm stuck here inside my room
it's all just a game
the real feels like fake
and honestly i don't know what to do
what to do.

*blissom*
the silence is too much to handle
im lost without answers 
i need to you to tell me how 
to forget that you ever believed me
for one fucking second
from 2 years ago till now

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen* 
no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

cause nothings ever good enough !

(somethings wrong x6)

let me prove it to you.

spotify !

nothings ever good enough +blissom

submitted for goop week 7
https://soundcloud.com/goophouse

direct.me/nezerat
https://soundcloud.com/22hereknowswhen
https://soundcloud.com/shriekin-dreamer
https://soundcloud.com/m-e-w1
https://soundcloud.com/annieversary
https://www.instagram.com/il_dormiglioni/?hl=en

lyrics:

(Dormiglioni)
every day i wake up
time to put on make up
i put on the face i show the world

sometimes i just feel like
i can be different than you knew before

i hate the sound of my own voice
i like the way you look tonight
you always say i act a fool
its cuz i dont have me in mind
we go through ups and downs a lot
i guess that it just makes me hot
no i dont want to be alone
i play my best part on the phone
no i dont want to be alone

(nezerat)
i am someone else, i am not a man
i am venus trap, twisting how i stand
never wanna learn, i am what i show
you dont see the truth, browsing all the chrome

uh, yeah?

and im tired of being sickly, yeah im tired of being gross
when i am on the net, i barely realize that i am stuck
and all of high school all i ever felt was like a bitch fuck
now im swimming in the ocean, in the net i am stuck

(Dormiglioni)
all i know is that you make life complete
this i know, were gonna be set free
forget me not, its been oh so sweet
remember me...this way please

i am someone else, i am not a man
i am venus trap, twisting how i stand
never wanna learn, i am what i show
you dont see the truth, browsing all the chrome

no i dont want to be alone

nezerat, 22hereknowswhen, Shriekin' Dreamer!, mew1, annieversary, and Dormiglioni - CARLYCORE

track with @46b !!
again by vai5000 ft. edyn
© ANGEL RADIO 2022
prod. by greentop
art by vai + lilla

spotify!:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7CnpzCBluC8zcMfFP0MfJX

SPOTIFY

again [ft. edyn]

made a new vox chainn_!

guitar vox prod me

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new

the wind is whipping past and i can barely stand
as if it wasnt hard enough to stick to plan
youll never see the light of what you make
cuz youre too busy being concerned of whats at stake
is this all
that youre known for
back and forth torn
is it all
just to say it
that you made it
and if i never see the light of day thats fine
cuz im too busy laying wide awake at night

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new
let me go
let me choose
let me fall
let me lose

torn

(p. vai5000 + blissom)  - spotify as soon as it  processes :)
lyric MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sdv6ZHdIVRY

lyrics
[vai5000]
are you safe inside my heart
do you still know who you are
cause you've broken through my walls
and you tell me it's all -
do you care for what I said
breathing words right down my neck
telling me what I regret
telling me that you still -

put my heart under a lock (holding me pressed to your body feel your)
in a fortress made of rock (warmth your heat and its broken me do you)
and I know that things get hard (see my face do you hear my name cause its)
but at least I'm safe here (not the same when you carve me to dust)

[blissom]
its alright
if you dont hear me
i dont mind
being left to the breeze
but if youd like
ill ignore my better judgement

im not crying till its over
im not leaving my desk till its said and done
if you dont hear me ill be louder
take a breath you wont find any cleaner air

[vai5000]
put my heart under a lock (hold my arms inside my fortress)
in a fortress made of rock  (I will be safe i'm still okay)
and I know that things get hard (tell me words they piece my home but)
but at least I'm safe here (i won't let you win i'll defend)
put my heart under a lock
in a fortress made of rock 
cause I know things will get hard
but at least I'm safe here
here - here - here

lyric MV

fortress

uhhhhh ummmm
shoegaze?
fka futureseeker
left her in the past

futureseeker @ gone ep release party

lily