Probably gonna delete this idk, made this in February or March I think


LYRICS:

You said I’m not there 
What else could i do
Might as well be dead
Cause the shit you put me through
You lied to my face 
You used me as a tool
To climp up and up and up

Talk shit to your friends 
Bout how i treated you
We were not together 
We were friends for a few
You inspired me
This song is song two

I’ll break your fucking face 
I wished you died
Your smile is looking bright
pretending to kind
You held me when i cried
But I’m fucking fine
But I’m fucking fine

I’m the fucking worst huh?
Just another verse huh?
Am i fucking cursed huh?
Let my skin go burn huh?
hoping that you’re hurt yeah
Laying in the dirt yeah
Got nothing to return 
I hope you’re doing worse

I don’t even care, i wished that you were dead
All the words you said
Bitch i laid that shit to bed
Your family is a bunch of scum you’re just like all the rest
Everytime you’re in my mind is another new regret

I’m a fucking wreck
Another shot of gin
Mixing up some pills 
know I’m fucked inside my head
But my heart is made of gold and i know i tried my best
You don’t even care you ripped that shit right out my chest

I’m in agony 
I don’t wanna breathe 
Jumping off this roof
Watch me floating free
My skin gonna bleed
Scars down to my knees 
But you’re too blind to see

Drugged up sitting in a corner I’m trapped here by myself
Nobody left to call no more they cannot hear my yells
I’ve been wanna die since the day that i turned 12 
My moms a fucking addict just like me I’m doing well

I know I’m a failure 
Please oh please I’m begging you

the swan dies, another is born (prod. apxllyxn)

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