A spiritual interlude - preview

A selection of the tracks I made that a person could reasonably read or work to.

Calm and Focused

My most philosophical and amped up electronica. Great for programming or for starting off your day and leading into some meditation with some philosophy.

Philosophical and Industrial

To preface this, I'd just like to say a few words. Trigger Warning. Almost biblical proportion. SATAN. AND LUCIFER. DETAINED.
How did your Level 9 DORK SPELL affect the dead kid, George?
It's a shame you turned into a Nonce. You were obsessed with me. All I had to do... was make eye contact with you. And the Attention Seeker came out. Loud, too quiet, always walking ahead, wet behind the ears, totally ignorant. From rotten sick and putrid blood. 
Photos, videos, recording my voice for Gore (bloodpain) Discord chats. You are the Vilest, Dirty, Cancerous little boy I ever met.
I'll be having EVERYTHING you have that you can see in your house George. And everything I never had. Not much to share for the last 8 years of our so-called Gay Marriage. You were young, yes. But were you stupid enough to fall for my LABYRINTH OF ECLESESIASTICAL THOUGHT? Were you obstinate toward your own joy? Did your Happiness bring only sadness? Did you leave your Self by itself and behind you? Somewhere...? Have you left YOUR FRIENDS. Or did they fucking DITCH you haha. I bet you've been in some fine fucking messes in your lifetime. Let the Jockey ride the Horsey.

Family Over Everything. Do unto others as they do unto you. Treat others with kindness and respect. AND FUCKING GROW UP YOU LITTLE PAEDO. Giggly! Haha FUNNY. You liked it when I sang Cheeky Girls for you didn't you. Made you feel like one of the Mean Girls. TOTALLY FUCKING WEIRD. I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. YOU ARE SELFISH, DISRESPECTFUL, UNACCOMODATING, SALACIOUS, SINFUL, INEPT AND THE MOST MANIPULATIVE, DECEPTIVE PERSON I HAVE EVER MET. 
I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME WE HUNG OUT. I REMEMBER THE TIME WE FIRST MET. YOU APPEARED LONELY, GEORGE. YOU WERE LOOKING FOR A HOST FOR BLACK MAGIC. OF COURSE, PERHAPS IT MIGHT BE GRACIOUS OF ME TO INFORM YOU. YOU DEFINITELY 100% OPENED THE 7 HELLS WITH JARRO. THE BLACK FUCKING PARTICLE. THAT MOVES FASTER THAN LIGHT. AND YOUR MOLDY FUCKING CHODE. NUMB THE PAIN, JARRO. FEEL THE CURSE, GEORGE.
I HAVE WRITTEN A CURSE UNDER MY BED TO PROTECT FROM YOUR BLACK MAGIC. THIS WAS WRITTEN MANY YEARS AGO, GIVEN BY A DEAR FRIEND. HOW AM I SO SURE YOU TWO... DID THAT THING? WELL I HAVE A PHOTO. OF SOMETHING THAT APPEARED IN MY BEAD. IT WAS PURGATORY. IT WAS THE ENTRANCE TO YOUR HELL. HAD I NOT, BOUGHT. THE BEAD. THE STONE. TWO STONES.
WE MAY HAVE ALL FALLEN IN TO THE VOID OF ABYSMAL DISGRACE AND ETERNAL PAIN. WHERE VECTORS DESTROY YOU AND MESHES FUCK YOU UP. AND ONE VOICE. 
SERIOUSLY, the dumbest Columbine fans you'll ever meet. No, not me. The other ones. I wonder what you and your Dad get up to, George. You seemed distant from your family while I was in the room. 
I know what it takes to stand up for what I believe in and what I hold most true to my heart. Love is the unspoken. The Devil is in the details. Sammy? :O 8=D O G

I've noticed many things about George that I have never seen any of my family or friends, repeat into my life. Constantly nagging me, swinging my door back and forth. Those last few times you came over, George. I imagined You split down the middle. I don't know why. It might be the fact I've seen That Material that you would throw up against Easily. 
Chainsaw Man made its way onto my Facebook feed when I was about 14. This was an old Terryistic video involving two men knelt down beside each other. One man behind. Chainsaw through one guy, same through the next.  It's a shame I have to tell everyone this. I still remember flashes of this. I knew THEN. About gore and what the fuck it can do to someone's biochemistry. Just about to start my GCSEs and I see that on my feed. I was distraught with no support. I had a mind to see over the Blood eventually. It's just how best you can distract yourself quickly and in the moment, to prevent such horrors from forming in Your mind. Wow.
GOODBYE. WHATEVER. YOU. NUMPTY. JUST. OBSERVE. NIHILISM. EVERY. SAMSARA. Suck my shit through a funnel in Hell, you weird little boy. Not you.
16/08/2023

18+ DAD NSFW (The Gulag We Opened at Work)

LDZ - LimaDeltaZebra

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Two Tons - Ruggish (Tumble Audio)

Love

Somewhere in My Heart

Karaoke 80s Hits, Vol. 9

Somewhere In My Heart (Originally Performed By Aztec Camera) [Full Vocal Version]

Robert Miles - Children

Another one of those Alan Watts tracks - but also, my first track ever!

I've just arrived to now

Zen Buddhism

just a playlist for my friends to give me feedback. How does this album make you feel? It's about my journey recently / all of my life.

A walk across a non-euclidian garden in eleven dimensions

Just a bit of silence

Evergreen Notes

Critical Thought

Streaming Ambient Music

This whole album is an attempt to capture what my spiritual awakening was like. I love this choir, their voices are so beautiful.

A spiritual interlude

Hallelujah

I got all these samples off Splice, and I used them to make something I could meditate to. Maybe you also can meditate to it!

Owoummmmb

Disassociative Fugue

I made this track while trying to create something a little more anxious and energetic for focused study- I think it came out too energetic and might be much more amazing with a vocalist adding some color to the track.
I was playing with polyrhythms a lot while trying to make this track, trying to make just 4 samples create a meaningful progression based on which part overlapped.

A Pool Of Potential Energy [ early]

This is the feeling of playing video games on a Sunday, when you don't have anywhere you need to be. 
Something's off about the end- I'm not sure how it should trail off, maybe the whole track rather than in pieces? I'd love some feedback.

Lazy Sunday Video Games [ Early]

With Daniel Schmachtenberger on lead vocals, from The War on Sensemaking
Give it a watch here, it's great! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LqaotiGWjQ

Original CC-BY license here: https://www.youtube.com/t/creative_commons
Shout out to Daniel, who blogs here: https://civilizationemerging.com/

Cognitive Complexity

A song for writing code to- stay focused!

Code Format

I'm a professor of computer science, and I also now make music! It's early days yet, but everyone knows beginner's mind is great for art. I'd love some feedback on anything you listen to, I'm fairly new to making music.

Disassociative Fugue

Lizard The Wizard