$eejay

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magazine ft. hm.wav (prod. treetime)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

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i'm fine ft. sleye (prod. sketchmyname)

produced / mixed and mastered by : IOF
x3
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

everyone i thought was fam wanna talk shit
they act so clean wit bones in the closet
attention whores attracted to nonsense
they throw it all away for friends in a coffin
u dont even care about the damage 
u just want anyone to think ur a savage 
well u aint nothing but a phony
i cant even see u as a homie
baby u can tell me if we're fallin apart                                            are you gonna be the one who walks outa the door  now
fuckin tell me if we're takin a break
are you gonna be the one who falls down on your face now

x2
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

this time im jumpin off the edge
I know that this will never end
my demons walk with me instead 
of dreading every word unsaid 

now im bleeding on the carpet
shawty took my heart and tore it up because im harmless
now im dying on the floor like fuck her
never see me happy so they call me steadysuffer ya
i feel so frozen
10 degrees in my whip slow motion
ya cut thru me to the center
tape me up like a scene don't enter
swear i thought i knew it
why i never second guess
is beyond me shoulda known 
that you would turn just like the rest
a part of me was sure that you would switch up on a friend
but a bigger part of what i thought was eating at my chest ya

x2
i been on my shit but it don't feel right
ya im fuckin up a check but it dont feel right
all this money in my hands and it dont feel right
all these thoughts up in my head ya it dont feel right

don't enter (prod. IOF)

art by @givmethebeat:

when the stars fall the moon will laugh 
and when it's time for love you'll turn away again.

she was in the backseat of my car
x3 she's my sleepyhead
in the backseat of my two door
x4 she's my sleepyhead
make me wanna stay
i wanna be okay, i love you babe 
i guess we'll be alright, let me do you right
i'll make it up while you're picking up all the pictures and pieces that you left under the couch

no one wanna be cool wit me
ya nobody wanna hmu or anything
im a lame-o
wtf you don't even wanna call me
to tell me what's up and you miss me, but you're home free

i guess you've got a lot of explaining
hmu i'm waiting, tell me that you hate me
take away the pain then try to pursued me
(take away the pain then try to pursued me)

i've been alone
time slipped by me, my life, and soul
wait for death or you to call me to help me find my peace of mind

help me find my peace of mind
let me go and i'll be fine
wait a while now it's over
cut you out of my life till i'm sober

i'm waiting for the day till i'm iced out
thinking bout all the people in my life now
made a change in my life for the come up
nobody even cares man that's fucked up

she was in the backseat of my car
x3 she's my sleepyhead
in the backseat of my two door
x4 she's my sleepyhead
make me wanna stay
i wanna be okay, i love you babe 
i guess we'll be alright, let me do you right
i'll make it up while you're picking up all the pictures and pieces that you left under the couch

sleepyhead (prod. domyno)

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original sample: novo amor - weather

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lyrics: 
i'll drop and speak a charm
take the weather from your heart
and the weight from on your toes
and there's nothing to your side
for you to recognize
it tarnished long ago

take the weather from your heart.

looting the Hell with my Demons
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$eejay

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