Don't Cry, I Know It's Okay

LYRICS
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the table 
Shuffle up my heart, I know that she able 
I know that she able 
I can tell the times you get lost in the moment 
Read between your lines know you're mine and that I can hold it
This whole world seems revolting 
You're still my girl let's get going 
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again 
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 

sewerperson:
Everything worked so different when I chose to abandon
Everything I knew about trust and false damage
But still I think about you sometimes
But I'll manage despite me being horrified
Once I dress the wounds I feel way better
Though nothing I could ever do will bring me last November
That’s the last time I ever give my heart and soul
Now I push away attachment knowing I'm too cold
I know it all comes back to my own faults
But I could not stop them
That shit like the whole problem
So when my lungs fail
And my heart stops
I'm ok with a funeral full of no one

Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again

you're forgettable ft. sewerperson (prodswitch x xmichaelwarren)

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

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// lyrics 
// vagrxnt
i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

i dont wanna lose you
its dripping down my wrist and i cant see you
my eyes are getting heavy whats the good news
i dont know what i was thinking am i done too?

do i wait for you to show up
or do i die on my own
cause i know that you wont stay
with me no more

and i know you wont
your afraid to try
set my heart to the curb
stab it deep with a knife
could you fall with me to the grave
could you fall with me to the grave

i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

// geist
nowhere out of here and
i don’t want to lose you my dear
but everybody seems to disappear
was i just another ghost in your nightmares

it’s cold as ice, i can’t believe you’re leaving me
here to die, i swear i tried, gave everything
but i deserve, all of the hurt i’m going through
cause i’m the worst, yeah i’m the worst.

// vagrxnt & geist
i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued
to the thought of getting back you

i dont wanna lose you
its dripping down my wrist and i cant see you
my eyes are getting heavy whats the good news
i dont know what i was thinking am i done too

i dont wanna lose you
cuts all up my wrist babe thats a bad move
my heart is feeling tight, maybe youll come through
i dont know what i was thinking but tongues glued

i'm geist x vagrxnt - ghost in your nightmare [prod. jolst]

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i should've told u~


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and so, its a tragic, fuckin mess
i been so lost, i cant seem to depend
on ur  attitude, its all i ever meant
all i ever said

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

~autumn~

i let my roots dry
that shit has taken it's toll
so i sit instead consuming these souls
(oh) it's getting old
why'm i even scared of being alone?

i hear tapping on the glass
shadows engulfing my past
my thoughts growing rash
I watch the waves while they crash
let me assess where i'm at
because this shit's getting bad

oh if i tried a little harder, 
then i'll be what i want one day
but every chance that i get, 
all of the memories fade
it's like my lips are sewn shut
i'm playing endless charades
or i'm just stuck in a dream
i must be stuck in a dream
~
i was always on you, in yo messages
i wrote a song to fill the void, yet i created it
and yet we know, we said our sorrys, bitch i meant that shit
I WANNA PACK UP ALL MY SHIT AND TAKE A TRIP

BUT IMA TAKE A SHIT
think about my past life, and everything i did
i fucked up my system, with alcohol and wished
i never fuckin did that, i wish i only said
I LOVE YOU MORE, TO THE ONES WHO GAVE A SHIT!
i broke so many hearts, man i wish i never did
magnified distress.


*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch.

/end

break a branch w/ autumndropsdead (prod. dercept)

stay away please

i like this one, my girlfriends kina in it too, enjoy

<3 much love too sorrow bringer as well

lyrics
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so.
i just wanna let you know
drinking in time for the show
its better to get ur heart broke
no one could know, no one could care

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldnt imgaine, it feels like

i swear my heart is a mess
you came to my life and you made it amends
im focusing energy to my own time
i cant let you go, cause i swear it feels right

im not as pretty as people would say
its all in the edits, i cover my face
im fake and im nauseous i guess
yeah im broken hearted, im ugly, so goo

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

I Swear It Feels Right (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Lund - 13
Vocals & Production By Lund

Lyrics:
Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend
 
Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

Caught in between
All the lies and deceit 
Questioning everything 
Love isn’t all that it seems 
I know now 
Stress ring 
Thru my head 
I Can’t sleep 
I’m human not a machine
Is this what it’s like 
losing everything

Caught in between 
Living hell & a dream
Tearing apart at the seams
Praying to god
But he won’t hear me now
Happiness just
Out of my reach
I think 
it’s time that I leave 
1 in the clip
Ima let it sound. 

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

I should hate you 
But I’m missing you instead
Cause when I say I love you 
Girl I mean that shit till death
My heart was skipping beats
But ain’t no rhythm since you left 
My head is full of memories 
That I just can’t forget 

So wrong 
How you treat me
Girl
Fucking with my head
I’m done
Playing games with love is
something you’ll regret
I’m crushed
Gave you everything
took it all and left 
So long 
To the future
We could’ve had

Blood on the concrete 
Beauty in the violence 
Lying thru their teeth cause 
There’s poetry in fighting 
Stronger than you think 
Know that 
We ain’t going silent 
Pain inside me
Adding fuel to the fire

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

JUMPSTART

RUBBER BANDZ

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Lyrics: 

Oh, you want problems? well me too
If I'm not that guy then I don't know who
If she want's drama let me get in my mood

Three, two, one, go
Everything is on go
No new friends my circle's too close
Too close
Push the agenda won't lay low
No I won't lay low
Till' I hit top five then I might go ghost
I type in caps lock cuz you get on my nerves
She don't want love, want a brand new purse
Guess she just like me but that's why it won't work
Yeah that's why it won't work
She don't want me to lie but the truth hurts worse
Want paradise so I took on Turks
Always want pay back but I had that first
Yeah I had that first

Oh, you want problems? well me too
If she want drama let me get in my mood
If I'm not that guy then I don't know who
Why you worried bout' mine?
Let me do what I do
Okay cool

Wanna ask what you're doing on Friday
Haven't seen you in like five months
I wont be there when you land bae
City view with a roof top lunch
I guess plans change
I'm aware and you bet I wont be in touch
Cuz I've got problems of my own
I don't need you on my phone
She want the caramel swirl on her venti cup
Better put me on
She want the black corset with the back laced up
Something I'd be on
She want it right now said she want it live
I am not Neon
Believe me I'm trying my best
Used to wear hearts on my sleeve not my chest
Fuck it onto the next
If it's drama that you want let me get in my mood
If I'm not that guy someone tell me who
Said you want problems, well I do too

Oh, you want problems? well me too
If she want drama let me get in my mood
If I'm not that guy then I don't know who
Why you worried bout' mine?
Let me do what I do
Okay cool

Written by: MoeTheKidd and Kid E$s
Produced by: Wonderlust Beats

MOOD

lyrics 


water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

winter weather frozen my soul
up in ny and im shivering cold
rotting away in the stronghold
chairs all collapse and the food molds
dont wanna ask u what u know
look at the ice in this wood bowl
look at the damaged old ship hull
look at the damage ur brain holds

this forest leads me out to open air
its been twenty months since i had found u there
held my lungs so i culd try compare
but nothing u had tried could let ur soul repair
the salmon swimming down the riverbend
had been ur final meal, for that i make amends
and if u find urself on this plane again
i hope u let the grudges guide ur sweet revenge

water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

Folk Tale As Old As Time Itself But Forgotten By Many

open door

ｄｏｗｎ

they sharing new ideas
i dont wanna wait right here
i gotta make my time count
i dont wanna waste this year
never wanna go down bad
never wanna lose my track
never wanna fall on my ass
dont regret how i look back
why would i forget my past
i have some new ideas
i dont wanna stay right here
i gotta make my mind count
i aint never thought so clear
never wanna feel left out
never wanna be a letdown
never wanna be stressed out
list of all the things i fear
how’d you make it disappear

i dont even know how it happens
and every one thinks i’m a has been
cause im still the same
and nothing has changed
everything said in the past tense
when all of those statements redacted
and all of your songs get rejected
i see all of my peers have surpassed me
i feel so fuckin pathetic

like you’re still the same
and nothing has changed
my style done grew so eclectic
like your such a lame
like what do you think
you're gonna blow up
off of that shit
im not really worried bout that shit
cause blowing up isn't attractive
turning your back on your bestfriend
now he holding a pistol against it, damn

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

I guess its dependent upon 
where exactly your landing
at all times at odd times
im tryna figure out where im standing
im caught in the crossfire
and hogtied oh no goddamn it
i cant speak i cant move i cant fight
i cant even manage

how am i supposed to get out this hole
how am i supposed to get out this hole
i don't even know
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta stay on my toes
i gotta grow
i can't not let them steamroll
i can't not let them steamroll
i gotta go
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta stand on my own
i gotta grow

shot in the dark
like i got a flare gun and trapped on an island
light up the stars
like i see the moon and i know where im climbin 
its never too far
watching my back cause i know how they riding
its never too far, yea

Shot in the Dark

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this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

[+] we're so toxic and you know it
* produced by @16preme * cover by @weepingwolf / demons by @13000mushu *

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LYRICS:

yeah yeah I’m back up in this bitch
They was talkin down
Now they all up on my dick

Man I swear that I don’t miss
Every song I drop like a 30 in the clip
 
Yeah Like it’s curry in the 6
I was down bad
Now she wanna fuck again

I don’t think I’ll love again
I just wanna buy my mom a crib
And get a Benz

Baby I don’t wanna
Say
Another
Word And 
Get 
you mad

But I just gotta know
That
You
At least understand

Cuz I be off them drugs and I know that it hurts you 
I prolly should curve you
I dont deserve you
I wanna burn too
And feel it again
Baby we’re not just friends
Yeah we’re more than that
Don’t you try to pretend
Don’t you try to pretend

I can see the stars shining in your eyes

fall apart when I think of the last time

I saw your face

I’m still in pain who’s to blame

Toxic

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toxic++* (+ visuals)

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered Naive 
Produced: prodbytheswitch

Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is
Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is

Tell me that you think we in the past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

Fell too hard and I know that I'm in it now
Shell come apart every time that I figure out
Maybe as of lately I been feelen too much
Hate fate on the days when I see all your bluffs

Downtown mood fades like these streetlights
She got on her best face doesn't mean her heart nice
When you need it know that I should go delete it
Where you keep it that thing that should be beaten
Pieces run together when she hates all of the weather
And I know that I know better but I'll leave you alone never

Tell me that you think we in past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

It's okay if you wanna just fake this
I know that you love every single fragrance
Of me good or bad as of lately
Love me as you should no maybe
This Mirror reflects more than I remember
Hope I don't give more than I can lend her
Cope through the cold all of this December
I know we'll make it
If not your jaded
Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is

Tell me that you think we in the past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

Don't Cry, I Know It's Okay

Lisa