OG: sewerperson - what if, sewerperson - better off numb

tired

very shit tekk cause idk how to make music lol (if it even can be called that)

also im usually very zoned when i do it dont judge :3

Life is only filled with betrayal
Once you lose your beloved





Lesbian<3
Girlfriend:Luna RIP
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I hate my family
My family’s a bitch there all chatty hoes
I love art
Cod
Fortnite 
Siege
Anime
Manga
Novels
Yuri 
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I'm worthless scum anyway, so maybe I deserve this.
I'm nothing more than a slave for you to push around. I have no say in what people do to me, or what happens to me. Maybe I'm in hell, and everyone else is a demon here to aid in my torment. ... I wish I believed that, it would be easier. I'm not even human, anyway. I'm a hollow, with a shallow soul. There's nothing in me at all.
Is this what you wanted? To strip me of my humanity? Is it fun to dehumanise me? Does it get you off? Is that all I'm worth? If I had ended myself earlier, it would've been better. The only thing I regret is not kicking the chair earlier, and not transitioning earlier. But I guess that wouldn't happen anyway. I feel like a robot; borderline emotionless, malfunctioning/defective, an object, only here to serve other people's whims. Why are people impossible to please? It's irritating. I'm even willing to go so far as to mutilate myself for your enjoyment, but you still won't stick around. What is it about me? I let you have everything you wanted from me. Why wasn't it enough? I often used to dream of being organ trafficked and such. Perhaps it would have been a better outcome, had it turned out that way. If you had just wiped me out before I would come to realise the hopelessness of my situation.. I hate that I feel this way; I'm so disgustingly inferior, even if I were to become a literal god, I would still be inferior. It's my designated role, inescapable. Regardless of power, money, status, or anything else, I'll always be inferior. It must be written into my flesh, is that why my appearance is so abhorrent to other people? My life is only up to other people to decide. I deserve to be miserable, so it doesn't matter even if it causes me distress. It'd even be less painful if you were to just stab me over and over; I'd prefer you just wrap your hands around my neck and snuff out my existence. Pointless, abject agony. You should just kill me. Go ahead and laugh some more, since l'm just entertainment to you. I hope it makes you feel better. There's nothing more to be done about it, since you're so demented you can't even feel guilt for what you do to me, so just laugh away as I plan to take myself away



Your welcome for some edgy shit








Updated status: dead
This is her sister sadly she committed suicide and I shall take over her account

tired

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