I Might Say Some Shit I Dont Condone  Prod. Jabari  Snippet

Idektho (prod. sorrow bringer)

Wokeupscrmn (with notmorgn)

i dont wanna hesitate
wanna go with what i feel
and i look at both my hands
just to make sure im still here
and i check my pulse heartbeat
just to make sure i can hear it 
and i find the closest mirror
just to make sure im still real 
so i force myself outside
and i crawl out from my cave 
and i hear whoosh of tires
and i feel wind on my face
and i zone out for a sec
cause i was thinkin of you
i was in this nice daydream
it was only just us two
and everything was so good 
and we lived a simple life
in a little house in the woods
with the birds and butterflies

cautious and delicate 
only if its right
only if its right
let me know if

if you wanna hang sometime
on the roof of your old house
we can sit and watch the sky
n find pictures in the clouds 
when im bored i think about
how wed sit and talk for hours
but it doesnt feel that long
wasnt even keeping count 
and we held our bodies close
and you said that i was warm
and i think about it sometimes
and how i want it more
and everything is so good
and everything feels just right
like ill wake up from this dream
and its only just one night

cautious and delicate

delete everything and disappear (prod. bonjr)

[Intro]
I'm not doing as good, as I really wanted to at the start
(Beam me up Scotty)
I'll probably fucking die in the next few months or something with my luck

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (RIP)

[Verse 1]
When you might die about a thousand fucking ways to do it everyday of life
Not a fucking lie there's shows about it on spike
Danger's real and it exists inside your mind (Fucking mind)
I don't give a fuck if you pay me, no royalties make it easy
Put every purchase on my Visa my food money could buy a Mercedes
Miles don't give a fuck and they praise me (Oh), minor fevers might phase me
Haven't ate in a couple days, so even shit could look tasty (Yuh)
Puking in a Starbucks bathroom, then I order from the menu
Organize loose plans, so they fall through
I'm really good at cancelling when I want to
At this point I don't know if I want you
Really good at fucking up when I got you
Really good at dodging everything about truth
If the book of lies exist I'll make a part two (Okay, okay)

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die

[Verse 2]
What is this scene, I don't wanna fucking die
I'll make music about awaking to the smell of apple pie (Shit is yummy)
There's no clout in here if you're enjoying life
I don't fuck with anyone who uses sadness as a high
All emotions are my vice, firm relationships I like
I got molten lava touch if you want talk about something fire
Put piano in rewind and I can spit verses all night
I can tell you life is shit in songs it doesn't make it right
I've had friends I like a lot, but I drop them out of spite
If I block out all the guilt bet I could ghost them over night (I'll fucking ghost)
I'll fucking ghost, I'll fucking ghost (Overnight)
Okay, okay, okay

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (Fucking die)

9TAILS - liar (prod. scottysplash)

[Intro]
Yeah
This shit is beautiful man
Ayy, yo, yo

[Chorus]
Toss me around
Cut me up and break me down (Just break me down)
Blowing on that loud at 2 a.m
Can't hear a sound (No)
Make this floor shake, huh
Earthquake, huh
She said in her mouth, huh
Toothpaste, huh

[Verse]
Bitch, I pack a blunt
And then I lick it like a candy cane
Heart as cold as ice (Ayy, ayy)
It's only fall but feel like winter rain
Send her out the storm
And what you're feeling is my hurricane
Don't stay in the middle
You'll get killed
Just like it's Hunger Games
Numbing all my feelings
I've been dipping, numbing novocaine
I'm glad winter's here
I don't feel guilty staying in today (No)
Swear this just a pitcher
I don't really wanna mix today
This bowl is weed
I just don't really wanna trip today
Don't invite your friends if you tell me you wanna see me (Yeah)
I don't like 'em, don't you get it?
Fuck, they're friends for a reason (It's true)
And I don't need 'em
If you wanna, you can skip our plans and see 'em (Yeah)
To be honest, I was gonna hit you up and say I'm sleepin'
Real, for real, yo

[Chorus]
Toss me around
Cut me up and break me down (Just break me down)
Blowing on that loud at 2 a.m
Can't hear a sound (No)
Make this floor shake, huh
Earthquake, huh
She said in her mouth, huh
Toothpaste
Make this floor shake, huh
Earthquake, huh
She said in her mouth, huh (Ayy)
Toothpaste

9TAILS - toothpaste (prod. white shinobi)

taylor morgan made the original beat and the synth is sampled at the end, all credit to him!!

eaturheartout (version 2)

Rubber Bands

(lil throwaway)

drag my heart i don't want to sleep
playing with me while my heart beat
you can have my soul right now you don't have to handle it carefully 
i just wanna rest in peace.
all my nightmares on repeat. 
never sober baby so, don't know why u follow me...
i take these shots till im all passed out
I'm all alone but im getting to the cash now.
i just hate everybody, dont wanna talk now. 
please dont hit up my phone cause i wont answer.
people like to bother but i dont give a fuck.
i be smoking all this weed till im tearing up a lung. 
if u want to u can leave, i dont really give a fuck now. 
i guess i fucked up.
told me u love me, i know that its wrong. 
baby whats up, give me ur love but dont give me ur time. 
im feeling high, caressing my mind and im bleeding my spine. 
i wanna stay here but im getting so tired...




no matter what **prod.metlast**

Put My Things Down

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just happy to be here

Idektho (prod. sorrow bringer)

Softheart