Don’t Cry, Keep Going

the-man-that-breaks-mirrors-still-looks-no-different

mirrors

'87 Benz
I just sit back, I hit the gas
Ride through the wasteland broken down buildings and piles of trash
I moved as far away as I could to get away from the past
I'm just a scavenger looking for copper and metal to scrap
And I don't wanna be that, but I don't wanna be that
Pack up my bags like don't worry I'ma be back
Can't find no home I can't find anywhere that I wanna be at
Home's where the heart is but I'm fucking heartless so that don't mean jack
Kill my throat from all this nicotine and vapor I inhale
I never used to but this stress got me not doing well
Work so much but this self motivation it can be hell
I roll my mary and I just put myself up in a spell
My weak brittle bones, I need phosphorus
I just need some love but I can't foster it
And i do what I love but I just lost the bliss
They only show the love when it’s posthumous
Tell me it means
Tell me it means
Tell me your train of thought when you shut yourself off from me
Save it please don't talk to me
Please don't talk to me
I don't know what it was but something's been off with me
And I don't wanna be that, but I don't wanna be that
Pack up my bags like don't worry I'ma be back
Can't find no home I can't find anywhere that I wanna be at
Home's where the heart is but I'm fucking heartless so that don't mean jack

phosphorus (with brody)

Featuring @Sewerperson

Lyrics:
[Xelfiy]
Hook:
Yuh Swear she treat me like a criminal
Fuck with me in this life i give u minimal
Come right over baby feelin visual
Come right over baby feelin visual
Verse:
Ya shit hit the fan i just needed my mic back
i told u to take my heart i just wanted my life back 
cream soda on Bacardi black i just wanted my night back 
random sofa gotta pain in my back 
dumbass hoe i gotta train not to lack 
hop in the nova im bout to be back 
smelling this swisher i-
I got 2 drinks they mixable They call my ship unsinkable 
They call my shit unthinkable I hit that lick invisable 
Left pussy boi so misserable Stayin this lit is pivotal
live my life on digital Help me get out this visual 
uhh
His girl was just so hittable
Sippin on this minneral 
Smoking on that clinical 
Im feelin fuckin mythical 
Some shit just isnt fixable 
No need to be so misrable 
I hear my life aint liveable
I live my life untypicle
I kill my goals at cicticle I heal my foes its principle
I keep my hoes at minimal I keep it lit midicinal
Need to get fit unoriginal Grind my shit till im missable 
Up in the night like a criminal All u can see is the visual 

[Sewerperson]
I took me some caps now im seeing visuals
I couldn’t live I survived I was miserable
I made my money off everything digital
Now I got this bag on me like a criminal
I couldn’t quit cause it fuck with my principles
This pain I had felt in the past feeling minimal
To follow my gut was a step that was integral
Now I relax at pinnacle
7pm on a week day she had work but she still slide
That tell me no matter what I was prolly doing shit right
I said the same thing when she ask next
I cannot promise to fall in love just yet
I had one too many shots and now im sat here burning up
She had just touched my place so she still focusing on turning up
Baby Use the bottles here dont touch the mini bar
U know Im tryna chill tonight so what u angry for
Call me on it
Baby just call my bluff im never lying
Im so off it
I am so tired I swear im sick of trying
Ahh
I dont even know ur aim how could I sabotage it
Ahh
Look me inside my face next time u scrutinizing 

I Swear she treat me like a criminal
And Fuck with me in this life ill give u minimal
Come right over baby feeling visual
Come right over baby feeling visual

ALL PLATFORMS

Visual (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. Wavy SZN)

Idektho (prod. sorrow bringer)

everyones an asshole 
my plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos 
my head smacked the floor when i tripped off my board
skating round the halls cause my parents aren't at home
today ive been bored
today i woke up at 4
needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
at the checkout said "how are you?"
i said "not much"
on my way out i tripped and my thing of eggs crushed

dont be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec 
i say as i quietly critique parts of myself 
i guess i just keep helping so i wont need help
but regardless it helps

can you tell me we're good now?
you left me put down
bad is my good now
when i cry it's a good sound 

(hamilton)
cut it all out
take it all away
i dont wanna feel 
no not today 
numb to the pain numb to it all
hanging by a thread i might fall
i might slip 
lose my grip 
tryna find out where the time went
where it all goes
i dont know
i can only walk the path i chose 
build me up just to break my bones
crushing up drugs on my phone
tryna fix my heart but it got worse
every time i fall in love it hurts
every time i try to not think bout you it dont work
maybe im just meant to be alone with the dirt
but maybe its just meant to be 
i get so high i cant speak
walking round cant feel my feet
when i sleep i grit my teeth
when i sleep youre all i see
so every nights a bad dream 
i dont wanna wake up
just to feel nothing

when i cry it sounds good (with hamilton and sorrow bringer)

your appetite is not easy on me

heartbreak highway

dancing with the stars

Produced by: Gio
Engineered by: Gio
Written and performed by: Gio

Lyrics:

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now 

(Verse 1)

I feel stuck in my awareness, I’m not tryna sound arrogant 
It’s just that I feel like there’s so much goin’ on 
around me 
They expect me to be hard as iron, and that’s word to robert downey 
Watchin’ it slowly surround me, everything is cloudy

I look deep into the mirror
And I see me frowning 
I wish everything was clearer
So the rain won’t fuckin drown me
Started pickin up the slack 
For all the people that’s around me 
Started pickin up the pieces
So they’re not upset like I be

And maybe that’s the real issue
Need to do it for myself and not because I fuckin’ miss you 
If I get back in that story I’m gon’ need a fuckin tissue
Hopefully you understand why I no longer fuckin need you

Sorry everybody for my language 
Lately I’ve been so upset that i start causin hella damage
I’m not violent, just depressed and it’s a never-ending cycle
I just hope that I can be at peace when my eyes close 

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now 

(Verse 2)

See nowadays I don’t even worry ‘bout what
could’ve been
It’s taken me so long to finally figure out where I fit  in
They wanna smoke up and get high and wanna be a kid
I can’t even blame ‘em cause nobody listens 

No one hears me, hears you
Here is me, what am I supposed to do 
I don’t get no fuckin sleep
What the fuck I’m goin through 
Tell me, I need answers please
what the fuck I’m goin through 
Tell me, tell me, honestly 

“Just, tell me what’s wrong
I wish that you would talk to me”
I said you better go home
I know you’d rather try to help because that’s better for your conscience
Bur if I’m being honest
I’d rather you feel guilty
Than talk about what I’m lost in
Than talk about my nonsense
I just need to process
the concept I’ve forgotten

Lately I’ve been locked in
Or maybe just a bad friend
Depends on where you’re watchin
Maybe I should stop and -

(Chorus)

Breath, slow down
It’s only one road you can go down
Only one path you can take now 
Like breathe, (woo), oh wow
Finally see the light, watch it go down
Friday night dancin in the sun now

When do we settle?

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Breathe, slow down

lyrics:

Pcp and lsd we turning it up in here
Naked bitches swinging off the top the chandeliers
Project x its project sewer I walk the plank in here
I been with my scallywags im with my buccaneers
Fuck off with these shots cause I might down the whole handle
We was not invited but we show up and dismantle
White boy off those liquor shots they calling me jack Daniels
Faded I got a driver whipping for me out the phantom
I made 20 bands in a day and spent it like hot potatoe
Said I had got the sauce gatekeep the sauce I guard the mayo
 Half the bitches geeking off my music I spit yola 
His bitch gimme stick drift like a Playstation controller
Pour me up im turnt bitch im lit up like a candle
Quagen inside my cup I triple up Im going Rambo
Remember all these days I had spent up in the trap 
Cash inside my jeans talk to me said im never going back
Way too much inside me Imma stab off I  gotta yack
Boosting up my dose I am rapper so im smacked 
Even if I could I swear im never going back
I am inside the middle of my second relapse
 pour it outI will suck up all that venom
Winding down I was shaking I was shitting out blood
Puking when I wake up its the opposite of fun
Laughing in the face of death had left my soul numb
Fuck off with these shots cause I might down the whole handle
We was not invited but we show up and dismantle
White boy off those liquor shots they calling me jack Daniels
Faded I got a driver whipping for me out the phantom

blind/deaf/mute  (splashgvng)

i needa go to work my girl if u hear me now 
i’ll be back at 6
make u food if u want it 
woke up in a good mood 
but shortly after lost it 
this table and this screen 
keep me in like a coffin 
at my 9-5 way too high to be conscious 
broke another streak
i feel bad for my sponsors
need to put this bottle down
head spinnin like a comet
2 litre sprite
pinewood then cherry drop it 

like run your diagnostics 
on my friends 
anythin u want girl
i’ll buy it 
can’t afford a prada bag
so i rolled this 10 
will u hold me down when i get indicted
pass the gas to my homie only smoke fire
hold the knife in my hand and i get excited 
pass the gas to my baby yea she light it
she put flowers on the grave that i’m inside inside in

and it’s like lately
idk, i can’t explain 
i been - 
ugh

i mean, like lately,
i been low once again 
i feel like things are starting to fall into place
then they slip and i drop them 
they smash like a vase
always just a fuck up 
yea i cannot explain
why do i always think people want me this way
then they cut and they stitch n they try change my shape
i pop pills n im lazy 
the fuck can i say
either take me 
or leave me 
stop playing this game 
i’m a person i deserve to be loved and- 

tf am i sayin 
just pass me a 30 n get out my way 
i’ve gone cold through these years that you’ve shredded my brain 
what’s a life without fighting 
feel fuckin insane
did you see how he fell when i hit him again 
i got blood on my hands wash it off in the rain
i can’t make a fist or hold my phone a few days 
but i promise that pussy won’t try it again
all i need in this life is some weed and a pen

i’ll be back at six (nevrfall)

prod. nevrfall and branwen  
@nevrfall 
@branwenmusic

i take this small one and bend 
its like this battle dont got a end
i can get so in my head but still fuck what they say 
i dont know you and you not my friend
i know that i said i wouldnt get fucked up today
but look at me here i am 
i always end up just going the opposite way
if they try to tell me that i cant 
ill do that shit just to spite you and laugh
fuck out my face bout that i give a damn
i dont know you i dont trust you thats facts 
that shit is just how it is 
i would change it if i could but i cant
i let the world try to make me abandon myself
just to be something for them 
just to be something for somebody else

i push away
everything because i need help
bleed out
on the tile i left a big puddle
i love something
and it gets me into big trouble 
do u need enough 
all these tests i hope i bleed enough 
i left that old part of me where 2016 was 
reasons 
i dont need to ever speak of
leave me 
in a big clump
ima big cluts 
bleeding 
from these thick cuts
i can get rid of 

when i stretch
and this conflict eats me to my bone
cant this toxic world leave me alone 
its ingrown 
if its wrong 
let me reap what i sow

dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died 
and it goes like 
dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died

dont go, closing your eyes

taylor morgan made the original beat and the synth is sampled at the end, all credit to him!!

eaturheartout (version 2)

Basse 24/7 / Rollin on Haze

Lyrics

this money always talks, and bullshit will always walk on a motherfuckin tightrope
well i hope, that i never catch you lackin
i’m packin, 
on this pistol grip and this clip that is hangin out of my jacket, imagine
that i drag your body to your funeral, and walk up to your casket and piss in it like a urinal, reciprocal

and nobodys fuckin yappin, even when i took your bitch to the bathroom and then i started fuckin clappin her cheeks, into peaks, and she’s screamin

peelin back your scalp was infectious and so easy
id do it all again just to relive on that feeling
never gave a fuck to embarrass all your demons, i’m fienin 

apparently i’m just a fortress of all of the un-importantance, importin your thoughts distorted, i’m makin your mind eroded, imploded, it’s never cherished, in hopin you blame your parents for all of your dark 
awareness, 

and once you remember this,
that i am iniquitous
well this high that you feel alive with, gon slide with predicaments

rely that you didn’t miss,
imply that you did amen’s 
unknown what the difference is, so unknown what is diff-for-rent,

 evict, evict, evict,
evict the red notice 
from noticing my presence, bulging ravenous like a vulture,
impulsive disorder
it seems my pulse is causing dis-order
i’m startin them riots,
killing all your mothers and daughters

i’ll never stand for your motherfuckers’ embarrassin culture
with every strand of my being, this chair ain’t leavin my aura
and i can’t plan for the patients that plant in bands with their comas
this darkness panned out and waiting, just sniffin fear by aroma
word…

This Money

thank you to everyone who has supported my music
ily <3

leaving me dead (prod.ten50)

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just happy to be here

Idektho (prod. sorrow bringer)

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