Name: Suburban Melancholy by L.T.T.F in Dead End
Duration: 4 min 10 s
Description: I'm pretty sure this is like the most DnB track I've ever made lol, I hope you guys enjoy it!

I really enjoyed this. The drums sound awesome. I find myself being focus with this playing in the background as well.

Great atmospheric, contemplative track, very nice - the title fits perfectly too : )

wonderful synth melody! even though it's a little gloomy i love it so much

This the closest thing to a album I'll ever get so far

Dead End

Bertrand Who?

FNDMNTL

can you, do you, will you
Orieliel Watcher can be found at, @orieliel-watcher

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Etude for Electronic Music "...everything starts from the smallest..."

Music & Photo by Shih-Lin Hung

Etude for Electronic Music "...everything starts from the smallest..."

Lyrics by Daria Geske

In a world that's like a game, 
Being queer can feel the same, 
Like an NPC, 
I'm in the back, 
No control, no agency, just a hack. 

I see the players all around,  
They move with ease, their feet on the ground,  
But I am stuck, I cannot move,  
I feel invisible, like I have nothing to prove. 

I long to be a player too, 
To have a say in what I do, 
To choose my path, to make my mark,  
To be seen and heard, to light up the dark. 

But sometimes I feel like I'm not real, 
That I'm just a character in someone's reel, 
A stereotype, a token, a prop, 
A mere decoration, to be used and then dropped. 

I want to break free from this game…  
To live my life without any shame, 
To be accepted for who I am,  
To be seen as a person, not just a program. 

So let's rewrite the rules of this game, 
Let's challenge the norm, let's break the chain,  
Let's embrace the diversity of all,  
And let each individual stand tall.  

For being queer is not a flaw,
It's a unique trait, a special draw, 
And though it may feel like being an NPC, 
Together, we can create a world where all are free. 

I shed the skin I once wore, 
A transformation to adore, 
The person I was, now no more, 
A new life I embrace and explore. 

Living in fear, trying to please, 
Society's norms, their beliefs, 
But their attacks didn't cease, 
Till I decided to break free.  

I killed the person I used to be, 
To live my truth and finally see, 
The person I was always meant to be, 
Living my life fearlessly.  

A metamorphosis, painful but true, 
A journey of self-love, long overdue,
I stand tall and proud, as I pursue, 
The life I was always meant to do.
No longer living in fear and shame, I embrace my true self, unashamed,
A phoenix risen from the flames, 
A new life, a new name. 

I killed a part of me to live, 
A death that brought forth life anew,
A fear that once consumed my heart,  
No longer holds its hold so true.  

I shed the skin of who I was, 
A shell that couldn't hold my soul, 
A metamorphosis profound, 
A transformation, my life's goal.  

I couldn't bear to live in fear, 
To please those who would hate me still, 
So I cast off that mask I wore,
And let my true self have its fill.

I am reborn, a new creature now,
And though the journey's just begun,
I walk with pride and newfound grace, 
My battle hard, but it is won. 
I live with courage, not with fear,  
My heart and soul now free to soar.

And though the road may not be clear, 
My strength will guide me evermore.

Electroacoustic music January 2024
Published by Musique moléculaire label August 2024

https://musiquemoleculaire.bandcamp.com/album/lautgedicht

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I make music on here, that's all. Thanks for checking out my stuff! 

Dropped a new album check it out: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsQFDKlVH4E

Also in the off chance you care, profile banner is me crowd surfing at a Darkest Hour concert! They are a very sick band that's influence a lot of my song writing (along with various other bands)! You should check them out when you have a chance lol (Undoing Ruin is PEAK imo)

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