i fucked up the land
with my hand
suffocating in sand
lost my diamond axe
respawn in the rain
turn volume down again
i need to find my things
maybe they timed out i lost everything
i just don't wanna lose my unbreaking III diamond pick
i see alex lagging out and then they disconnect
ah the lapis looks so pretty i might dye a sheep
i hear a hiss then the creeper blows up all my things

i just died
i just died
i just died ah i just died
i just died
i just died
i just died

i need protection 
enchanment for my boots and my chestplate 
all the skeletons they keep appearin 
i'm so upset and sorry i was diggin and i didn't see the emerald 
cause it looks different
had a closer look and it's cause they changed it 
talkin' to my friends and i'm askin them questions 
everytime we talk im askin them for a new minecraft tip

Okolo minecraft parody

I'm running up the valley just for you
If you knew all the things
That I would do for you
Why can't you just believe in me?

Ugh

Oh, I had your jewelry
Among your old things
If you knew all the ways
You stained my memory
You'd fall to your knees

Why can't you save me
With your own hands?
And why can't you be the sun
And the ocean?
After all this time
I'm still singing that line
I wrote at your parents' place
I wish I never sang it to your face

Day in, day out
Day in, day out
Oh, all you ever care about
Is how you should be so paramount
And you never said it out loud
You never made a sound
'Til you let your true colors out
You didn't have to show me now

I'm paranoid in California now
If I see green or blue I recall
Nights that you kept me awake
Just to beat me down
And wear me out
Why can't I be done with you?

Fuck

Oh, I've unlearned your ceiling
And tried to move on
But the sound of your screaming
Is stuck in my lungs
For however long I keep letting it

Why can't you save me
With your own hands?
And why can't you be the sun
And the ocean?
What's your goal here?
What's your endgame?
What's your point here?
Is it bad faith?

What is it then?
Do you just want to tear me down?

Day in, day out
Day in, day out
Oh, all you ever care about
Is how you should be so paramount
And you never said it out loud
You never made a sound
'Til you let your true colors out
You didn't have to show me now

Oh, wouldn't I like to know?
But the questions are dull
When the progress is nullified
Oh, guess I'm good after all
Didn't think about 
Anything not worthwhile today

Oh, oh, wouldn't I like to know?
But my headspace is full
Of memories of shoes inside
Oh, I fell in love after all
I didn't think it would be
So worthwhile today

(The spine of the salad is great! It's tasty, it's healthy, and most of all...)

new rainbow

cover of photophobia by ryan leahan
in collaboration with @re_dd ♥
outro prod me

photophobia (prod. dfrost)

shoutout @nusagi for letting me do this remix! 
stream razorbladangel: https://soundcloud.com/nusagi/sets/razorbladeangel

nusagi - keep away (futureseeker remix)

track with @46b !!
again by vai5000 ft. edyn
© ANGEL RADIO 2022
prod. by greentop
art by vai + lilla

spotify!:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7CnpzCBluC8zcMfFP0MfJX

SPOTIFY

again [ft. edyn]

made a new vox chainn_!

@micahcallari @46b @wraithlights

(me)
Im stupid im a shithead
ill play dumb
if u ask me how im feeling 
ill shut up
ask me why i stoly yr tv
just for fun
just for fun
ju ju just for fun

(wraith)
im getting up to mischief and i just cant kick it
set the world on fire with death in my eyes
nobody tries to get it. so then ill just let it
off the hook so that the world is

set to burn to nothing under 
my command you just cant test me
dont underestimate me i will 
burn you fucking people to the ground

(me again)
Im stupid im a shithead
ill play dumb
if u ask me how im feeling 
ill shut up
ask me why i stoly yr tv
just for fun
Idiotic and an asshole
Hardcore punk

And im smarter then i look
Wont you look me in the eye
I keep dollars by the book
I will never ever die
if you wanna beat my try again
Its your turn to try now

(micah)
Delay what you can’t stop just to see what happens
Can’t choose to fight or flight, you’re not that good a captain
So when this ship goes down, we’ll choose not to imagine
What could’ve been if your heart had the passion

Sink or swim as friends call for help
Wishy washy till the end of time

(me, tired of this fucker)
Im stupid im a shithead
ill play dumb
if u ask me how im feeling 
ill shut up
ask me why i stoly yr tv
just for fun
Idiotic and an asshole
rock that shit homie

And im smarter then i look
Wont you look me in the eye
I keep dollars by the book
I will never ever die
if you wanna beat my try again
Its your turn to try now

(wisp)
i cant process it much
everytime i try to its hard for my brain to touch
i kept fallin in love
till i realized that shit wasnt for us

i know theres a problem 
but when i think about it i say its all good
its all good

diamond w/ edyn, Micah Callari n wraithlights

(p. vai5000 + blissom)  - spotify as soon as it  processes :)
lyric MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sdv6ZHdIVRY

lyrics
[vai5000]
are you safe inside my heart
do you still know who you are
cause you've broken through my walls
and you tell me it's all -
do you care for what I said
breathing words right down my neck
telling me what I regret
telling me that you still -

put my heart under a lock (holding me pressed to your body feel your)
in a fortress made of rock (warmth your heat and its broken me do you)
and I know that things get hard (see my face do you hear my name cause its)
but at least I'm safe here (not the same when you carve me to dust)

[blissom]
its alright
if you dont hear me
i dont mind
being left to the breeze
but if youd like
ill ignore my better judgement

im not crying till its over
im not leaving my desk till its said and done
if you dont hear me ill be louder
take a breath you wont find any cleaner air

[vai5000]
put my heart under a lock (hold my arms inside my fortress)
in a fortress made of rock  (I will be safe i'm still okay)
and I know that things get hard (tell me words they piece my home but)
but at least I'm safe here (i won't let you win i'll defend)
put my heart under a lock
in a fortress made of rock 
cause I know things will get hard
but at least I'm safe here
here - here - here

lyric MV

fortress

SOLVENNA

For this week’s Friday Techno Drop, I created something a little more introspective.
"DUALITY" is an emotional ride—carried by lush synths, cosmic textures, and a warm, reflective tone that unfolds across two distinct halves.

The first half leans into a dreamy break beat groove, spacious and atmospheric, with acid-laced touches weaving through the mix. As the track progresses, it morphs into a powerful 4/4 techno pulse—grounded, hypnotic, and deeply expressive.

I hope everybody enjoys it on their way to the weekend, big hug from _DR_REIN🪐🖤

DUALITY

NEW SWAGGER

uhhhhh ummmm
shoegaze?
fka futureseeker
left her in the past

nusagi - keep away (futureseeker remix)

lily