don't let the devil

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtcvwHXJipg

opposite ends of the room, love is there but there's a distance i can't undo.
i built it all up in my head, felt the same but somehow differently or unsaid.

a fire so red could last until we're both dead, but i've been burned before, it's a cliche but my scars are still sore.

i want to take back everything i told you and remember all the times i would hold you. maybe you don't know who i am, maybe i was scared and ran. 
goodbye is hard to do, especially without "i love you."

opposite ends of the state, happiness once was enough to know what i pushed away. but that is SO fucking cheap. you deserve better than that, you deserve better than me.


i want to take back everything i told you and remember all the times i would hold you. maybe you don't know who i am, maybe i was scared and ran. 
goodbyes are hard to do, especially without "i love you."

opposites *NOW ON SPOTIFY<3* (video link in description)

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/none
prod. https://soundcloud.com/ginsengxx

[lyrics]
i be chillin on the west side / i aint ever goin outside / feels like my arms are tied / whoever u pray to is a lie / i been lettin my fam down / tryna get a grip i cant now / my plug wanna see me in the ground / nobody make a fuckin sound

I don't trust none of u
I don't even trust myself
I don't feel none of u
I don't even feel myself

i don ever fly first class / u could find me poppin somethin in the back / i be on a flight like everyday / nothins ever made me wanna stay / and i cant understand this / my thoughts r fuckin outlandish / yall too worried bout the lavish / feel like a long time i been crashin 

I don't trust none of u
I don't even trust myself
I don't feel none of u
I don't even feel myself

None (prod. gin$eng)

How Long Have We Been Here

https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
vocals produced john dello

im trying to behave
but i just cant sit still
and im dying to see myself
as you do
but im dying inside
if you just knew
i care and i swear ill take you
and im found in myself
just trying to buy time
filling up my lubgs
smoke leaves my breath white 
and as if sleeping in everyday till the sun goes down
brings no shame
and i play my part
in whatever game
this is to you
so end it please
save myself from
the breathing leaves
my eyes see your name
but the lights not in frame
blinded by the little things

for now (prod tothegood)

Comic monologue from EVA, the music is not mine, forget which singer it is.

私恨むすべての人がを

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
@whoispax @scummusic @supachefm
free download: bit.ly/2qt1NyR
bandcamp: bit.ly/2qZktJW
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

whoispax

life is just a game 
i dont wanna play 
i dont mean that 
its just i wake up everyday 
feeling like ive changed
i know you see that 
so now im smoking in the rain 
killing off the pain 
i dont need that 
sometimes i think that im insane 
maybe im to blame 
oh you think that

life is short
so do what you can 
ill hold you tight 
here give me your hand 
ill be there when its too hard to stand 
ill always be the way 
that i am

scum

i put the bottle down for you 
i started following through with the words that i said 
no more empty promises 
and oh, i wish you could see me now 
i'm soaring higher than i have in a long time

fm !

Life is just a game
I don't wanna play
You don't see that
I wake up thinking everyday
I don't wanna say
I don't need that
You see a different side of me
Every time you leave
Do you see that?
I know you'd climb all over me
Never let me leave
I can dig that

Let me show you something on the long ride home
The pressure on my shoulders is just crushing on my weak set bones

out of mind

spotify

life is just a game (feat. whoispax, scum & supachefm)

check out @eloimmeth @guardinmusic
my first orignal ever that actually got vocals on it. 
thank you to both eloimmeth and guardin for taking their time and recording vocals for this song. you are both amazing <3
lyrics:
[eloimmeth]
cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for
(no matter what you wish for)

yeah imma be ok
and imma be ok
no matter all the scars i’ve got
(they just make me who i’m not)

from the ground i will rise
(from the ground i will rise)
its gonna be alright 
relapse is just a phase
under the morning rain
before the rising sun

cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for

[guardin]
no matter what you pray for ey

i protest everything that i feel
i don't know where i'm at but i don't think that i'm real
got a blunt in my hand just escaping the wreck
and if you want honesty, i think that i've been depressed

this marijuanas just another defect 
gettin' high till i cry that's just cause and effect
gotta prioritize get my shit together
cause i don't wanna feel like this forever

i think i'm gonna be fine
if you think otherwise gimme a sign
baby it's not your fault, you know it's mine
imma keep tryin', i'm crackin' my spine

i'll realign till i can contest
artificial happiness ain't the best 
fuck all of that it'll leave you a mess
and leak from your brain all the way to your chest

love yourself 
cause nobody else gonna do whatchu do when the sky turn blue and the sun shines thru ya window 
ya head hittin' the pillow
sproutin' like a willow yeah
sproutin' like a willow

i'm gonna be fine

i'm gonna be fine (ft. eloimmeth & guardin)

ＡＮＤ　Ｉ　ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＫＮＯＷ　ＹＯＵ　ＥＩＴＨＥＲ

//どこが崩壊したのか//

it's been a while since i've put out a beat. just felt like picking up the guitar & putting out some midweek blues. i hope you guys are having a great week. i love you

if you like rain ☂

you don't know me anymore

sleep thru ur alarms (lontalius cover)

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Free Download: https://killedmyself.bandcamp.com/album/backyard-cemetery-iv

How Long Have We Been Here

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