great defiant cocky in your face blues vocal and steady musical backup..hard controlled beat..great picture. not much of an argument to ask to accept a proposal but it may work???

We want more ! Fantastic work of ya all ! : )

Vocals are so on point, awesome classic rock here!

I should ‘like’ this wherever i find it cause its one if the slickest and sickest things ive heard on here. Got a deep swampy sway to it that i just love...

"The beatings. The coldness. You never saw a smile."

Jimmy Stewart recounts experiences which are piercingly harrowing - but not uncommon.

He is one of thousands of survivors of institutions for children in Northern Ireland, where abuse of young residents was widespread.

When he was eight, Jimmy was taken into Nazareth Lodge in Belfast - a place he quietly describes as "a nightmare".

His mother had died of cancer, aged 32. His father was deaf and unable to speak.

"Though he tried to look after us, he couldn't," Jimmy says.

He remembers the nun who met him and his younger brother Patrick at the door called them "wee mongrels".

The boys didn't know what that meant at the time, but later learned it was a reference to his parents' mixed marriage - one was a Catholic, the other a Protestant.

Jimmy Stewart remembers getting "the mother and father of all beatings" after he ran at a nun when she was physically abusing his younger brother, Patrick.

The vivid nature of his memories are clear when he describes how a nun beat him "with her weapon of choice - a rung from a baby's cot, with piping and light blue paint on it".

Explaining how he became an alcoholic, Jimmy says: "If you ask anyone who's a heavy drinker, they'll tell you that you don't dream in a drunken sleep.

"You don't have nightmares. You don't have flashbacks. It numbs you. Keeps all that stuff away. Until the point it's going to kill you. Which it nearly did to me."

He describes spending "three years behind a locked door in my own house".

"I hadn't bathed or shaved. I think the last three months I spent in the same bathrobe."

He began to recover after he went into hospital.

But his older brother, Victor, "drank himself to death".

Jimmy becomes particularly emotional when he talks about how Victor was "so much changed" by what happened in Rubane House.

"We were always close. But those years took it out of us."

As an adult, Victor "couldn't discuss it - he probably didn't think there was any help for him".

Jimmy regrets deeply that Victor hasn't lived to hear the state apology.

Lyrics.

Hello little mongrel
Come on in
This is just the place
To cure you of your sin

We'll beat you black and blue
With whatever comes to hand
You'll learn to obey
All of our demands

I drink to hide the flashbacks
I drink to numb my mind
Therapy's no good for me
I'm afraid what I will find

You took me and my brothers
Took us down to hell
We never had a smile or love
Became an empty shell

I can't believe in afterlife
I wish I could at times
They'd throw you in the darkest place
To pay for all your crimes

I drink to hide the flashbacks
I drink to numb my mind
Therapy's no good for me
I'm afraid what I will find

You got away with everything
Now you're not here to find
The children trusted to your care
You left broken and maligned

Suffer The Little Children

Composed & Produced by : Chivicke
HomeStudio Productions ©2022
Photographer : Alexander Krivitskiy

I´ll Tickle Your Back Again

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Watch the music video:  https://vimeo.com/755673453

What Are We?

What are we are the ones who were undefeated
The last ones standing ground
What are we are the enemies of your outrage
Conspiracies of sound

What are we?
What are we?

What are we are just waiting for the right moment
To send that message home
What are we are not making the rules here buddy
You break them on your own

What are we?
What are we?

Remember where you found me
Underneath the stars
But your eyes and my eyes were locked and loaded
And your heart and my heart trigger pulled

What are we are so sick of this endless crazy
The lies that will not die
What are we are still trying to fight the power
The evil from inside

What are we?
What are we?
What are we?
What are we?

What Are We?

Lyrics by Liz Petty
Music by Kate Stanton

V1 
a tender heart 
under thin skin 
allows 
fragile love 
to unfold 
to begin 

like before 
it could 
falter 
and end 

it could 
hurt deep… 
hurt deep 
within 

C 
how can 
I know 
and believe… 

that someone 
like you 
could love 
someone 
like me? 

how can 
I trust 
the love 
I’m in? 

how can 
I know 
what you 
intend? 

V2 
a growing flame 
between friends 
allows 
deeper love 
to evolve 
to sink in 

like before 
it could 
happen 
again 

it could 
blossom… 
blossom 
within 

C 
how can 
I know 
and believe… 

that someone 
like you 
could love 
someone 
like me? 

how can 
I trust 
the love 
I’m in? 

how can 
I know 
what you 
intend? 

B 
I’m timid 
I’m afraid 
sometimes 
I want to 
run away 

I want to 
feel safe 

I’m wishful 
I’m enthralled 
sometimes 
I want to 
love strong 

I want to 
have it all 

how can 
I know? 
oh … 
how can 
I know?

C 
how can 
I know 
and believe 
that someone 
like you 
could love 
someone 
like me? 

how can 
I trust 
the love 
I’m in? 

how can 
I know 
what you 
intend?

How Can I Know? (Feat. lyrics by Liz Petty)

Here’s my latest song writing effort with piano, electric piano, bass, drums, guitar, steel drum, synths and vocals! 
Thank you to my awesome bf Sander for another gorgeous mastered version. 😊❤️❤️❤️🎶🎤🎼🎹🎵🎧
@wane-of-summer for his awesome creations. 😊💕

Picture by moi. 😊

LONG TIME

The world is a pretty shit, worrying place right now. So play this.

Top Of The World

This is a tripped out electronic ecstatic exploration

Love Express

Love Express - with REKHA - IYERN  [Fe]

The Concept continues with the fifth track: Aquarius. ♒
You can listen to the whole Concept on: https://on.soundcloud.com/y2KhF

Cover Art designer #Rosa Scognamiglio 

Aquarius

Picture Dixtuin CC BY SA Flickr - Brussels, Museum Musical Instruments
https://flic.kr/p/2oxg69A

Clip at https://youtu.be/uqiR07gABWw 
Used samples from https://www.discogs.com/master/236283-Various-Golden-Rain-Balinese-Gamelan-Music-Ketjak-The-Ramayana-Monkey-Chant 1969
Golden Rain - Balinese Gamelan Music - Ketjak: The Ramayana Monkey Chant

Audio File:
Samples Golden Rain B - Mix 28 - 4-2023 - Mr.wav
Loose stems and unmastered version available upon request

Collage Dance

Collage dance

Steve's song, voice and guitar backed by Josh and Ken - powerful blues rock for your enjoyment :)
Produced by Llanpsych

Better Than Nothing - Steve's Planet, Entheogenic Psychonaut (Josh Clary) and K2 and the Three

Things To Do (Aristotle Knew)

Psych sounds, dub vibes and a whole bunch of FX in operation
SoundCloud collabs most welcome. Remixes, guitar bashing, conceptualising (a big word for a guitar player, I know) or whatever you have 😎

Member of the transatlantic music machine that is The Eclectic Collective

Member of Mid-Wales’ premier cheezepunk band The Recursives - watch us get down and booogie!!
https://youtu.be/NilRLxx6D8E 

Logo and cover art by Marianne

You may wish to check out my older dub based stuff here 
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/TwJYv9QgWsDdKNvu9

Better Than Nothing - Steve's Planet, Entheogenic Psychonaut (Josh Clary) and K2 and the Three

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