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mirrors

Idektho (prod. sorrow bringer)

phasmophobia

produced by taurs

and it’s cold here
so grab your coat 
don’t say i love you
i know you don’t 
and it’s awkward
cus you’re too nice
and im obsessed 
with those blue eyes 

and i’m besotted 
with your new guy 
it made my heart crack
just like new ice 
how could you do this
i was a fool, i 
just never knew that
you were the cruel type.. 

and my head spins
when we are together 
you never show me love, 
despite that, you’re so special to me 
got ugly eyes, im not the guy you fell for
but i could try my best 
if you give me a chance and don’t leave 

callin, callin callin again
why the fuck are you still stalling?
those texts you left unread 
i can’t avoid the hole, i fall in
fall in to the abyss 
my chest caves in when you call me 
the one that you regret 
i’m so tired of ur shit

and it’s cold here
so bring your coat 
don’t say i love you
i know you don’t 
and it’s awkward
cus you’re too nice
and im obsessed 
with those blue eyes 

and i’m besotted 
with your new guy 
it made my heart crack
just like new ice 
how could you do this
i was a fool, i 
just never knew that
you were the cruel type.. 

you were the cruel type
i know you hate me you didn’t have to say it two times ): 
i can’t stay here anymore
my veins are blue, i
guess i’ll just lay here in the snow and watch the moon rise

ugly eyes (taurs)

prod. @byedias

i don't feel like me today
not much is feeling okay 
these pills hurt my brain 

leave my body under rain
u can ruin my name
just please end this pain(2x)

stab me again i don't care 
in my back or my face is the same yuh
the amount of scars's insane
try to count the times ive been betreayed yeah
yeah, life's never fair
but all i can do is get faded
different strains of dona juana 
got my eyes spinnin like a fucking beyblade

i'm really about to get hollow 
got my heart filled with sorrow 
i got no hope for tomorrow 

i guess i go where the river goes
in the river with the the reefer smoke
ill hit the hay until i go ghost    

i don't feel like me today
not much is feeling okay 
these pills hurt my brain 

leave my body under rain
u can ruin my name
just please end this pain(3x)

plug_luv pt.2 (dias x savior nate litothedon)

scary games with the lights off

Sourface

[Intro]
Nothing new I do is really new to me (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
See shit fucking coming so preemptively (Pussy, now I ride)
Marijuana got me thinking heavily (You fucked just for, ayy)
I'm the only one a step ahead of me

[Verse]
Pussy, now I ride (Ride, ride)
We get fucked up just for fun (Just for fun)
I forget the feeling of the sun (Of the sun)
Excess dopamine is on my veins, feeling pain
If I think it in reality, I'm numb (I'm numb)
I know you got bare mans, but I'm the one (I'm the one)
You know I hate the childish shit, it's never fun (Shit is not)
I'm the boy, I'm the kid, I'm the one (I'm the one)
Try to take the throne and you get shunned (You get shunned)
Double-stuffed blunt, get me buzzed
Keep feeling the feeling of my limbs all being fuzz (Fuzz)
Holding something potent, I can't take it on the bus (Bus)
You think we McDonald's, how we carrying the nugs
Brain splat, face black, tell me where my place at
Someone else was driving, though he doesn't know the way back
Drop top, Maybach
Girly throw her waist back
Whole zip, face that, I'm not one to waste that

[Chorus]
Nothing new I do is really new to me (New to me)
See shit fucking coming so preemptively
Marijuana got me thinking heavily (Heavily)
I'm the only one a step ahead of me (Skrrt)

[Open Verse]

[Outro]
Nothing new I do is really new to me
See shit fucking coming so preemptively
Marijuana got me thinking heavily
I'm the only one a step ahead of me

9TAILS - one (prod. pilgrim)

One in a Million is a song about being lost in the noise of the world and suddenly finding the rare connection that rewires everything. The lyrics move through images of broken roads, collapsed stars, and scars carried alone until a rare spark appears in the chaos. It’s about searching through emptiness, facing fractures in time, and realizing that out of billions of hearts, one has found its way to yours. It’s the story of hope returning, of scars becoming proof of survival, and of following the one who feels like the rarest truth you’ve ever known.

Lyrics:

"one in a million"
"one-one-one-one in a million"

Waves collapsed like shattered glass,
I thought I’d seen forever pass.
Then you bled into my empty tide,
Rewired my pulse, I came alive.

Crowds of billions blur away,
But your signal cuts the gray.
You’re the rhythm that breaks me down,
The fever that spins me ‘round.

You’re one in a million, a shadow spark,
You pulled me through the endless night.
Seven billion hearts but yours found mine,
The rarest truth I ever knew.

Whoa-oh, one in a million, yeah, yeah,
Whoa-oh, carved into my scars.
Whoa-oh, one in a million, yeah, yeah,
I’ll follow you wherever you are.

Every mile, every broken road,
Led me here where the fire glows.
Stars collapse when your smile appears,
I drown in the sound I’ve chased through tears.

Crowds of billions blur away,
But you’re the one that makes me stay.
Every heartbeat knows it’s true,
The song I never knew was you.

You’re one in a million, my saving light,
You pulled me through the endless night.
In a world so crowded, I still found you,
The rarest truth I ever knew.

Not by chance, not by design,
You dissolved the walls, rewired my mind.
Time fractures when you leave my sight,
But you brought me back into the light.

You’re one in a million, my saving light,
You pulled me through the endless night.
Seven billion hearts but yours found mine,
The rarest truth I ever knew.

Whoa-oh, one in a million, yeah, yeah,
Whoa-oh, written in my scars.
Whoa-oh, one in a million, yeah, yeah,
I’ll find my way to where you are.

"one in a million"
"one in a million"

One in a Million

produced by: malith 
everything else by: me 
this may be the most mid song of 2020

lyrics:

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

and you make me feel so alive
maybe one day ill get to call you mine
x2

(and I guess its just my turn,
like everybody else had one,
I guess ill never learn,
ill never learn to hold my tongue, 
im not what you deserve,
I won't put myself first,
ive gotta kick you to the curb,
then my heart it gets sewed back on

and fuck everything that I wrote down,
all these dark clouds, cant go back to you now
and I feel a lil sad so I ball out
and this hole I'm in's too deep yeah, I cant crawl out
x2

Tidalwave (live From Home)

90000ish