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Fall Back / Selfish Game

Selfish Game

Fall Back

Like We Wrote

Touch Tight

i cant turn back if i wanted to no
i cant even feel you but im close to you now
i know that its different but it felt the same and
i know that im different but i act the same and

oh were gonna fall
i dont wanna be here blamin but
i dont wanna hear you shadin me
i dont wanna hear you trading me with no one else
i dont want to hear your playin me with someone else oh

why you lyin 
who you hidin 
is he better than ive been
does he know you from inside out
does he love you do you love him now
i dont like to get emotional but wow
whenever im gone do you bring him around

imma go ahead and switch it up
i got all these drugs in my cup
put a lot of drugs in my cup
i dont want to let you go
but ill have to let you go
money gonna fuckin' flow
imma laugh at you hoe
imma laugh at you fucking little
imma laugh at everyone sayin that i couldnt do it but i did it
now i got money comin in and im lookin at the fuckin world different
i couldnt stop if i wanted
i dont even fuckin wanna


i cant turn back even if i wanted to no
i cant even feel you i know im not close to you no
i know that its different and its not the same
i know that im different i dont act the same 
oh were gonna fall
i dont wanna blame on you but its all your fault
i will not trade my position oh i worked to hard
i dont wanna play these games you're playing no more
play with someone else

someone else[prod by aftertheparty]

i dont want to change the world
i just wanna change my pocket
i dont want a brand new house
i want the lot then lock it
family will get profit 
past that it's my profit
i am not a handout
what you want im not it
duck duck goose on a fine bitch
bout to start upping my fine bitch
add a couple zeros to my wrist
diamond dance till its blinding

who do you want me to be?
what do you want me to be?
want me to be like this?
want me to be like him?

fuck it ill be like this
go make a bee line bitch
please just stop calling my phone
hit you with cease and desist
swing and a miss
bet you pissed that you found me
i dont want you around me
only family thats around me
go fuck a townie i don't know
go get your friends do some blow, right?
yeah you're on top of the world aren't you?
yeah you're on top of the--


who are you disguised as?
oh you look so fine
"who's the girl making eyes?"
i've never seen her just ignore that bitch
i don't know, i don't know but
you can tell that it's easy for me to switch
and you know it
i'll probably end up doing the same shit with her but
i know, i know it
so pour, so pour it
i'll just sing about a foreign with a foreign
and i'll pretend im important
when im not and we both know it
but im big enough to admit it
are you big enough to admit it?
what i really fucking meant to you
what you really fuckin meant

what i really meant to you[prod by aftertheparty]

you cannot feel this no more, no
numbness that's perpetual
i just want to hold it
i wanna feel it again
perpetually

i'm getting used to the silence
you not used to relying on nobody but me
you not used to relying
guess you got sick of the lying
i know what it's about baby
sitting by myself faded, i'm faded again
i know what its about baby
all these problems i make up, we make up again 
and its my fault
oh i know
end this dial tones with low serotonin
bonds that not ionic oh you feel so cold and
you cant even feel it numbness gets so old

i cannot feel this no more, no
numbness that's perpetual
i just want to hold it
i wanna feel it again
perpetually

perpetual [prod. by aftertheparty]

sorry it's been so long.

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5BTIuoLO20tBe9DBVooLqN
apple: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/numb-single/id1252086345

I'm different now
Pill poppin' got me feelin visceral
Melancholy girl tell me where you're from
Why the fuck should I smile I'm barely on

(Ooh get me higher)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn betchu riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.
(Ooh then I'm riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn let me ride out)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.

Do this 'till you're fucking on with me.
Leave it behind it's all gone 
If you really wanna let it go
Let it.
You wanna feel something and that's fine.
You gon' let him swallow up your pride?
You can come with me and just ride
We can do this till the night end
Cigarettes and pills burn your eyes
You can take off your disguises
He ain't worth the tears that you cry
All you wanna do is get high
That's okay, lets get high.

(Ooh get me higher)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn betchu riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.
(Ooh then I'm riding)
Do this 'till you're fucking numb.
(Like damn let me ride out)
Do this 'till you're fucking gone.

Same kick with a new bass
Same bitch with a new face
Same dish with a new plate
Cookie cutter that's the new way
New friends think they knew me
Old friends act a new way
I've been getting it the hard way
They gon' find out the hard way
When she call me baby hit her with the plan b, and that's plan a
Car straight from Japan, hands free but ignore when she call me
I can't depend on nobody and everything that I've been doing it's all me.
Who the fuck gonna stall me.
Who the fuck gonna stop me.

I've been numb.
I've been on.

Apple Music

numb [prod. by aftertheparty]

cover by @creatork_

always been a liar
either you have faith or you're in denial
and you've always lacked faith

but i could use you right now
right now what i need
always think i'm satisfied
but there's always vacancy

are you on the way
are you on time, or is it on your time
and there's a price to pay
silicone lips and silicone tounges
it's fake anyway
i just want it all, i dont want a lot
but thats the price you pay
and thats the way you lay

always been a liar
either you have faith or you're in denial
and you've always lacked faith
let me get you in trouble
i wanna pull you down so i can pick you up
and there's the price you pay