This song explores the existential search for meaning through poetic imagery and emotional tension. It follows a narrator who walks the edge of understanding, questioning life’s purpose while confronting silence, loss, and fleeting truths. Each verse reveals a moment of insight or confusion, while the chorus lifts into a spiritual confrontation with life’s mysteries. The bridge deepens the philosophical inquiry, and the reprise affirms the journey—not for answers, but for feeling. The tone is mystical, introspective, and emotionally raw, capturing the timeless ache of longing and the beauty of not knowing.

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🎤 Lyrics – “Spinning Toward the Flame”
Subtitle: A Song About the Meaning of Life

Intro  
She walks the edge of morning light  
A question burning in her chest  
The sky won’t answer, the earth won’t speak  
But something moves beneath her feet  

Verse 1  
I touched the silence in a crowded room  
Felt the ache of every soul  
We chase the sun, we fear the moon  
We dig for truth in empty holes  

Verse 2  
I saw a child draw stars in sand  
Then wash them out with laughing hands  
Is meaning made or does it land  
Like thunder cracking through the land?  

Pre-Chorus  
And I’m spinning, spinning toward the flame  
Not knowing if it heals or maims  

Chorus  
Oh, life—what are you hiding?  
A riddle wrapped in breath and bone  
We dance, we fall, we keep colliding  
With dreams that never leave us alone  

Interlude  
She walks, she walks, she walks…  

Verse 3  
I kissed a ghost beneath the rain  
It whispered, “You are not your pain”  
The stars don’t care, the wind won’t stay  
But still we rise and lose our way  

Verse 4  
I wrote my name in ash and fire  
Then watched it vanish in desire  
The meaning shifts, the lines expire  
But still I climb the wire  

Bridge  
Is it love, is it loss, is it light?  
Is it the echo of a sleepless night?  
Is it the hand that pulls you through  
Or the voice that says, “Begin anew”?  

Reprise  
I’m spinning, spinning toward the flame  
Not knowing if it heals or maims  
But I go, I go, I go again  
To find the soul beneath the name  

Chorus (reprise)  
Oh, life—what are you hiding?  
A riddle wrapped in breath and bone  
We dance, we fall, we keep colliding  
With dreams that never leave us alone  

Outro  
She walks the edge of morning light  
A question burning in her chest  
The sky won’t answer, the earth won’t speak  
But something moves beneath her feet  

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© Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. All rights reserved.

Spinning Toward the Flame

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Written by DD Danahy (see below for credits) 
Reptilian aliens from Planet Z
Controlling our minds with phones and T.V.
They don’t really care about what we believe 
Gonna mess up the earth, and then just leave

I don’t like brag about the things that I see
No one ever takes me very seriously
But I’ve been watching and I know what’s up
I got a line on this conspiracy stuff

Everybody laughs at my tin foil hat
But I don’t any part of that
It isn’t funny and it’s not a joke
They always seem to think we had too much to smoke

Reptilian aliens from Planet Z
Controlling our minds with phones and T.V.
They don’t really care about what we believe 
Gonna mess up the earth, and then just leave

Transistor radio tuned to Art Bell
Confirming all the theories I know so well
He has a lot of info and knows the deal
With the geometric shapes in my cornfield 

I heard they were conspiring with the “reds”
Pretty soon we’re all gonna be dead
gonna violate us with an anal probe
We’re already hooked up to the electrodes

Reptilian aliens from Planet Z
Controlling our minds with phones and T.V.
They don’t really care about what we believe 
Gonna mess up the earth, and then just leave


D D Danahy Electronic Instruments, Guitars, Lead Vocals 
https://dddanahy.bandcamp.com/
Kathy Freeman Backing Vocals
https://kathyfreeman.bandcamp.com
Stone Catcherye Drums and Backing Vocals 
https://soundcloud.com/stonecatcherye
Russell Sinfield Bass, Mixing and Mastering
https://soundcloud.com/russell-sinfield

Darren Douglas Danahy wrote a complete demo version of this song in Ableton Live and as is our usual workflow he sent me the whole project and we went from there.

Drums from Stoney were added to replace most of the Digitakt ones, new bass was added by me and another lot of Bass 6 by 3D as well as vocals from Kathy Freeman and Stone.

All in all a fun project and a great track to launch the new BC page, thank you 3D for graciously letting me have your hard earned creativity adorn this and for Kathy and Stone joining in the fun.

The art is by the very magnificent Wou Wou & The Wormling 
Instagram.com/wouwouandthewormling

Cheers Russ 31/03/2020

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Reptilian Aliens From Planet Z

Learn more: Propaganda, an influential book written by Edward L. Bernays in 1928, incorporated the literature from social science and psychological manipulation into an examination of the techniques of public communication: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Propaganda_%28book%29

Also available on my YouTube channel: https://youtu.be/WTZzEYDlteM
(Made with more than 160 cuts...) :)

Propaganda

On YouTube

music & master . ღahan 💀 ღahan @mahan-mahan
instrumental here: Archipelago Renascitur https://soundcloud.com/mahan-mahan/archipelago-renascitur-final-mix
lyrics, vocals & their mix, cover body, design & photography . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh


THE ACHING
_____________________

go on back where you came - I am the aching
the burn - still here

circles and bags you think are my eyes
still here, I’m still here

who can see me?
who can see me among you all?
I am the aching!
who can see me among you all?
I am the aching!

I am the corner, I am the bearer

the aching!
I am the aching!

who among you can see? 
who among you can see me? 
I am the aching, the still here, I am the corner
the bearer, the darkened and shadowed
darkened and shadowed

the hurdle dresses himself with my organs
circles and bags you think are my eyes
but who can see me among you all? now, who? tell me who? can see me?
tell me who can see me among you all?
among you all?
among you all?
who among you can see me?

I am the aching, i am the corner, I am the bearer
of the service an originator

the Aching - ღahan 💀 ღahan | myrh

Kit: CS2x, Seaboard, Factory, Poly2, Sample, Aparillo, Launchpad, Logic Pro X...
Vocals: Brad Sucks (treated)

Acknowledgements: [Vocal samples]
- “Work Out Fine” by Brad Sucks(c) copyright 2006 Licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution (3.0) license.

Work It Out (ft. Brad Sucks)

Lots of things found around the house were sampled and mangled for the percussion aspect of this track. Time consuming, but fun.

Full Metal Cardigan

root instrumental (composition with piano+) . Enigma Curry @enigmacurry
find it here: "Migratorium" https://soundcloud.com/enigmacurry/migratorium
arrangement, additional fixings (bass, guitar, drum), final mix & master . Arma Ignifera @herronsound
lyrics , vocals & their pre-mix, artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh

https://nothingispersonal.wordpress.com/2017/03/30/warmth/
This poem was also weaved into this song https://soundcloud.com/myrhyum/beauty-soul-maat
WARMTH
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and i go to those hidden valleys and ridges
known to the likes of ancient creatures and spirits
and with my eyes down and my hair wild
i ask my lovers of past
to take my picture

as if the mist did never have lips!
and mossy bark won’t hold even a scrape of my skin!
there standing in
defiance and manic understanding
like a tease
my hair wild

i feel
i am no mystery
without my warmth
for the cold-pressed loss
lasts, lasts
time itself, baked in your name

the creatures and spirits
my eyes and hair,
we burn
and rise once again

so lovers of past
take my picture
for my warmth i send

________________

background lyrics:

FILLIIN UP WITH MO

see far, no worry my love
said we never know (wait...)
oh all i can say
I am full and 

said i wanted for nothing more
said i wanted for nothing more

my love
well we never know (really) know a way
a way

said i wanted for nothing more
said i wanted for nothing more

still fillin up with mo

and I'm still fillin up with more
fillin up with mo

I am full and i'm fillin up some mo*!

* remembering 'mo(u)rning'

Fillin' Up With Mo`  - A MyrmahEnigmaniferaCurry

Part 3 of 266
Installments to be released every Saturday.
I use a complete hybrid of organic & electronic sounds in this project. Nothing is out of the question and no limits are set on how things may evolve one way or another.

Part 1: https://soundcloud.com/belial-pelegrim/taffeta-part1
Part 2: https://soundcloud.com/belial-pelegrim/taffeta-part2

The TAFFETA Playlist: https://soundcloud.com/belial-pelegrim/sets/taffeta-a-266-part-musical

TAFFETA | Part 3

electroacoustic composition on a background of chirping birds.
(headphones recommended)

Gazouillis

a.k.a.  -..-
Pre-releases and Experiments
- Final releases via https://linktr.ee/dashdotdotdash (Apple Music, Spotify)
Support creativity through Bandcamp.

- Artists: 
  (1) -..- , xperimental 
  (2) XLab3 , xperimental
  (3) Ding Dong , vintage electronica

- xmachines: Logic Korg Yamaha Orchid Moog Teenage Engineering iApps ccMixter freemusicarchive field recordings radio
- Header Image Acknowledgement: (my silhouette in front of) an excerpt from the video, 'Plato's Alley' by Charles Atlas (2008)
- Profile Image Acknowledgement: 'Switching Marys' by Mike Kelley (2004-2005)

- History: 
1980s - Casio VL-tone, Wasp synth, Moog Concertmate MG-1, 2 track compact cassette recordings: tape to tape mixing ... emergence of Ding Dong. Revelled in the limitations in lo-fi sonic pallette and student budget...
1990s - Upgraded to 4-track compact cassette recordings... Casio CZ1000.
2000s - finally onto DAWs & xmachines & budget soft/hard synthesis & quirkiness in the Hikari Monos......Cakewalk>Sonar>Logic