Hi there, this is my spoken word on here lol 

This song is really long with me damn still cant get it outta my head after all those yrs, thx.

what's the sample from? I've heard it in a few different songs

suicideboys type beat crawling 130 bpm

Remixed Sample: the story so far - navy blue

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I walked her home, for the last time

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/none
prod. https://soundcloud.com/ginsengxx

[lyrics]
i be chillin on the west side / i aint ever goin outside / feels like my arms are tied / whoever u pray to is a lie / i been lettin my fam down / tryna get a grip i cant now / my plug wanna see me in the ground / nobody make a fuckin sound

I don't trust none of u
I don't even trust myself
I don't feel none of u
I don't even feel myself

i don ever fly first class / u could find me poppin somethin in the back / i be on a flight like everyday / nothins ever made me wanna stay / and i cant understand this / my thoughts r fuckin outlandish / yall too worried bout the lavish / feel like a long time i been crashin 

I don't trust none of u
I don't even trust myself
I don't feel none of u
I don't even feel myself

None (prod. gin$eng)

drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own 
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say 
these things will change 
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the time
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never ment 
a fucking thing 

ill make the same mistake 
every fucking day
of waking up again 
im doing fine just great
im ok


drive home

How Long Have We Been Here

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor
fan art by https://www.instagram.com/milkaesthetics/

[lyrics]
I know we all
Feel the same thing
Eating away
Inside at our brains
Why do we hide
The way that we feel
When the way that we feel 
is the only thing that's real

Stop hiding 
Stop tryin to smile wen your dyin
I see your pain and i see u tryna blind it 
You don’t have to run, let it out and cry 

Remember the whole world feels the same inside 
Remember the whole world feels the same inside

Guns to our heads 
That's just life
Everybody dealing with their own damn strife
Everybody tempted by their own damn knife
I’ve never seen a reason to lie 

I know we all wanna die sometimes 
We all wanna die sometimes 
Why do we lie 
Why do we hide
I know we all wanna die sometimes

I wanna die sometimes
I wanna hide sometimes
We all wanna die

We All Wanna Die Sometimes (prod. oilcolor)

sample: cyberbully mom club - how do you tell a girl that you really like her eyes https://youtu.be/20wLvhaZPU8

how do you tell a girl you want to talk to her for hours?
without sounding like the biggest, dumbest coward?
and i'll take a shower maybe then i'll feel real nice
won't buy you flowers unless they're the discount price
i can change i can change i can change, i can change
i can change i can change i can change, i can change﻿

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how do u tell a girl u really like her eyes (hateful remix)

bit.ly/virginity-complex-meaning

what was once bright-eyed and full of wonderment
loses their sense of innocence.
a void gapes in the heart, creating a vacuum,
sucking in all that used to be out of reach;
like apathy, lust, hatred, and insecurity.

lyrics: https://cozyboy.bandcamp.com/track/she-was-my-virginity-c-mplex

additional synths/pianos played by cøzy

outro piano played by nathan chandra @chandra_ beats

@desolatee inspires me to make better music, please listen to him

the virginity complex

she was my virginity cømplex [prød. deˢøˡᵃTᵉ]

Seen as it is

prod me,,, no samples

ill update the lyrics later ion feel good
if u dont like the song o well

How Long Have We Been Here

lindenpearce.

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