Why isn’t this on his actual account? Did he delete it?

fail to deny it (prod. hayku)

[+] sick of crying out for help
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

sick of crying out for help 
you don't seem to hear me baby I cant make a sound
lying on the floor tell me do you see me now
look at what you caused this aint what its bout
yeah its deeper than that there's no feeling
cut thru to the bone now im bleeding
I just try to think of you when im feening
cuz I don't wanna fuck this up
I just need some of your love
is it really that hard?
someone to hit up when im lying in the dark
all alone, baby would you even pick up if I called

crying out for help

crying out for help (feat. skele)

produced by hiraeth


and the wall still comes down
steady running where we are 
we'll break down
and no one ever wanted her 
we know now
every brick is in our heart 
we fall down

wall (we'll) break down

izalith

@prodskellington 🖤
mixed & mastered by me 💛

~~lyrics~~
i have the right to prove
moving on from the past
sick of the attitudes; glass infused with laughing gas
these days swear i'm gone, but it's alright
cause i can see my fate in the moonlight

rainfall creeps in the back
blood on the coat as it hangs on the rack
know i'm not a clone, cause my heart don't match
the pattern of her's was a different path

too little people; too little changes
can't find the energy to make arrangements
say that i'm evil; is that a statement?
or are you lost in the thought of society's cave-ins

why did i sacrifice all that i had
all your advice, wasn't the best
it grew way too much for me; i'm a selfish cunt.

(run, run,)

i have the right to prove
moving on from the past
sick of the attitudes; glass infused with laughing gas
these days swear i'm gone, but it's alright
cause i can see my fate in the moonlight

laughing gas (skellington)

wash my eyes and scrub my dirty skin and decontaminate
hyperventilate, my words ventilate 
this texas sun will char your skin until it wears away 
push the hand away  
push the hand away 

to those going through it right now i know it hurts
dont let that distract you from the fact that you have worth 
fairytales are darker when you peek behind the curtain 
the world out here will hurt you just be careful with your words 

we were never welcome in this world its arms were closed 
 we were never welcome in this world so whats the use
trapped in flesh and bone only leave home in mask and cloak  
and anyone ive told the story has apologized for you 

break me down to my last molecule and make me new
i never had that much connection with this stranger in my room
drag this empty bag of flesh and blood into its tomb 
feed me to the maggots till my carcass is consumed 

wash my eyes and scrub my dirty skin and decontaminate
hyperventilate, my words ventilate 
this texas sun will char your skin until it wears away 
push the hand away  
push the hand away 
(repeat)

decontaminate

⚠️ Trigger Warning: This song deals with themes of mental health, emotional neglect, and implied suicide. Please listen with care.

“I Didn’t Know I Was Breaking” is a track about the quiet damage we don’t notice until it’s too late. It’s not loud, but it hurts. If you’re in a fragile place, skip it for now.

You matter more than the story this song tells. ⚠️

Lyrics:

You made tea, didn’t drink it
Said the silence helped you think
I joked about the weather
You smiled like you might sink

You said, “Do you ever feel like you're still 13?”
I said, “Yeah… but I’m better at pretending now.”
You laughed too hard
Then looked down

I saw the mess behind your eyes
But I didn’t ask
Didn’t know how
Didn’t know I was allowed

Were you screaming in a language
I forgot how to hear?
Were you dying while I stood there
Just trying to disappear?
I thought I was holding space
But I was making you small
I didn’t know I was breaking you
By not breaking your fall

Found your note in the bathroom drawer
Folded like a prayer you never meant to send
You wrote:
“I’m not sure what hurts more
being seen, or being pretend.”

I kept the sweater you bled on
The song you said you’d die to
The toothbrush you left
Still waits like I do

Were you screaming in a silence
That I dressed up as peace?
Were you begging me for rescue
In your quietest release?
I thought I was giving love
But I just built up the wall
I didn’t know I was breaking you
Until you couldn’t call

…I didn’t know I was breaking
I didn’t know
You were already
Gone

I Didn't Know I Was Breaking

Provided by Biteki

Lineup:
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@itsyungvan
@sleyeofficial
@kingtheta
@d1vv
@erisu-san
@darkblu10314
@ohsobrkn
@brushogun
@lilgloom
@kaiesofly
@yvngaxstn
@frvrndalwys
@deadbrokeofficial
@thatonexguitarist
@deadfishpoland
@t_shan
@cruelife
@irby314
@diamoonofnhg
@lilduckk

Lil Skele - Bleeding As I Fall Asleep (ft. YVNG AX$TN) [prod. Laptopboyboy]

Waterleaf

Tidalwave (live From Home)

there ain't enough room in this town for the both of us, partner

prod. by me

big big thanks to @softhert for jumping on this track

Tidalwave (live From Home)

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