waiting room

PROD: 
https://soundcloud.com/thxrnn

LYRICS:
he said i dont care
if you gotta cry
but imma be there
telling you it's alright (it's alright)

lit a cigarette
in the back, on the porch
telling me how
he dont wanna no more (he dont wanna no more)

i looked at him and i said
you dont gotta be so strong
and that sometimes...
it's okay...
for it all to go wrong

i dont mind 
to stay the night
and i will be here
holding you while you cry (while you cry)

look up to see
the stars in the sky
telling you that
everything will be just fine
it will be just fine x3

he said i dont care
if you gotta cry
but imma be there
telling you it's alright (it's alright)

lit a cigarette
in the back, on the porch
telling me how
he dont wanna no more (he dont wanna no more)

i dont mind 
to stay the night
and i will be here
holding you while you cry (while you cry)

look up to see
the stars in the sky
telling you that
everything will be just fine
it will be just fine x3

so you looked at me and said
you dont gotta be so strong
and that sometimes...
it's okay... 
for it all to go wrong
for it all to go wrong
for it all to go wrong


rest in peace ryan we all miss you so much
newports and natty daddies and 7 eleven
im sorry i didn't have the chance to tell you all the things you once told me.. i remember ur kind words forever and ill remember you forever too..
im not the only one who misses you, there are people who still think about you everyday, i see ur mom post memories of u on facebook and i wish u could see how much she misses u everyday..
all of our friends miss you too
its not the same seeing them
and your presence is missing
we are all too scared to say anything
but im not bc i know

i will see u again someday
</3

i will see you again someday (prod. thxrnn)

I wanted to make an electric one, but im too lazy rn, maybe i will make one next time

Name your track (Dan Desolate cover)

all4u

congrats wastoidd!!

prod. deadyami

lyrics:
in my brain there are some thoughts i js cant get out ^_^
want it js to stop, but i cant get it out T_T
wna put my knife to ur neck and watch the blood come gushing out.. :3
pls dont scream when i stab u, ur soo fkn loud ()_()
im rotting in my bed im thinking of precautions in the midst of thoughts! O_0
everything is coming to my mind, js like u being a thot. ;-;
gave my life away, i stopped everything at a moment. -_-
i gave u my phone, so why wuld u make dat up? ><
had enough of every lie you've told this past week!
thought ts wld js get better, but im down on my knees.....
"pls dont fuck this up 4 me?" its all delusions honestly.
i hate everything so im down on my floor.

(chorus repeat)

it was 3 in da morning, there was blood on my wrist
when i tried to speak 2 u, it seemed like u dont want me to exist.
u said u didnt care? kept him even if i said it was a fucking risk..?

pls dont miss me now that im gone.
cuz i js hate it now.
i fucking called u, but u didnt pick it up. (3x)

i hope the next pandemic kills you like you killed me

XO_Willow✰ - NxP

lyrics:
life is suffering 
i don't understand it
i spend my life on discord
having friends is hard to handle
and i
just wanna go away
i'll waste another day
alone in my room
with nothing to do 

i'm getting bored of this
new day, new week, same shit
i'll open fl just to write a song i'll never send
cause my shit never hits 
least not the way it did
i'm having trouble liking music like i did back then

i miss the old me

i rlly like this song even tho the mix ass ppwc nigga

u could do anything that u want
u could wear anything ur so hot 
pull up to the back baby take it off 
made me feel so good had me in withdrawal
got guns nd drugs like do u wanna die with me 
tonight we could live like its 2019 on liveleak
snuff n razor blades
overdosing

be my girl i want u 
in my head like cantu
i dont mean to taunt u 
i jus wanna flaunt u 
u dont rock dcs
u dont rock affliction 
nothing like these com girls 
nothing like those bitches

u could be my drug 
my new addiction 
deep slits on my face 
i need stiches 
ina fucking club 
lsd got me glitchin 
cold nd alone witout u 
im twitchin 

u could do what u want
love it put on saint laurant
be my ghost nd fucking haunt
infiltrate my fucking thoughts
ur all i need 
ur all i want 
frolicking inside my dreams
this is all that i long
memories nd fucking dreams 
are all that i own
our relationship is all that i wanna hone
sinned so much its worthless trying to atone
come to hell with me baby please just hold on 

pulled up to the club w dem slits up on my back
baby said that she loved me all of a sudden she retract 
kill me kill me i want to die 
blabalablablablablab

NxP

XO_willow☆