i knew it wouldn't be alright and so did you.

https://www.beatstars.com/fonkyfake

https://isitmalloy.beatstars.com/

forces beyond (prod. isitmalloy, fonkyfake)

I don't know the actual description for this one, as he deleted it before I could catch it, anyways, enjoy the beautiful song!

Produced by Elijah Who.

Lyrics (Done to the best of my ability):

no one does it better
no one does it, no one does it better
you got me going outside, you got me going outside (x2)

and i don't know if i got what it takes to be a man
i've been listing all the features just trying to make a plan
watching all the movie stars save the girl, free the land
and i just can't understand what it means to be a man.

when i was young i was strong, a motherfucking superhero
i would fly around the world, i was scared of noone, none, zero
i'd bang the drums so slowly, better call me robert damn de niro
i was the portrait vincent nubiola by joan miro

and as i got older, i got weaker, that was clear to me
no longer unbreakable, my fears had started to breathe
until i met you girl, now you are making me believe
that being me is more important, wear my heart on my sleeve

no one does it better
no one does it, no one does it better
you got me going outside, you got me going outside (x4)

and i love just talking to you, talking to you (x2)

no one does it better - cloud mac x elijah who

Produced by Joji, @chloeburbank 

I’m a guy who’s been down on his luck,
Playing with the matchstick till’ it cannot be struck.

I’m coming for your love.

And what will I find,
The reasons you line,
Your diary with -
All of the time.

And I’ve been running all these races,
I’m just trying to be cool,
You’re taking me to places,
Lets just break all the rules -

I don’t - 
Want rain on me today,
Rain on me today.

Running all these races,
I’m just trying to be cool,
You’re taking me to places,
Lets just break all the rules -

I don’t - 
Want rain on me today,
Rain on me today.

Running all these races,
I’m just trying to be cool,
You’re taking me to places,
Lets just break all the rules -

I don’t - 
Want rain on me today,
Rain on me today.

Why you gotta’ act so nice,
This ain’t televised,
This ain’t televised,
This ain’t televised.

Moving at the speed of light,
And I’m terrified,
Yeah I’m terrified,
So please for the love of god don’t drench me.

Running all these races,
I’m just trying to be cool,
You’re taking me to places,
Lets just break all the rules -

I don’t - 
Want rain on me today,
Rain on me today.

Running all these races,
I’m just trying to be cool,
You’re taking me to places,
Lets just break all the rules -

I don’t - 
Want rain on me today,
Rain on me today.

And so it’s till’ death do us part,
We’ll never separate,
And if we die today then we’ll celebrate,
Just make sure you don’t rain on me.
Don’t rain on me.

I just can’t get enough, 
I just can’t get enough,
All this time we spent in love,
I just can’t get enough.

I just can’t get enough, 
I just can’t get enough,
All this time we spent in love,
I just can’t get enough.

I just can’t get enough, 
I just can’t get enough,
All this time we spent in love,
I just can’t get enough.

rain on me w/ joji

i listened to your tape on the train w/ elijah who

Beat by @Kudasaibeats
backpacks and racked cans and snapbacks we'd dance
timid texting, testing i never stood a chance
but summer came through almost exclusively for you
we asked it to come in preparation of the truth
we thought that hookin up was really all we want
but we really fought the thoughts that
(damn)
maybe i'm fallin for you?
fuck it, baby i'm all in for you
just some punk kid
taggin walls but something 
told you that a guy across the tracks deserved some lovin
and swear to god baby that i'd die for you
stargazing in a  parking lot, a beautiful moon

the stars at night are big and bright
deep in the apple of your eyes
the prairie sky is wide we're high
deep in the arms of you
so i said goodbye to your melodies and timbre
but i'll never let go of my memories with her.

Memories With Her

memories with her (Prod. Kudasai)

Lyrics

(@foolhive)

He used to keep tally marks on his wrist
And if the misses missed how they stitched
He'd vaguely smile under the guise of their kiss
The truth under the scarring skin and the fake bliss
After 10, 20, 50 days something finally clicked
The realization that the only reason he's not dead and he won't kill himself is To hold onto this

(Forgotten youth)

Maybe its a part time
Maybe its a long line
I dont even care about 
My mistake (mistakes, mistakes, mistakes)
(mistakes, mistakes, mistakes, mistakes)

Baby can you feel my heart 
Beating through the lights of stars (stars)
Baby can you feel my heart 
Beating through the lights of stars (stars)
(stars, stars, stars)

(@foolhive)

He said "baby, of course, some day 
I might die but this love is gonna overthrow God"
And when the sky falls stand high and tall cause 
I'll gaze upon your face like I did at the start
And I'll make a descending stairway even if I tear heaven apart
I'll let the devil help if God catches onto me 
I'll let him bring the pain and pleasure to heaven with sinning and sodomy
Don't look back, don't let them take me away
Peace out of heaven and hades and say

(Forgotten youth)

Maybe its a part time
Maybe its a long line
I dont even care about 
My mistake (mistakes, mistakes, mistakes)
(mistakes, mistakes, mistakes, mistakes)

Baby can you feel my heart 
Beating through the lights of stars (stars)
Baby can you feel my heart 
Beating through the lights of stars (stars)
(stars, stars, stars)

Apocalypse's love

[Part time.]{ft. FoolHive}

Produced by Oh Society. (goo.gl/ww6NeM)
Mixed and Mastered by @Halberd-3000
Original Photography by @thomas-adamson-365284134 (Lost the picture)

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Lyrics
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You’ve been so sick for some time,
That I just believed you when you said you’re fine,
I know - that I should have known.

And girl you know I hate goodbyes,
You learned that when we met, the 4th of July,
I don’t - wanna’ ever go home.

And I remember when you met both my folks,
You thought it was cool that their love they still hold,
I know - that you needed that hope.

And I can’t stand all the hospital drinks,
Sometimes I walk the block when I need to think,
The store - it will not close.

A woman she stands by the coffee machine,
She says she thinks this thing needs a good clean,
I don’t - seem to care at all.

And people are planning for christmas ahead,
I don’t think I care I’d much rather be dead,
With you - you are my ghost.

And I keep on reading those books that you left,
The pages are folded in places you blessed,
This ink - it is now home.

You Are My Ghost (Prod. Oh Society)

Scars Intro (prod.ocean beats)

i didn't know 
that you liked the colour purple
and i walk you home
and we talk about space and our existence

i feel the wind blow
straight through my bones
and its cold inside
and i'm all alone

clockwork

SXDA PXP - Patience?

https://genius.com/Cmk-dying-flowers-for-the-living-world-lyrics

Production and instrumentation by CMK

Mixed and mastered by Nodfather

i listened to your tape on the train w/ elijah who

little grey clouds