Don't Cry, I Know It's Okay

produced by hiraeth


and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying no im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you 
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss

Lyrics:

i read minds
she's no exception
it's much worse knowing her intentions
god this can't be real it festers
i'm not at peace i've still got questions
i read minds she's no exception
it's much worse knowing her intentions
god this can't be real it festers
i'm not at peace i've still got questions

did you see a thing in me
how you gonna pull away when you had took the lead
was it fun to be a tease
realizing i can safely say it wasn't fun for me
know im not entitled to my dream
but the least i would've wished for was a chance for us to see
7 years down the drain made me puke into the sheets
if you don't wanna hear it then stop listening to me
you get to know everything that you had put me through
i didn't wanna hate you even now not sure i do
i'd rather trust your actions than your words i hope they aren't true
cause honest i don't think i'd willingly stop loving you
THATS WHY I CUT U OFF :(

i read minds
she's no exception
it's much worse
knowing her intentions
god this can't be real it festers
I'M NOT AT PEACE
I'VE STILL GOT QUESTIONS

i read minds
she's no exception
it's much worse knowing her intentions
god this can't be real it festers
i'm not at peace i've still got questions
i read minds she's no exception
it's much worse knowing her intentions
god this can't be real it festers
i'm not at peace i've still got questions

angela (colcaine)

i should've told u~


--------------------------

and so, its a tragic, fuckin mess
i been so lost, i cant seem to depend
on ur  attitude, its all i ever meant
all i ever said

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

~autumn~

i let my roots dry
that shit has taken it's toll
so i sit instead consuming these souls
(oh) it's getting old
why'm i even scared of being alone?

i hear tapping on the glass
shadows engulfing my past
my thoughts growing rash
I watch the waves while they crash
let me assess where i'm at
because this shit's getting bad

oh if i tried a little harder, 
then i'll be what i want one day
but every chance that i get, 
all of the memories fade
it's like my lips are sewn shut
i'm playing endless charades
or i'm just stuck in a dream
i must be stuck in a dream
~
i was always on you, in yo messages
i wrote a song to fill the void, yet i created it
and yet we know, we said our sorrys, bitch i meant that shit
I WANNA PACK UP ALL MY SHIT AND TAKE A TRIP

BUT IMA TAKE A SHIT
think about my past life, and everything i did
i fucked up my system, with alcohol and wished
i never fuckin did that, i wish i only said
I LOVE YOU MORE, TO THE ONES WHO GAVE A SHIT!
i broke so many hearts, man i wish i never did
magnified distress.


*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch.

/end

break a branch w/ autumndropsdead (prod. dercept)

i like this one, my girlfriends kina in it too, enjoy

<3 much love too sorrow bringer as well

lyrics
---------------------
so.
i just wanna let you know
drinking in time for the show
its better to get ur heart broke
no one could know, no one could care

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldnt imgaine, it feels like

i swear my heart is a mess
you came to my life and you made it amends
im focusing energy to my own time
i cant let you go, cause i swear it feels right

im not as pretty as people would say
its all in the edits, i cover my face
im fake and im nauseous i guess
yeah im broken hearted, im ugly, so goo

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

I Swear It Feels Right (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

hope you enjoy, or something <3 :")
prod. @user-230494921 <3

𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸, 
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘶𝘮𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘵.
𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦, 
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦.

(2x)
down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
if i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
if i'm meaning what i preach
would my god even care?

she said i'm "hella right"
everything i say past three is hella right
and the night time 
welcomes me with open arms to tight bind
bright lights; everybody trusts it
i don't trust it at all
i'm terrified right now
wish i could give you a call :(

i overthink and scrap everything
i'm trapped behind these bars
that you could never see
a majority of the time
i'm disgusted by the industry
but if it's okay with you
then it's okay with me aswell

as the essence surrounds me 
and corrupts my soul
what a blinding gaze
i wish i could break it's hold
as i'm marching through a land
that is unknownst to me
i've only seen it inside of my dreams

(2x)
down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
if i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
if i'm meaning what i preach
would my god even care?

purple fingers
makes these feelings linger
been staring into empty space
for way too long
caught up on what is "right"
and what is "wrong"

i thought about her
again, last night
again (3x)
last night

these thoughts give me dopa- 
dopamine
as long as i believe they're real

it always comes back to this...

would my god even care [prod. 4lexf]

<3 

tilting over like the pictures on your wall
i didnt wanna meet your mom and dad they didnt like me at all
somehow they liked me oh
down the line its you and me now that dont get along and
somethings arent always better than nothing
your love is like the ocean and i just wanna jump in
relationships and me they hardly ever work
im tryna keep my balance i just keep slipping first

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

oh oh oh
so is it important to you cause god knows this shits important to me
and i lost every part of me trynna be what they want me to be
theres a war inside my head lately i just want peace
so is it annoying i keep falling cant stand on my two damn feet
i tried a thousand of times im at a thousand and one
i wanna blow my fucking brains but i dont own a gun
none of this is fun

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

<3

disgusted with myself

spotify

DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF [p. king theta]

prod @sorrow_bringer

 it really does kill me that i'm not able to showcase what i create/put out how i want it to be, but the piece itself matters the most to me. hopefully one day i'll be able to put together like a music video/lyric for a majority of what i put out, but for now, this is all i got. thank you so much for supporting me and music to this point. i really, really appreciate it. more than just that. this is everything to me. thank you for listening. <3

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

brass knuckles mounted on my fists
sweat n grease; let it drip
like a typhlosion, my body is molten
i will not let opportunity slip
it's all for the kid, that i had been
i fucking miss him, but i shouldn't let
adolescence turn to codependence
just how in the fuck did we grow up to this

i'm sorry if you don't like my voice
cause i don't either, i do not have a choice
i take a break for a couple days
then i come back, just to fill the void
i'm so annoyed by every noise
and a breath away from breathing poison
a leap of faith isn't what i'd take
just freefall into clairvoyance

i don't keep track of the shit i accomplish
trying my best to avoid being pompous
now the weight of the world's being pushed on the girl who had given me hope
for the things i had wanted
ain't that some bullshit
honesty lies in between the cracks
of what we deem that is evil
but we can't live without it
can't live without it

oh, it feels like i stall time
when i submerge myself in a foreign pathogen
all feels well, till i cross that path again
flicker the blood off your hands into mine
what an orthodox method of covering crime
i just wanna cry
she just wanna crash
just leave me behind
there's no going back

but, what if i fuck this up again
would you be my only friend
my mentality's kicking the bin
cause honesty lies within sin
with every thought, grows ornery tension
every night i'm a loss, and i'm building retention
stars don't cross if you don't pay attention
my tears don't drop if they're not worth a mention
you cannot feel what i feel.
she's probably not even real
i'm probably not even real
so i'm going in for the kill

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

did it ever happen..

retention [prod. sorrow bringer]

originally performed by bon iver
produced by ryini
completely non profit
unmixed
lyrics

cmon skinny love
just last the year
pour a little salt
we were never here
my my my
my my my 
my my
staring at the sink 
of blood and crushed vaneer

tell my love to wreck it all
cut off all the ropes and let me fall
my my my
my my my 
my my
right in this moment
this orders tall

and i told u to be patient
and i told u to be fine
and i told u to be balanced
and i told u be kind
and in the morning
ill be with u
but it will be a different kind
i'll be holding all the tickets
and u'll be owning all the fines

c'mon skinny love
what happened here?
suckle on my hope
in light brassieres 
my my my
my my my
my my
sullen load is full
so low on the spit

and i told u to be patient
and i told u to be fine
and i told u to be balanced
and i told u to be kind
and now all ur love was wasted
and now who the hell am i
and im breaking at the breaches
and at the end of all ur lines

who will love u?
who will fight?
who will fall
far behind?

skinny_ love (ryini)

Self Prod :) 
Featuring @Sinxi

LYRICS

Break my trust
Taking all I had from us
Leave me just to die
That's so fucked up
Leave me all alone
With my pockets turned to stone
Hell is frozen over

Bad Habits
Never seen you frozen so you
Must have it
Loads of heat to close it over
Heart saddened
Never trust a person to their core

Why'd you say you care when you really don't?
Thinking you're so innocent and then you choke
On all your insecurities you never know
Just how to hold composure when it means the most
You froze at the sight of him
Why'd it make you feel so different when you care so much for me
This kerosene could ignite the bond we built for this
Are you sure you wanna leave? i'll ignite it here

Bad Habits
Never seen you frozen so you
Must have it
Loads of heat to close it over
Heart saddened
Never trust a person to their core

You know it hurts a hundred times you screamed my name
The times it hurt I let it fade away in vain
So take the words right out my mouth and make it say what you hate
Cuz you know my heart starts pumping never had to jump back in your arms
To save my life I guess I feel like I might just start hoping
Everything might fall right if I die
The only way that I can make it if I...

Bad Habits
Never seen you frozen so you
Must have it
Loads of heat to close it over
Heart saddened
Never trust a person to their core

SPOTIFY

BAD HABITS (feat.Sinxi)

Lund - 13
Vocals & Production By Lund

Lyrics:
Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend
 
Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

Caught in between
All the lies and deceit 
Questioning everything 
Love isn’t all that it seems 
I know now 
Stress ring 
Thru my head 
I Can’t sleep 
I’m human not a machine
Is this what it’s like 
losing everything

Caught in between 
Living hell & a dream
Tearing apart at the seams
Praying to god
But he won’t hear me now
Happiness just
Out of my reach
I think 
it’s time that I leave 
1 in the clip
Ima let it sound. 

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
Stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit 
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

I should hate you 
But I’m missing you instead
Cause when I say I love you 
Girl I mean that shit till death
My heart was skipping beats
But ain’t no rhythm since you left 
My head is full of memories 
That I just can’t forget 

So wrong 
How you treat me
Girl
Fucking with my head
I’m done
Playing games with love is
something you’ll regret
I’m crushed
Gave you everything
took it all and left 
So long 
To the future
We could’ve had

Blood on the concrete 
Beauty in the violence 
Lying thru their teeth cause 
There’s poetry in fighting 
Stronger than you think 
Know that 
We ain’t going silent 
Pain inside me
Adding fuel to the fire

Gun to my head
Like I’m better off dead
What I feel in my heart
Try to smile instead 
Days pass 
Burn the candle both ends
Though I smile thru the pain 
It’s getting harder to pretend

Hollowed out
stomach sick 
I still miss you 
Even after all the shit
You put me through
I know it’s wrong but
Theres something about you 
No I don't want to stay here
Without you

Follow me on IG @moethekiddd <3
Lyrics: 

Oh, you want problems? well me too
If I'm not that guy then I don't know who
If she want's drama let me get in my mood

Three, two, one, go
Everything is on go
No new friends my circle's too close
Too close
Push the agenda won't lay low
No I won't lay low
Till' I hit top five then I might go ghost
I type in caps lock cuz you get on my nerves
She don't want love, want a brand new purse
Guess she just like me but that's why it won't work
Yeah that's why it won't work
She don't want me to lie but the truth hurts worse
Want paradise so I took on Turks
Always want pay back but I had that first
Yeah I had that first

Oh, you want problems? well me too
If she want drama let me get in my mood
If I'm not that guy then I don't know who
Why you worried bout' mine?
Let me do what I do
Okay cool

Wanna ask what you're doing on Friday
Haven't seen you in like five months
I wont be there when you land bae
City view with a roof top lunch
I guess plans change
I'm aware and you bet I wont be in touch
Cuz I've got problems of my own
I don't need you on my phone
She want the caramel swirl on her venti cup
Better put me on
She want the black corset with the back laced up
Something I'd be on
She want it right now said she want it live
I am not Neon
Believe me I'm trying my best
Used to wear hearts on my sleeve not my chest
Fuck it onto the next
If it's drama that you want let me get in my mood
If I'm not that guy someone tell me who
Said you want problems, well I do too

Oh, you want problems? well me too
If she want drama let me get in my mood
If I'm not that guy then I don't know who
Why you worried bout' mine?
Let me do what I do
Okay cool

Written by: MoeTheKidd and Kid E$s
Produced by: Wonderlust Beats

MOOD

conversation, we should give it up
i think im struggling to fight you
and theres no need for me to act so tough
id throw my life away to find you
and we can stop, tell me its enough
inflict all the damage you want
you can bruise my bones and be rough
id never tell you to stop

this is the only time i get to hear you
ive wasted all my life, trying to see you
and i dont go outside, cause im ashamed to
id rather stay and hide, its what im bound to

bound

Goodbye to Us

[[Pre-Intro ]
[Yoyo hoho hoho happy  holiday from your boy Hithard   may you have a merry little christmas , and i'm happy new year
From my home to yours , I wish you a merry christmas and a happy new year[Pre-Intro]  
Yoyo hoho hoho, happy holiday from your boy Hithard  
May you have a merry little Christmas, and a happy New Year  

[Intro]  
Deck the halls with shining lights,  
Christmas magic fills the nights.  
Chestnuts roasting, frosty air,  
Joy and laughter everywhere.  

Carolers sing down snowy streets,  
Songs of Christmas, warm and sweet.  
Past and present, joy we share,  
Love and hope are in the air.  
Ho ho ho, the New Year swing,  
Ho ho ho, let’s dance and sing.  
Merry, merry Christmas cheer,  
Wishing you a happy year.  
Happy holidays, hearts sincere,  
Merry Christmas, happy New Year.Deck, the halls with Christmas decorations and decoration balls Christmas lights in celebration. Cheers, denser Rudolph with your nose so bright. Will you guide my way tonight.
Deck the halls with joy and cheer,  
Christmas lights are shining near.  


Rudolph’s nose so bright to guide,  
Lighting up the winter night.  
Hold your loved ones close and near,  
Feel the love and festive cheer.  

Cheers to laughter, love so bright,  
Hold me close on this cold night.  
Rudolph, lead the path we take,  
Magic moments we will make.  
Ho ho ho, the New Year swing,  
Ho ho ho, let’s dance and sing.  
Merry, merry Christmas cheer,  
Wishing you a happy year.  

From my home to yours so bright,  
Happy holidays, and to all good night!Happy holidays happy new year merry christmas
I can see and hear carolers caroling in the streets. Singing songs of Christmas pass. And singing joyful christmas present and future
Yoyo hoho hoho happy  holiday from your boy Hithard   may you have a merry little christmas , and i'm happy new year

Yoyo hoho hoho happy  holiday from your boy Hithard   may you have a merry little christmas , and i'm happy new year

Have  your self and merry little Christmas and a Happy New Year.
 This is the most  beautiful  time  of the year  
Chestnuts roasting on  rosting  fire.  Jake frost nip  at your  nose, spirit  of Christmas in the air  what  a wonderful  feeling  

Hoh hoh new year  swing  
Ho ho  ho  new year  swing  
Merry  merry  Christmas  and a Happy  New  Year  

Cheers to laughter, love so bright,  
Hold me close on this cold night.  
Rudolph, lead the path we take,  
Magic moments we will make.  
Hi happy  holiday  from  your  boy Hithard  may  you  have  a merry  little  christmas  and a Happy  New  Year   from  my home  too  your  
Yoyo hoho hoho, happy holiday from your boy Hithard  
May you have a merry little Christmas, and a happy New Year  

Have yourself a merry little Christmas, a happy New Year  
This is the most beautiful time of the year  
Chestnuts roasting on an open fire  
Jack Frost nipping at your nose, feel the Christmas spirit in the air  
What a wonderful feeling everywhere  

Ho ho ho, New Year 

christmas_magic

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered Naive 
Produced: prodbytheswitch

Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is
Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is

Tell me that you think we in the past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

Fell too hard and I know that I'm in it now
Shell come apart every time that I figure out
Maybe as of lately I been feelen too much
Hate fate on the days when I see all your bluffs

Downtown mood fades like these streetlights
She got on her best face doesn't mean her heart nice
When you need it know that I should go delete it
Where you keep it that thing that should be beaten
Pieces run together when she hates all of the weather
And I know that I know better but I'll leave you alone never

Tell me that you think we in past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

It's okay if you wanna just fake this
I know that you love every single fragrance
Of me good or bad as of lately
Love me as you should no maybe
This Mirror reflects more than I remember
Hope I don't give more than I can lend her
Cope through the cold all of this December
I know we'll make it
If not your jaded
Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is

Tell me that you think we in the past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

I Swear It Feels Right (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

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