WHERE LOVE GOES 2 DIE collab ep between zubin @nev_ver @thislandismusic 

@lilzubin
@nev_ver
@thislandismusic

eyes 2 kill w lil lotus

Some Days are not the same(1)

@93FEETOFSMOKE
https://twitter.com/93feetofsmoke
@tothegood
https://twitter.com/tothegoodx


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Closing My Eyes In The Dark w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (Prod. tothegood)

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

@lilskil x @lilxlotus x @fats_e x @scummusic

prod @lederry

fats'e x rainy bear x lil lotus x scum  -  11:11   [prod lederrick]

s/o @astvri <3 https://youtu.be/J5C4gncWsvA

       -lyrics-
I get so fucked up
That I make you sad
It's been six months
I still need you bad

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

we get so fucked up
we both wake up sad
maybe we're lost
but we'll make it back

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you 

Blood stains on my carpet
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
that's on my home screen

Blood stains on my carpet
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
that's on my home screen

I get so fucked up
That I make you sad
It's been six months
I still need you bad

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

we get so fucked up
we both wake up sad
maybe we're lost
but we'll make it back

I'm working hard
I don't wanna lose you
Do what u wanna do
U know I trust you

*^ Blood stains on my carpet **
Sulfur out the faucet
Just happy you're beside me in the morning
Ignoring half the shit
** that's on my home screen **

sulfur of the faucet (prod. 93)

sulfur out the faucet

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
Mix&Master. https://soundcloud.com/jakemarkow

i wanna be the last one
wanna be the one stumblin with u in the dark
and baby im a bad one
but ima settle down and give u my heart
ima be a sad one 
if i let u run off and leave me with a scar 
but baby u a bad one 
i just wanna be ur last one <3

Wanna be ur last one (Prod. 4evr)

video - https://youtu.be/9mTGTjh39Kc

mix/master - @youngburial

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that I'm sorry
and its all my fault
will you fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off 

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
maybe it's drugs I'm missing
really I'm numb to all this

outside I look calm
but in my head I'm fucked
like why you think
I always keep that bottle tucked

they talk about my life
as if they're living it
like we didn't crawl thru mud
to get to past where we been

nowadays i just am not sure
still giving everything
still need more

nowadays i just am not sure
I'm not sure
I'm not sure

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that im sorry
and its all my fault
will you Fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
mostly it's just drugs I'm missing
really I'm just numb to all this

anxious from the topic & the adderall

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

waiting for the sun w/ lil lotus (taylor morgan)

see u around  - lil lotus x horse head (prod. reaper)

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@ifidiefirst


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