Bit off more than I could chew
Now I don't know what to choose
The guilt is eating me whole
I'm lost on where to go

See another post about me and suddenly memories
I dropped my dignity the day I chose to bleed

I'm crashing down
You're lashing out
Who's laughing now?
You're lost, get out
You've been lied to
Nothing you can do
(idk what i said tbh)

more than i could chew

and i swear i just forgot you too
prod me

I've always wondered
How you look just like an angel
I guess it's not too late
For me to say
That I wish you were dead
Because you're back in my head

You love the rain
And so do I
I've given you a present
So don't be shy
And it's getting pretty late
And our time is running out

So I'll send you one more message
And say goodbye
To you

I just got you out of my head
And now it's coming back
Even though you just left
And it's out of my control
And now you're out of my reach
And I wish that we could've been
And that I wasn't so unseen

a love letter for you

with @czden

@cherishourmemories
dont try to hide your face from me
why cant we make it all believe
running circles around my head
when i saw that girl she said she wants me dead
im not hearing none of the words that u said
just lay in my bed and wait for the time to pass us by

@czden
dont testify your sins to me
youre a meltdown crying out no sympathy
how can it be
youre dead to me
dont talk to me no more
thats what u said to me

go cry your last tears cause its time
theres no more hope i
cant rely on no one
to just go and rewind time

@cherishourmemories
dont try to hide your face from me
why cant we make it all believe
running circles around my head
when i saw that girl she said she wants me dead
im not hearing none of the words that u said
just lay in my bed and wait for the time to pass us by
let it pass us by 
we're always arguing and fighting baby pick a side
you say im wrong and that ur right but we know its a lie
we know its a lie

pass us by w/ czden

prod me

Spotify: https://spotify.link/4rurM8lhGXb

w/ requiem

@redizesux

That's just the way things go
Sometimes the truth really blows
I'd say go get her but honestly it's better
If you just let her go
let her go, let her go

How does it feel now
When you're so sick and tired of yourself
Then your days get so hard you can just scream help
Oh well

@requiem-for-you

How does it feel to let her go
I know these are the worst times
And I know it's not the first time
But you're kicking me down in the dirt oh, oh
I really can't explain how it hurts

Truth hurts but you really gotta let things go
Truth hurts and I know your tired of being alone

the truth fucking blows

the truth fucking blows w/requiem for you

@aaambur

lyrics:

strike her, in her fucking face
tie her, in her fucking place
why'd you, call the fucking cops
i knew, leave your body on the docks

i can hear you crying
i can hear you coughing
i know where you're hiding
underneath the bedframe

i don't wanna talk to you
gonna see the boys in blue
watch me die i'm blaming you
why the fuck are you so cruel

hatred to you ft. amber

prod me

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1OmPIna8M8ELFOOzphsRzo?si=no-6CcWbS_WZfOJfUv3zng

I lost the girl I knew
Looked for her with tears
I Kinda wonder what she's up too
Because yk it's been years

I'm such a moron
I'm such a moron
Yeah I always took it badly
Because I'm a moron

moron

prod. me as always

Feels like I
Fell in love
For the first time again

I’m desperate 
Not enough 
I miss you so

Can you tell
I’m a freak
From the way that I look

I’m pissed at your answer 
What do you know

I am love

what do you know

prod me
i take a picture of your corpse
i hope you dont get ighoner 
i swear god  i fucking hate you
why did i even date you
blood is all on the floor i think
your fucking whore
i keep you close 
i keep you pretty
everyone knows im a zombie
i called you fucking stupid whore cause i didn't wanna 
get ignore
i think your pretty 2x
why does nobody just want me

what did i do agin
i take a picture of your corpse
i hope you dont get ighoner 
i swear god  i fucking hate you
why did i even date you
blood is all on the floor i think
your fucking whore
i keep you close 
i keep you pretty
everyone knows im a zombie
i called you fucking stupid whore cause i didn't wanna 
get ignore
i think your pretty 2x
why does nobody just want me

tell me what i did wrong

pic of your corpse

beat prod by me !! :D

you know im waiting
i wanna hear u call my name
im just so tired of playing all these same old games
without you i feel i swear so drained
i just hope that this doesnt go to waste

i saw you and it made me blush
too bad im just not enough
you could be my secret crush
i tried to speak but i just bluff
cant get through this, im just worthless to you
idk what it is i just dont feel the same without you

i dont feel the same without you!! :((

cliche -- 2hollis cover

these songs will be on a full album in 2026 :)

more than i could chew

#Limited Time Soda