how the fuck have I not heard this one yet

fail to deny it (prod. hayku)

better without me :)
You don’t know a thing about me
Steady running while you head for your taxi
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Don’t know why you gotta leave without me
She took my heart and now she head for the Back seat
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Fine without me
I say I’m trying 
But i could never hold my envy
Hold my envy

And i try to hide it 
But could never find a way
I make more mistakes
I cut arms to save myself
I’m born to hate myself 
I’m broke i need the wealth 
I fucking need the help
I wish upon a well
No one to take to hell

I’m doing fine without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t sleep without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t breathe without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t see without you

You don’t know a thing about me
Steady running while you head for your taxi
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Don’t know why you gotta leave without me
She took my heart and now she head for the Back seat
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

u dont know a thing ab me (prod. kt3lly)

produced by hiraeth


and the wall still comes down
steady running where we are 
we'll break down
and no one ever wanted her 
we know now
every brick is in our heart 
we fall down

wall (we'll) break down

izalith

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

torva
shes fucking my head up, im losing my mind
i would try and fix you but i dont have the time
im still so fed up with all of these lies

bad past i dont think i ever want to see you again
cause you talked about our love like your fucking a friend
2 nights i think that im just another means to an end
so if u call my phone dont think that ill respond to u
all these broken hearts were a game to you
biting souls like a shark with a worldwide view
and the games boutta start so i need you in my arms tonight

bad past w/ skele (jolst)

whats the problem?
prod. @imcaves
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
whats the problem
i try not to think ab it in the long run
say it louder to convince myself i’m awful
i see ur face n think i’ll never pass the autumn
ain’t it funny how that works
never knew how much it hurt
put a price atop my head i got a target
thought i need more attention now i’m starving
i knew myself a whole lot less than i regarded
now ur over me w him
i don’t know where to begin

u can tell me that theres more to life
but i just wish we were immortalized
i think im brave until im forced to fly
i’ll never catch up to the morning light

suffer, suture wounds
i crushed my future; tomb
i’d see the sun
if you’d just move a bit
puncture lungs removed
tell me what u do
when night hits
everything is new again

whats the problem
isnt this all that u wanted in the long run?
i could spend my days just waiting for a phone call
but if i did then i wouldnt be someone u want
aint it funny how that works
i’ll just lie down in the dirt
u can bend me how u wanna cuz i like that
i miss how you’d make me hurt i never fight back
i know that it didnt work but yet despite that
i’m a sucker for ur love
i thought it was kinda fun

u can tell me that theres more to life
but i just wish we were immortalized
i think im brave until im forced to fly
i’ll never catch up to the morning light
i'll never

brave bird [caves]

spotify, apple, etc.

produced by lil nightshift
feature by the homie decks
this ones just for us
completely non profit

lyrics

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food
i got tar n muck n my shoes
top it off with bad attitude

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food
i got tar n muck n my shoes
top it off with bad attitude

there's a store that shuts in my head at noon
if u had a point better make it soon
deprived of shut eye I'm craving snooze
online it's highlights and pay per view
this scene is dead but I'll make it thru
when i carve a pathway of naked truths
consistent drops will always grow a project
consistently will top whatever drops next

up next.

uber eats bro i fw ramen
rolled up 50s, baggies, palm it
came to play, boi I'm fuckin starving 
piece of cake, watch me bite this tarmac 
here's to a year of me still complaining
bunkered down in my mental basement 
fuck the labels and fuck the placements
here's to sinners, get fucking brain dead

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food
i got tar n much in my shoes
top it of with bad attitude 

mouldy cups in my room
rotten bags full of food 
i got tar n muck in my shoes
top it of with bad attitude

decks

let it fuckin build, what have i got to lose
i been fuckin braindead since '22
& if u watch me implode its pay per view
my own mental state will make money too

i been grinding for years & it wont stick
nothing i do's worth a damn to the public
i do this for me till my deathbed
what the fuck does it matter when its all corrupt
& the money i've spent's an investment
don't think i dont know what i have accomplished
i could do this from my basement
but veins and i aiming for bigger, just trust that.

where my face hit dirt ft. decks (lil nightshift)

new cover w the brother @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @nevrfall
=================
original by @sewerperson:
https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/lrt-nevrfall
=================
hope u enjoy <3

LR7 w/ betweentheveinsandi (cover) [nevrfall]

produced by ztope and killedmyself
completely non profit

lyrics

ice and mud is giving way
its a waterslide

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time
the ice and mud is giving way
its a water slide
both my feet are swept away
guess its do or die
i just hope she feels the same
hope its u and i 

i guess these circumstances arent exactly normal, i can give u that
faint roads, the pain grows, always clawing at the scabs 
i play a song from my memory
something inside me still struggling
somehow i grip on the muddy reeds
nothing could take it away from me

i found shelter all alone
on a shore in freezing clothes
20 miles barefoot snow

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time
the ice and mud is giving way
its a water slide
both my feet are swept away
guess its do or die
i just hope she feels the same
hope its u and i 

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time

swept away (ztope x killedmyself)

@strivemusicau
@shizukesaaa
@autumndropsdead
@torvamia

(strivesad)
Caught in a cage with this endless pain
caught up to my age now I’m getting paid
Depression stays high and now the feelings changed
pour another bottle all apon my grave

you’ve been building roads
I’m building settlements

I keep craving another fucking serotonin hit
let’s flip the script

I don’t need no alliby
come with me and stay the night
Fighting for my life I think I’m doing fine

Ripped clothes now I’m going home
got these problems cause I feel alone
keep me in my zone

(shizu)
beamer swerving 
cuz i deserve the worst shit
bet she gon hit me up w/ 'love u but this isnt working'
might fuck around my blade till i negate the serotonin
now watch the liquid dripping red off slitted wrists, still frozen
find another guy and leave me dying w/ no notice
no i was never that man but fans in my dms saying im chosen
it gets hard to speak every want when everyone is seeing you choking
when words go wasting the space of audio waves to leaving me broken"

(autie)
my conscious is ever so heavy
i've been so cautious ever since you left
i've been holding myself down, with this self doubt
but nevertheless
i swear that i'll know when you need me
you know i'm right there when you're hearing that ringing
i'm patient a bit, but waiting's a bitch
i wish i could split and fuck up my breathing
but if there's anyone out there like me
smite like a god do and make me undying
bottle my goods for a world that is dying
plenish a helt that is tattered with lies
'cause i see through them every single minute
proof is in my dome, that's why i'm livid
tell me that you love him 'till i'm finished
i repel and let them be forgiven

(torva)
smoke until my chest hurts, til my lungs burn
think ill die soon, think ill go first
now my head hurts, never heard worse
if i lose you, need a gold hearse

never fuck it up, bitch i run it up
i go fucking crazy
til i do enough
keep my tommy tucked, never losing love
think i need some help
fore' i lose my trust

Cage w/ strivesad, shizukesa, autumndropsdead & torva [+ Tied For Silver x flesh]

prod me
no samples used
take care

up in the trees is where i would hang
'till i tumbled down when he told me to stay
back in the bush; cast on my arm
shall i never heal, i'll be happy a pine.
yet i'm full of shit, atone every word
but this is for you, so i'll try not to hurt
choked up every verse though.
you cannot reverse

what a fine young man, i wonder where his head's at
too far gone, now i needa take a step back
all that i want is to live in my notepad
feeding me lyrics for songs 'till my days' last
genuine crave, and i don't wanna change that
mental array in a haze getting whiplash
honest display, but there isn't a playback
trust in the heart of your cards when it fades black

patch on the leg; how the fuck do i move it
i miss your laugh, and with friends, watching movies
oh, i'll try a bit harder to step out my comfort,
but being alone is just way too damn soothing

i cannot bear this weight,
so i'll just eat it up and stomach it
your words they spoke to me,
i'd always wonder what would come of it

you were nervous, well, i'm anxious
but for you, did you know i would fucking get back on my feet,
though, not complaining
seldom i held any care, wouldn't budge, wouldn't speak
years, haven't walked down the street
i took a walk down the street.
bubbling grief
if only you knew what you meant to me, 
god i would hope you had felt what you meant to me

june arrived, i almost felt alive
but then i heard the news and felt the water rise
capsized the thought of letting go of life
but now it's even harder getting sleep at night
what a gentle soul, grown out the mold
with the sky his home, and for the earth, a stone
beyond the ozone; inside the mind
what an ethereal one, and of a joyous kind.

suck in the rain, spit out the clouds
our synergy now resides in the ground

yeah i know the rain is real important when it's pouring down the evergreens
thought about you often, so i hope that you remembered me
'cause you took your leave
autumn and sleep
we ran our shit up until '23
growing the seeds; sowing their seams
if i make it out of this, hoping you see, yeah.

sycamore

(If we don’t last,
Are you gone forever, Gone forever?
If we don’t last)

So you’re gone now, used to want it all, 
But then we’d fall out.
Don’t worry I’m right here if you still wanna call now,
You’re gone now, I don’t know when to fall down.
Spending all my time inside, anxietys my aura.
Its over, and its cold out, I’m sitting on my own now

(If you never even want me then I’m fine with that,
But baby keep your heart ‘cause I’m not good with that)

I’m kinda used to it, I used to think about it all the time,
How I’m not good for this, now I count up all the fucking times I said I’m over it.
And now its over and,
Every time you call my name, my heart it sinks a bit.

So you’re gone now, used to want it all, 
But then we’d fall out.
Don’t worry I’m right here if you still wanna call now,
You’re gone now, I don’t know when to fall down.
Spending all my time inside, anxietys my aura.
Its over, and its cold out, I’m sitting on my own now

(If you never even want me then I’m fine with that,
But baby keep your heart ‘cause I’m not good at that)

u dont know a thing ab me (prod. kt3lly)

hiraeth

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