Why isn’t this on his actual account? Did he delete it?

produced by @jolst & @taylor

was kinda drunk when i made this so apologies for the slurring lol


like calm down, what you tripping for?
i know we kissed a lil bit i need a little more, oh
i know that she ain’t seen all this before
the way i smoke and pass out then she hit the door, oh

and your friends can walk you home, why you stressing?
break ur mans nose, you can’t say bless him 
spread my wings
smoke clouds 
blood is resin 
think u need a polo
yea that’s a breath mint

run it up run it up run it up yea
i’m kinda drunk, and i’m not having fun yea 
x2

i don’t drink too much anymore
but i’m still smoking every fuckin day
till my lungs go black 
got a tab on my tongue 
hope i don’t come back 
she’s a pretty little thing 
think my heart gone snap, uh 
spend a band casino
all on red no black 
got a knife on my hip
bet your life on that 
confidence is illusive
you won’t get no bat
only blades to your chest
then the line go flat, uh 

cherry drops mix it with the lean i’m nice :)
gotta keep brushin teeth from this full fat sprite 
been slumped all day but can’t close my eyes
think my heart gonna give 
but u can’t kill me twice

leather/face (jolst x taylor morgan)

Weather Patterns (prod. notmorgn)

I'll Take that as a No. Lyrics

I've been stuck in my bed;
You've been stuck in my head.
I would rather be dead than to be left on read
~
Yes your lies have hypnotized me now I'm all alone
No one calls my phone
My heart turned to stone
Nothing left, was victimized. Girl you're all I've known
Left me broken boned;
Had to pack a cone
So I just hit her up late in the night and I ask her if she feels the same;
I'll take that as a no
Burn all the letters you wrote
Tears falling down as I stare at the smoke
Used to talk every night, now you a ghost
I'm stuck by myself, mental health going toast
Head staying afloat with every new note
I'm high off the music, without it I'd choke
~
Can't you hear me?
The air is thin in here I'm barely breathing
Smoke fill up my lungs, I start dreaming
I'm so numb inside got no feeling.

Produced by Reske & Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

I'll Take that as a No.

track 3 
n i’ve never felt as low as this
when u told me that u hate me
i died a bit 
now the sun feels so cold on my skin 
and nothing tastes the same, again, you win

 
yea and i cry every night when i go to sleep
i don’t wanna fight anymore please just bury me 
you’re the one i like
despite what u said to me 
i’m high as a kite 
off this mud
keep on tellin me 
that i should get help 
but u never been a friend 
so please don’t sit and cry
fake tears on my bed 
u the one that tried to help me til the end
why the fuck i need a therapist when i got u instead?

*inhale*
*exhale*
it’s as easy as that
*inhale*
*exhale*

just breathe it’s as easy at that 
as easy as that 
so i just breathe when this bitch get me mad
grayfox the king i be here til i’m dead 
had a slow year think my shit about to fall off
but i’m still here with this blood on my hands
shoutout to tropic, as easy as that
shoutout to loveless, as easy as that 
run thru the street when i’m off of my meds
but i’ll still be right here while these boys follow trends
3 playlists 1 week i’m scheming again 
people can hate but ain’t bled what i bled 
i’ve seen the fall when ur stood on the edge cus i’ve seen my own mum in a hospital bed
i’m way too high so go argue with them
got my whole life in the palm of my hands
make a no hook and then go right to bed
and u can sendflowrs when im laid to rest

just breathe, it’s as easy as that (mackk)

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even lie 
everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

walk straight 
be okay 
can't breathe
beat my cheast like an ape 
nobody cares about love nowadays
nobody wants to stay home feel safe
i've been locked in my room for days
can't leave cuz im sick n thats ok
but no1 called me to check on my pain
nobody called me to check on my brain 

breakdown, breakdown, breakdown again
i'm fucked up fucked up fucked up in the head 
i live like every1 else is dead 
i'm done, so done, fucking done with this mess

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

so as long as im breathing
ill keep on walkin this path
with the souls who deceived me 
but gave me feet to feel the grass
always alone but still with company
spread only love but fight angrily
knowing who watches over me 
i'll always be safe, surely

evrybody's saying dumb shit (hero&emptychest)

pillow pit

I've been meeting myself every day
Now I'm seeing all these new shapes
I've been finding all these loose tapes
Building up a whole story to say
Build a little world and escape
We can take our time in a new game
New shape
Filled a little bit out of the outline
I don't have much stuff to say
Woke up in a new place less grey 
With a new face and a new name
Yeah but I'm so not two-faced
Tremor made me feel goosebumps
I've been playing waiting room games

And I still remember how I felt then
It's still in me
If you see something else, well, what does it mean?
I don't need any help anymore
I'm not- not incomplete
Colors are still in me
Happy and interweaved
But you say it 
I don't think that it's much different when I'm not sad
I don't miss it, it's my own bad
I don't miss it, it's my own bad
I don't miss

u sleep in an antique shop
and i keep losing my thoughts staring at the walls
you put one of your records on 
and i thought it was so cool that we get along
it is a really cool record collection
you told me it was pretty expensive 
not to brag or to sound impressive
but just like, it was really extensive

top floor window

violin at the end is by my friend mohini!!

bloodmachineXD

This compilation explores dynamics of genre switching and progressive exploring deep emotions it takes you back to some of my original styles that I introduced here on PulseMeld at bandcamp.

your support goes a long way, while AI is used in the creation process its taken from stories that I write and develop into the songs and I always use the best tools available to convey the message in music. Enjoy.

Tidalwave (live From Home)

90000ish

Recent comments

Unknown source

tyler

jabstr

90000ish

Related tracks