ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

3.13.1 WIP Reel

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prod. by https://soundcloud.com/santairl
inspired by shameless. - oh, ariel
made for FORM anv8


⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ { lyrics }⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯
oh, angelea
What went wrong?
Our flowers all died.
I think I've killed them all.

oh, What's left of it?
A pile of petals, with wilted ends.
A garden of rest,
Or what's left of it.

oh, angelea
oh, angelea
angelea, angelea
oh, angelea
oh, angelea

oh, angelea


oh, angelea
What went wrong?
I always said I loved you.  
But you never knew.

oh, What's left of it?
A pile of petals, with wilted ends.
A garden of rest,
Or what's left of it.

oh, angelea
What went wrong?
Our flowers all died.
I think I've killed them all.

oh, What's left of it?
A pile of petals, with wilted ends.
A garden of rest,
Or what's left of it.

oh, angelea {anv8}

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

hi there :)

20🎉
link to the track on other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/starlight

cover art by: @linkedwinters & myself 

lyrics:
You’re my starlight, my waypoint to home.
You brighten my darkness, when you keep me close.
Celestial radiance, the way that we glow.
You’re my starlight, see you wherever i go.
Comfort in the night sky, as supernovas unfold.
You’re my starlight. [x5]


my website ► https://paxenimzi.com
instagram ► instagram.com/paxenimzi
spotify ► open.spotify.com/artist/0wxt3qV990HCyl6CSTh79Q
bluesky ► https://bsky.app/profile/paxenimzi.com

originally written & performed by myself for bitbird’s “create together vol. 4”

starlight ⋆｡✩

announcement: I'm working on an album :) 

Places id rather be
I'll die before I see
trying to find some peace 
stop staring let me be
my hands are getting warm
I can't stay here for long

likely to move on
hyperfixate on 
People pass, I'm through security
for once I'm feeling so much more to me

likely to move on
hyperfixate on 
People pass, I'm through security
for once I feel there's so much more to me

Its All About Me

Quill

Buy on Bandcamp

Kazamayé - Zanak'izao (Long Play)

Celestial Static (Remastered) invites listeners on a hypnotic and expansive sonic journey, where driving rhythms elegantly underpin lush, evolving synth pads and ethereal vocal textures. This track crafts an immersive soundscape perfect for introspective moments or setting a sophisticated mood. It builds with subtle intensity, introducing intricate arpeggios and atmospheric flourishes that culminate in an uplifting and deeply emotive experience, drawing the listener into a celestial realm. 

Celestial Static

you already caught me


debut album in production


previously shift/sumic

discord: linkedwinters

hi there :)

linked winters