Don’t Cry, Keep Going

prod me

thanks for fw me I rly appreciate u :) whoever listening to this is super cool I bet or rly sad idk loll

lyrics:
im so stuck in this quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in

why am I like this
internal conflict
ion feel shit when I fight it
stuck in the mindset
im goin under, I split my world into sunder
fuck all these lames dont give a fuck what they say
strapped wit a heart and karambit
fuck everyone fuckin round wit my bros shit
why the fuck did u do that no I cant stand it
thought u were a friend
turns out u like fuckin over ur friends so I had so I had to unfriend, hope u understand
I do what I can nothin comes easy, but ill stop shit when u need me

breathe in, feel the weight in my chest
its the best
bleedin, all I need is some rest
some rest x2

im so stuck in the quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in x2

quicksand

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prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

everyone's tryna bring you down 
thats reality
everyone shits behind your back
thats just jealousy
everyone's not a friend right now
just enemies
everyone's gonna let you down
there's no hope for this

fml i dont wanna live
fuck this place i just wanna leave
pray to god there's a place for me
hope that somebody can 
give their love like me

7-5 but ive been working overtime
not gonna lie, the pay is not really worth my time
losing my mind, everyday i feel so anxious 
hope that i find, some place that treats me better

i give my all to this place
but i get is shit on my face
what i want is just for you to see
the things i do for you and me

ego, you hate that im hurting your ego
me know, you hate that im flaming cheeto
should've dropped out of college,
chase the money and the fame
I could've made it, 
ive gotta admit it,
instead of hanging with these lames

well oh shit, zoom is speaking facts
not gonna hold it back
should've just chase the bags
i want ice on ice
i wanna flex all night
how do I make it right
how do I change my life

Final track off of the "a nice place to cry" EP with LoseMyGrip & grayskies
strawberry hair <3

mix and mastered by: Asaa

Lyrics:

tell me why pt.2 w/ LoseMyGrip (prod. grayskies)

'87 Benz
I just sit back, I hit the gas
Ride through the wasteland broken down buildings and piles of trash
I moved as far away as I could to get away from the past
I'm just a scavenger looking for copper and metal to scrap
And I don't wanna be that, but I don't wanna be that
Pack up my bags like don't worry I'ma be back
Can't find no home I can't find anywhere that I wanna be at
Home's where the heart is but I'm fucking heartless so that don't mean jack
Kill my throat from all this nicotine and vapor I inhale
I never used to but this stress got me not doing well
Work so much but this self motivation it can be hell
I roll my mary and I just put myself up in a spell
My weak brittle bones, I need phosphorus
I just need some love but I can't foster it
And i do what I love but I just lost the bliss
They only show the love when it’s posthumous
Tell me it means
Tell me it means
Tell me your train of thought when you shut yourself off from me
Save it please don't talk to me
Please don't talk to me
I don't know what it was but something's been off with me
And I don't wanna be that, but I don't wanna be that
Pack up my bags like don't worry I'ma be back
Can't find no home I can't find anywhere that I wanna be at
Home's where the heart is but I'm fucking heartless so that don't mean jack

phosphorus (with brody)

[+] I don't wanna die tonight so ill stay awake
* featuring @emofruits + @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @prodby2k6 + @rxhff *

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TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
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stay awake

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stay awake (feat. emo fruits + skele) [prod. 2k6]

Idektho (prod. sorrow bringer)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
harmonies come
as the memories go
i had to take a deep breath
i had to take it slow
i move too fast in my head
there’s enough that i know
that i’d be wasted to death
left in a bottomless hole

and i don't wanna go back to the basics
girl i've got a problem but i know that i can face it
wasted all my time but i'm thankful for a placement
i think it's pretty crazy what we do inside a basement
on god
never thought i’d have to find a way
to never let go of life again
i guess there's some things i can't arrange
things unlike my pen

and i can't stop all of my pacing
a life that’s worth erasing
take me home
and i can't shake myself awake no
it’s just not in my make up
take me home

give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own
just give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own

all on my own

(and it's my fault)
and i feel shifty as i fade
was a lone rider
but the times have surely changed
so i'm behind her in any single take
yeah it hurts my heart
which was always bound to break
on god
never thought i’d have to find a way
to never let go of life again
i guess there's some things i can't arrange
is why i stay in this bed

and i fell for you
right when i was supposed to
i can't undo
all the things i want to now

and i can't stop all of my pacing
a life that’s worth erasing
take me home
and i can't shake myself awake no
it’s just not in my make up
take me home

give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own
just give me the means to fade away
and i will fade all in good grace
all on my own

all on my own

s0cliché X Dingobeatz X Drunk Girl - TAKE ME HOME

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Covert art by Julian Jonsson:
https://www.instagram.com/bigfuckingpersonality/

Lyrics
============================
I woke up 'bout quarter past five
Writing all these lyrics tend to spill into my mind
I see the demons dancing in the night
Let them take my hand I'll be going on a flight
Looking down on city blocks I pity them and cry
They just say it's rainfall and never empathise
They don't see the possibilities in living life
I became a star so please just tell me that I shine

If you really wanna see me hurting tell me I don't know
I don't wanna know, no, no
I don't wanna know
Is what I say but fucking tell me and just go
Hyperventilating everything I'm writing shreds me to the bone
I feel my nerves exposed, oh, oh
Pain so close
I can breathe but every night I'm screaming I'm gon' choke
Burn the picture I'm painting inhaling all the smoke
I get high off what I wrote, oh, oh
Better than the dope
I can feel it soothing from my head down to my toes
I've been feeling certain I've been seeing demons woke
I thought I killed them long ago, oh, oh
I thought I found a home
The high of a lifetime but the comedown's so cold

I woke up 'bout quarter past five
Writing all these lyrics tend to spill into my mind
I see the demons dancing in the night
Let them take my hand I'll be going on a flight
Looking down on city blocks I pity them and cry
They just say it's rainfall and never empathise
They don't see the possibilities in living life
I became a star please just tell me that I shine

I spend most' my life wandering in a daze
Following the constellations like they'll show the way
Walking 'till it's morning blinded by the rays
I don't wanna wait
No, I don't wanna wait
I've been terrified I'm building up with hate
Feel it pulsing through me, thought I knew me but I'm fake
Every time I ruin me but I've been blaming fate
Only time I feel okay is midnight in the rain

I woke up 'bout quarter past five
Writing all these lyrics tend to spill into my mind
I see the demons dancing in the night
Let them take my hand I'll be going on a flight
Looking down on city blocks I pity them and cry
They just say it's rainfall and never empathise
They don't see the possibilities in living life
I became a star so please just tell me that I shine

Shine [Prod. Puhf]

your appetite is not easy on me

heartbreak highway

dancing with the stars

Produced by: Gio
Engineered by: Gio
Written and performed by: Gio

Lyrics:

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now 

(Verse 1)

I feel stuck in my awareness, I’m not tryna sound arrogant 
It’s just that I feel like there’s so much goin’ on 
around me 
They expect me to be hard as iron, and that’s word to robert downey 
Watchin’ it slowly surround me, everything is cloudy

I look deep into the mirror
And I see me frowning 
I wish everything was clearer
So the rain won’t fuckin drown me
Started pickin up the slack 
For all the people that’s around me 
Started pickin up the pieces
So they’re not upset like I be

And maybe that’s the real issue
Need to do it for myself and not because I fuckin’ miss you 
If I get back in that story I’m gon’ need a fuckin tissue
Hopefully you understand why I no longer fuckin need you

Sorry everybody for my language 
Lately I’ve been so upset that i start causin hella damage
I’m not violent, just depressed and it’s a never-ending cycle
I just hope that I can be at peace when my eyes close 

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now 

(Verse 2)

See nowadays I don’t even worry ‘bout what
could’ve been
It’s taken me so long to finally figure out where I fit  in
They wanna smoke up and get high and wanna be a kid
I can’t even blame ‘em cause nobody listens 

No one hears me, hears you
Here is me, what am I supposed to do 
I don’t get no fuckin sleep
What the fuck I’m goin through 
Tell me, I need answers please
what the fuck I’m goin through 
Tell me, tell me, honestly 

“Just, tell me what’s wrong
I wish that you would talk to me”
I said you better go home
I know you’d rather try to help because that’s better for your conscience
Bur if I’m being honest
I’d rather you feel guilty
Than talk about what I’m lost in
Than talk about my nonsense
I just need to process
the concept I’ve forgotten

Lately I’ve been locked in
Or maybe just a bad friend
Depends on where you’re watchin
Maybe I should stop and -

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, (woo), oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now

When do we settle?

on Spotify!

Breathe, slow down

Ignorance (Prod.byCian)

completely non profit

produced by emptychest

lyrics

proceed with caution that's heavy
the waves will smack at the levee
I know u'll buy what I'm selling
their legs are turning to jelly
they watch as I crash the chevy
I'd tone it down if they'd let me
the loss of innocence sent me
I'll turn this up if ur ready

my loss of fortune seems petty
lined up to die like I'm kenny
with bits of wire reconnect me
ignite my fire its electric
if I'm a fox it's a fennec
I feel distress like this denim
we need to talk like I'm Kevin
this just the world that we live in
I sing a song and relive it
u a song n u cheese it
n I can hardly believe it
it's like practically breathe it
just feel the flow of the beat
n turn into a repeater 
I'll be ur coffee and creamer 
don't need no fuckin opinions

these aren't warm nights they feel like mid July
Southern hemisphere n all but still the time flies
Tryna move on, just now I feel alright
it's almost 5am and I'm still getting high
I got white ash blocking out the sky
I got double vision but I'm walking fine
this a straight shot, make a deadline 
Tryna make this bus before the before I freeze tonight

so break my heart on the seventh
and drink his spit by eleven 
she finds some peace tho in heaven
so she goes cutting the tether
just stuff my head full of feathers 
block out my will to remember
my brain will rot thru December
these drugs will turn me to Kevlar 
so watch my line for some new shit
I'm always dropping new music
it's like u need me to prove it
so pack my bowl with a two hit
just take the shot like u blew it
I like the odds when I'm losing
rammed down ur ear like a q tip
u best get used to this blue shit

u should worry bout ur damn self
it's not ur job to fix my damn health
words r nice but they all can't help
so go and waste ur time on somebody else
u just worry bout ur damn self
why u speaking on my bad health
just keep ur words all to ur damn self
go and waste ur time on anybody else

these aren't warm nights they feel like mid July
Southern hemisphere n all but still the time flies
Tryna move on, just now I feel alright
it's almost 5am and I'm still getting high
I got white ash blocking out the sky
I got double vision but I'm walking fine
this a straight shot, its a deadline 
Tryna make this bus before the before I freeze tonight

my loss of fortune seems petty
lined up to die like I'm kenny
with bits of wire reconnect me
ignite my fire its electric
if I'm a fox it's a fennec
I feel distress like this denim
we need to talk like I'm Kevin
this just the world that we live in
I sing a song and relive it
u a song n u cheese it
n I can hardly believe it
it's like practically breathe it
just feel the flow of the beat
n turn into a repeater 
I'll be ur coffee and creamer 
don't need no fuckin opinions

05:00am departure (emptychest)

5/31/22
the song that introduced me to 9tails
@sewerperson

9TAILS - leaves (cover)

<3
released via: https://soundcloud.com/universalchill

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

There is something that’s inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can’t be rational when I’ve been

Awake for a couple of days
You don’t understand my struggles
Don’t pretend that you’re me
You’ve been buying a new necklace
When there’s a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems
Like they will go away

There is lots that I’m not proud of
I admit that I have messed up
Something’s causing all this pain
Must’ve slipped up in the past

Please don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t lie to me, I hate that
I’m aware of all my faults
And I’m trying to fix that

And I can’t stop it
Pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind
Excuse all my shortcomings

I swear to god it
Ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now
Somehow I fuck it up, wow

They told me that I’ll end up insane
I think that
To say that it’s a little too late
And I just
Can’t bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay
Buried 6 feet with the pain

I don’t wanna lose you again
I been alone in my bed
Ive had a few dreams about you
But theyre all in my head

Scratching marks on my chest
Engrave ur name in my flesh 
So I can’t forget if I tried to
Ur gonna leave me for dead

I keep fucking up the timing 
U don’t wanna listen
U got feelings of denial
Another pot to piss in
feel like I should start to fight more
I don’t need to be religious baby
U know what I stand for
Ashes burn my eyes sore

anxious I can’t breathe
Im getting nauseous turn the lights out
Please don’t ever speak to me
Don’t act like got time now
Im fighting with myself
Im out of luck is this my karma
I can barely talk im scared of speaking when i call her

6 feet with the pain

6 feet with the pain (feat. hiraeth)

haunt me (w/ Brixen)

I wasn’t made for this
I need some good white yeah she’s on my hip 
and she give me a good kiss 
but I fuck it all up cause I reminisce  
well I just don’t want to forget 
everything around me as it turns into bliss 

I’m so used to shooting and missing 
followed by feeling empty 
I’m so busy just contemplating every single potion 
drowning my thoughts and emotion 

I don’t need a dick to see what the plan is
I see what you’re saying I can’t stand it
runaway i’m waiting and I demand this 
kiss myself goodbye cause I’ve landed
I don’t need a dick to see what the plan is
I see what you’re saying I can’t stand it
runaway i’m waiting and I demand this 
kiss myself goodbye cause I’ve landed

I wasn’t made for this 
Chanel number 5 can you give me a hit
and Molly let’s me go big
but I fuck it all up cause I go back to him  
yeah he wants me cause we’re starving 
but I’m just a toy in the middle of his hand

I’m so used to shooting and missing 
followed by feeling empty 
I’m so busy just contemplating every single potion 
Drowning my thoughts and emotions 

I don’t need a dick to see what the plan is
I see what you’re saying I can’t stand it
runaway i’m waiting and I demand this 
kiss myself goodbye cause I’ve landed
I don’t need a dick to see what the plan is
I see what you’re saying I can’t stand it
runaway i’m waiting and I demand this 
kiss myself goodbye cause I’ve landed

LANDED

LANDED (prod. saint mike)

dxnny - Distance Remix (Limbo EP)
https://soundcloud.com/noizeyymusic/sets/limbo-secre-swallowtail

Vocals - https://soundcloud.com/noizeyymusic?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing https://www.instagram.com/noizeyydied/

dxnny - Distance (Skyp Remix)

Enjoy <3
@sinxi
Beautiful photo by @pytn.d on instagram

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Don’t Cry, Keep Going

Lisa