your voice with this brand new sample is beautiful

$eejay

Belmont Gardens (prod by iwannaleave)

one of my favorite songs i've ever made. big shouts out to the homie guardin for getting on this with me!! check him out here:

soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

sample credits: https://soundcloud.com/yungcold

sad chill - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWgkYnqG4u4
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pfn_ugMCzmQ
静的 static - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1V_UlSTkw1k

california dreaming (feat. guardin)

@qawikamri 
@guardinmusic 
@cpt_sad

LYRICS:
i guess we're soulmates when it's not hard.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-soulmates-lyrics

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Soulmates (w Guardin, Yesterday)

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magazine ft. hm.wav (prod. treetime)

thanks so much to everyone for the love and support through making this. more coming soon. shout out to Brody for the beats, Andy for the heat, and Arlaina for the cover art.

180 degrees (prod. brody)

super stoked to make this w such a talented artist like @sleyeofficial <3

LYRICS:

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

[verse: sleye]
and i been feeling like i never wanna wake up
another day and all the pain won't go away 
yeah
and i can't read another sentence from the page now
i can't replace it i just struggle for the same 

and every blessing that you ever sent my way
i wish you felt that way today
you really gave up
i can't remember anyway 
and there ain't nothing i can say
i'm stuck asleep it never fade
it's only fake love

and as i lay me down to sleep and close my eyes
i think i'm probably gonna die one day
i know i'm not alright
i need a pill to even fight the pain 
i'm numb and losing touch
and i can't even feel the high it fade away it's not enough

apologize to you i never say the right thing
i broke a promise i could never leave behind me
i understand it's sorta difficult to like me
yeah
i'm on the medicine i only feel it slightly

[hook: $eejay]
baby give me one last kiss
tired of waking up and always feeling like shit
swear you always hit my phone asking how ive been
and i just say im fine, but i'm feeling like i'm dead (2x)

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i'm fine ft. sleye (prod. sketchmyname)

art by @givmethebeat:

when the stars fall the moon will laugh 
and when it's time for love you'll turn away again.

she was in the backseat of my car
x3 she's my sleepyhead
in the backseat of my two door
x4 she's my sleepyhead
make me wanna stay
i wanna be okay, i love you babe 
i guess we'll be alright, let me do you right
i'll make it up while you're picking up all the pictures and pieces that you left under the couch

no one wanna be cool wit me
ya nobody wanna hmu or anything
im a lame-o
wtf you don't even wanna call me
to tell me what's up and you miss me, but you're home free

i guess you've got a lot of explaining
hmu i'm waiting, tell me that you hate me
take away the pain then try to pursued me
(take away the pain then try to pursued me)

i've been alone
time slipped by me, my life, and soul
wait for death or you to call me to help me find my peace of mind

help me find my peace of mind
let me go and i'll be fine
wait a while now it's over
cut you out of my life till i'm sober

i'm waiting for the day till i'm iced out
thinking bout all the people in my life now
made a change in my life for the come up
nobody even cares man that's fucked up

she was in the backseat of my car
x3 she's my sleepyhead
in the backseat of my two door
x4 she's my sleepyhead
make me wanna stay
i wanna be okay, i love you babe 
i guess we'll be alright, let me do you right
i'll make it up while you're picking up all the pictures and pieces that you left under the couch

sleepyhead (prod. domyno)

Written & Performed by: @itsyungvan x @kaiyko
Mix & Master: @QAWIKAMRI
Production: @Xtravulous
Cover art: @itsyungvan x @GQHargis

Lyrics-

(Intro)

Yung van-

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

Kaiyko-

It's so hard to imagine it
both of us hand in hand hanging by a thread
And I dont wanna go home 
cuz im scared of the thoughts that come crawling when im all alone 
but everything leads back to you 
Why can't I unravel the truth? 
Can we just go back to the beginning 
Give me a reason why I can't leave things off like this 

I'm sorry I just seem to over complicate things
No I don't wanna let it die like this
Something beautiful is fading into the mist x2

Yung van x Kaiyko-

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

(outro)

Ashes and Chandeliers

OUT ON SPOTIFY NOW!!!!

ashes and chandeliers w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Xtravulous)

lyrics
—————————
u didn’t care like i thought u did
say u think im doin good
well its the opposite
fall back
get me off of this
death callin
show me where the coffin is

feelin bad but i know
if i try than i can
make my dreams come tru
like a star in the night
when it shines so bright
with the sky
& i think of u

& i know that
things aren’t always what they seem
i wanna go back
but i can only seem to do it when i sleep

i don’t like this
the feeling inside it
eats me alive
all the time
i cant fight this
indecisive
i feel like im dyin
pacin’ & whinin’
the tides keep on risin

& one day ill make this right
& one day
ill make my dreams come to life

produced by dead spyro

make my dreams come to life pt. 2 [prod. dead spyro]

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dead and gone w/ sleye (prod. metlast)

prod. soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

recount it back from the start
don't know what tore us apart
could be the way that you hold my heart so tight

you walked me back to my car
i wasn't scared of the dark
but you were saying it's alright you don't mind

was i just nothing to you
what else was there i could do to get through this now
when we've both been bruised
& i don't care if they knew
i'd scream it out from the roof
if you felt this too
yeah you felt this too
know you felt this

you're always far from me
so why'd you fall for me
you make it all just feel so incomplete

you make it hard to leave
i'm always down on my knees
can barely tell how to speak cause your kiss so sweet

i'd do anything
just keep it all the same
i spilled my guts onto the floor 
i made a mess of it
 
i'd do anything
don't want our love to change
i spilled my guts onto the floor won't get this surface clean

every time i see you now i'm losing my balance
the pressure always peaking till i blow up i had it
i'll pull my sleeves down on my arms so it'll cover the damage
you drink away the shit you bottle but i know that you felt this too

Damage (prod. yesterday)

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love me acoustic w/ kaiyko [prod. brody]

[+] used to hold your hand while you're coming down..
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @l1lbiscuit *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVr0Jf26AFk

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
Baby I could hate you,
But I think I could love you just the same
Holdup, wait a minute, lemme switch my lane
I just gotta get me a Range
I just need some bands in the back of the safe
I got nothing else to say
They was sleeping on me
Now I feel like they awake
Shawty got a lil taste
Now she think she love me, I can see it in her face
Baby I'ma get them bands and I'll spend on you
That's just what I do, I don't know if I'ma lose
I just gotta tell you when I'm thinking of you...
Cuz I'm thinking of your heart beating on mine
I don't even know if this feels right
I just gotta know where it leads right, where it leads right?

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now
So what do you want from me?
I could sit here all day you won't talk to me
Even if I was dying, you wouldn't stop for me
I've been making racks, its not enough for you
You keep wanting more even when all my bands are blue
Caution, stop with all that fuck shit
Cameras flashing the lights off when I walk into the function
Razor round my necklace I'm bound to get reckless
Seejay in the back while I scratch off my checklist
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now

Coming Down

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coming down (feat. skele) *MUSIC VID IN DESC*

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sleepyhead (prod. domyno)

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