i feel so upset

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TREAT YOU LIKE BITCH - NOKILAM

Neet Zone

I've been thinking about you lately 
About how much you fucking hate me
And how you said I could never amount to anything
I think the fact that you were right
Is the thing that's keeping me up all night
But despite all of that you're not the worst that I've ever seen

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to shut up

All the things I've done that seem to make you run away
Things you can't be bothered to say
And you never seem to notice all the things I do
It's like I don't exist and neither do you

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to give a fuck


Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands
Rethink your life and your process 
Every failure doesn’t sting any less
Break down when it doesn’t come easily 
Give up when you turn twenty-three
Hear truths that hit too close to home
Get scared to go out on your own 
Love it when you get stuck in place 
With that empty look that’s on your face
Hasn’t happened yet it never will
You never had those kind of skills 
Why can’t you just realize the fact 
That this will be your final act
Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands

No More Spiders

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Say to You

I dream of you and I get possessed
You dream right back and you get obsessed
As we both start to fade away
The feeling stays, the feeling stays

Handguns are beautiful
If you really take the time
If you really take the time
Handguns are beautiful
When I dream of you and I
When I dream of you and I
Handguns are beautiful
They're so beautiful
They're really beautiful
If you really take the time
If you dream of you and I

I dream of you and I get possessed
You dream right back and you get obsessed
As we both start to fade away
The feeling stays, the feeling stays

Handguns are beautiful
If you really take the time
If you really take the time
Handguns are beautiful
When I dream of you and I
When I dream of you and I
Handguns are beautiful
If you really take the time
If you really take the time
Handguns are beautiful
When I dream of you and I
When I dream of you and I

(2017)

Handguns Are Beautiful

my life really sucks
so fuck it im getting drunk
ill have a beer or two
and maybe go shoot myself

ill drink myself to death
cause its all fuckin pointless
i hope i die tonight
by alcohol poisoning

goodbye everyone
it was nice knowing you all
but this is my end
you wont ever see me again
forgive me im sorry
this is the best apology
that i could do
dont worry about me just worry about you

just worry about you

alcohol poisoning

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

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Wrong -f4keonl1ne
Temptation -f4keonl1ne
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