i feel so upset

basicinternetwannabe - beta orbiter (willow☆ cover)

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Rick Reese - Opposites Attack

Under:
Stayed up late
Talking on discord and playing video games
Can not blame
Anyone or anything but my stupid brain
I’m a fucking dumb ass just like preripped wrote about 
And like NEET, no doubt
Everybody I know in real life says I’m getting sick of you
Your rooms always dirty, and your hair is messy plus you keep making fun of Jews 
Nothing you possibly ever say could ever get me to change my mind
Please just leave in my room so I can close the blinds cause

Heard it all before
Dumb ass, retard, I’m a dumb fuck
Brain dead to the core
Think fast, hit hard, my life just sucks

Eggy:
I cant tell whether or not I made the right decision 
I have failed to comprehend thoughts with precision

I'm a stupid dumb fuck in the making
I'm genuinely retarded there's no mistaking 
I feel like a rock with a bunch of limitations
Always kicked around like an irritation 
I don't know why you think I can form thoughts from my head when i cant count to two

Hatsune Miku:
Heeeeeeeey, I don't know what happened to my brain
When you talk I never understand
I'm so dumb, tough luck
Brain is just numb, dumb fuck

I'm so fucking dumb, I'm just a total fuck up oooooooo
I won't ever get through to you

eggy x under ft. hatsune miku - DUMB F*CK

chorus
ill always be alone
ill always be at home
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same
ill always be afraid
ill never be Ok
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same

verse
marching towards insanity
it has the best of me yea
i dont know whats wrong with me
im living on repeat and
i can fix it easily
but im too sad and lazy
everything is such a waste
all of this pain just breaks me

chorus
ill always be alone
ill always be at home
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same
ill always be afraid
ill never be Ok
ill never change my ways
ill always stay the same


stay the same

follow https://soundcloud.com/sincerelystacy

hey man 
its been a long time
are you still even alive
did you get a wife?

it all went by so fast
why cant i return to the past
my lifes still so held back
held back by my mistakes

[sincerely stacy]
hey man minecraft ring a bell
anyways hope you're doing well
wonder how you've been
been so long since then
years pass you're offline 
used to play all the time
black ops and castle crashers 
but now you got family matters

the old days are gone 
wonder why you moved on
we used to get along
wonder why you moved on
i know why you moved on

[roadkill & sincerely stacy]
all the games we played together
your voice, i cant remember
your nothing but a fleeting memory
and i cant change a thing
i cant change a thing

last online 12 years ago (ft sincerely stacey)

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life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

Blue eyes and red hair,
The only one that cares
And you're so far away
And I don't think that it's fair
I wish you were here
And I wish that I was there
But I don't really care
Just as long as we're a pair

Blue eyes and red hair,
I'll lay my soul bare
In 2 months I'll be there
Without a thought to spare
Cause you take it away,
Yeah, you take all my despair
I don't really care,
I'm so happy we're a pair

I cannot wait to kiss your lips
Or feel you trace 
the scars etched into my wrists
I need to feel like you
Want to be with me
As one and only
And suffocate my thoughts
Cause they don't ever help

basicinternetwannabe - beta orbiter (willow☆ cover)

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