i didn't know i could experience a breakup without experiencing a breakup

this was the first song i ever heard from you and im just happy im still in love with it

is it just me or does the guitar kind of sound like Apple Pie?

Please put these songs back on Apple Music or YouTube, something they’re so beautiful and they touch so many people to be hidden away, thank you :)

lizzy lizzy lizzy !!

lyrics:

why do i keep coming back to this?
it's like a book I can't quite figure out
so I read it in pieces
sometimes it hurts
gotta set it down for a bit
but I always come back to this

why do I keep running into this?
every time I make a wrong turn
I end up on your doorstep
sometimes it hurts
gotta step away for a bit
but I always come back to this

I always come back to this

and maybe I'm stupid
for thinking the world might end
and maybe I'm stupid
for thinking you'd be with me when it did
and maybe you'd be better off
if you never saw me again
again

but god damn I keep coming back to this
I've tried to understand
but I can't make it make sense
maybe its time to just
kind of go with it

cause even if it's not now
I will end up here somehow
it's physics or it's fate and I can't stop it
I always come back to this
I always come back to this

physics or fate (voice memo)

flight risk - lizzy mcalpine

a demo given out as a pre-save bonus. all rights belong to lizzy. 💜

i don’t really understand (demo) - lizzy mcalpine

from lizzy mcalpines Instagram live on the 2nd July 2022

lizzy mcalpine - “fault line” {unreleased}

extended audio based off the minute long demo lizzy posted

you’re no good at being sober - lizzy mcalpine

five seconds flat 

lizzy mcalpine - learning/unlearning

lizzy mcalpine - The Long Haul

new music! woo! just a demo of a cute lil song i wrote last summer.

lyrics:

when i cry you cry
is this real life?
i wanna know
take me down to the coast

it's a new feeling
not thinking, just feeling
i wanna know
is this feeling revealing my soul?

sunburn on my nose
sun in the sky
your hand on my thigh
you pick up a rose
from the path down to the beach
you hold it out and say "you're beautiful"
why'd you do that to me?

this is bliss
when you kiss me
i am so oblivious to what's out there
don't you worry if i start to stare
oh cause nothing's wrong
this is how it should have felt all along
now i feel truly happy
i deserve to be happy

when it rains i smile
do you wanna stay a while with me?
am i falling? maybe
but it's TBD
honestly

i love being alive right now
i hate saying goodbye but i love how
it feels to let go
i know that it'll help me to grow

oh, oh, this is bliss
when you kiss me
i am so oblivious to what's out there
don't you worry if i start to stare
oh cause nothing's wrong
this is how it should have felt all along
now i feel truly happy
i deserve to be happy

bliss

i don't know you at all (voice memo)

rlly proud of this one :)

lyrics:
i couldn't stand in a room with you
and not think about that night
i had to cross the street if we were
walking on the same side
it just hurt too much
too many reminders that i messed things up
but now
we're okay again

i had to block you on instagram
so i wouldn't feel impatient
i had to stop myself at least once a day
from thinking how her haircut makes us look the same and
it hurt a bunch
too many reminders that i messed things up
but now
we're okay again

i've been taking my time not tryna get high with all the wrong people
we've been growing apart but i guess that's what happens to some people
and i know we're not friends but i'll always be here if you need people
i'm just glad that we're okay again

we had a party at our place
and you showed up with your best friends
it wasn't weird it wasn't awkward
it was just like seeing an old friend
after 4 whole months
i don't remember ever seeing you so happy
i guess we knew it wasn't meant to be us

it's been 4 whole months
i don't remember ever being this happy
i guess we knew it wasn't meant to be us

i've been taking my time not tryna get high with all the wrong people
we've been growing apart but i guess that's what happens to some people
and i know we're not friends but i'll always be here if you need people
i'm just glad that we're okay again

okay again (voice memo)

another one! enjoy :')

lyrics:

why am i pulled to you?
and why does it never feel like
i'm finished talking
when we're finished talking?

why am i pulled to you?
and why does it never feel right
to not pick up when you're calling?

you know me so well
even if you don't know my favorite type of cereal
you know me so well
even though we're both different people now

it's stupid, it's so stupid to miss you like this
i feel stupid, so stupid to miss you like this
cause i told you to go and you went
oh, what did i expect?
so it's stupid, it's stupid, i know that it's stupid
to love you
but i can't help it

how did we get here?
it makes no sense but it feels like
a sign from god
that i keep ignoring

how did we get to this place we're in?
it makes no sense but it feels right
and maybe that's god
i probably shouldn't ignore him

you know me so well
even if you don't know my favorite type of cereal
you know me so well
even if you don't know i don't believe in god anyhow

but it's stupid, it's so stupid to miss you like this
i feel stupid, so stupid to miss you like this
cause i told you to go and you went
oh, what did i expect?
so it's stupid, it's stupid, i know that it's stupid
to love you
but i can't help it

stupid (voice memo)

when the world stopped moving (voice memo)

lyrics:

it's been 30 days since i last saw you
30 days since we had nothing to fear
it's been too long now
i'm scared that i'm forgetting how you feel
30 days is way too real

it's been 4 weeks since i last saw you
4 weeks since we made plans to go north
it's been too long now
i'm scared that i'm forgetting you
i feel all out of sorts
4 weeks and i'm not yours

i've been reading books
i've started puzzles
i've been listening to all the greats
i've been trying new foods
i've been buying new shoes
but i can't seem to forget that it's been 30 days

it's been a month since i last saw you
no matter how you say it, it still means the same
it's been too long now
i think that i've forgotten how long it takes
for me to fall, i'm afraid
this time it wasn't long at all
and why it wasn't, i can't say
in fact it just took
30 days

30 days (voice memo)

hi i make tiny low quality bathroom covers lol welcome

stupid (voice memo)

Lizzy McAlpine

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