rojo (silo)

like u @diegointhedark

diegointhedark - psycho (feat. tori)

@mental
@pyu

[coldspades]
say you love me but i feel like a nobody
i cant trust cause it always takes a toll on me
if you need to then baby you can hold on me
stole my heart feel your love it takes control of me
x2

it took me way too long to realize that i want you
please dont tell me that you hate me no its not true
i made mistakes that i wish i could just undo
always catch you when you fall you know i got you
i know that i messed up im sorry
its my fault put the blame all on me
just wanna tell you but thats not me
ill be there just stay here dont worry

[mental]
just stay here and wait, love i messed up
these thoughts in my head got me fed up
i tried to be calm but im stressed out
each step that i take's a confession
each step that i take leads me farther away
so maybe its best if neither of us change
got lost in the place where the both of us lay
cant ask you to stay im still way too afraid

spotify

trust ft. mental (meta)

verti - growing pains :/ (diligence)

feat the friendjamin @vairrin
prod @cyandream

@cyandream
why they tryna tear me down,
(always lurkin lookin round)
i gotta make my mama proud,
get back up cant fall down
why they tryna tear me down,
always lurkin lookin round
i gotta make my mama proud

step outside and look around, they look around
like wats that sound, like omg a man down
spark tht 🤫 n passed out,
grab tht,, and spin around

why they tryna tear me down,
always lurkin lookin round
i gotta make my mama proud,
get back up cant fall down
why they tryna tear me down,
always lurkin lookin round
i gotta make my mama proud

yea i got it all what u needin,
pockets way2 strong can't be defeated
idnt really bout how u feelin,
boy u r a pussy get out yr feelings

@vairrin
need to introspect myself
sick of being in this hell
i cant feel myself
need to look into my mind's eye
say im fine but that's a lie
im only free when i get high
if i digest these pills, will i see the light?
or will my body lose this fight?
these questions always race through my mind
this shit an act, i just put on a show
i drown in my sorrows so nobody will know
how i feel inside
why do i do this?
i dont know why
pry into my skin
confused on my gender that's why i stay thin
i'm lost in thought, i never fit
but when im chillin with cyan, i swear that we kin
friend shaped like a friendjamin
we The Twins like we're Kyle and Ken
havin fun, i hope this life won't end
na na, nanana, na na

tear me Down

insta

tear me down↓￬

Produced By Me & @rpsu
w/ @hiseph :]
♬♪⁽⁽◝( • ⌣ • )◜⁾⁾♪♫
i Love You
lyrics;
i feel like a Dead man walking
tell me that You'll love me when I'm rotting
Yk me 2 well when I'm silent ...
they Turned their backs On me but ur not them

it Hurts so bad but Stings so Good
i Bleed 4 u, Wish u Understood
i Turn my arms to Flesh, kisses Burn my neck
i Could be Ur doll to make u think I'm the best

u Say u need Smbdy
ur Not js Anybody
idk Wut it means to u..
But when u say U<3Me
i Could feel my world stop
when u look up 2 me
i think i Could Hold on
Cuz ur worth it to mee

@hiseph
can’t stop
won’t stop til it’s working 
im so alone 
could u show me where my heart is?
adderall, crush it up til it’s nothing
ima dollboy 
but im such a waste of time
she don’t wanna make things right
backseat in the club
you watch me cry
realizeee
we’re soul-tied
i’d do anything to make it right

@uxiexo
Hold my hand
i'll Hold urs
Do i Love u ?
say Of course!
And I know that smth changed in u
I Look @ u, Ur bored T-T

u could rip my hair or break my legs
it'll all be fine if i end up dead
u can call me ur problem
Do U regret it?
tell me when its all gone
i need medicine x.x

Doll (╥ˬ╥) w/ seph (uxie & irusu) *out now on all plats*

@prodrest 

real shit

lyrics:

ion evr wanna leave u on read
what can he give u that i cant instead?
why was it easy to leave me discarded?
please dont hurt me im softhearted
i guess ur feelings already departed
u dont wanna talk 2 me, much less start it
i dont rlly understand what my part is
they told me i got it, ion rlly got it

i dont think ill forget it anytime soon
yea i jus rlly rlly wanna be witchu
yea u made me feel like i had a new purpose
but in ur eyes i guess i just wasnt worth it
do u think i dont deserve it?
do u know how much im hurting?
im sorry if i feel like a burden
my expectations are low
at this point i go with the flow
and they dont rlly know me tho
im jus tryna make it wit my bros
i jus wanna count up 0's

and all of this is goin on in my head
like i dont even wanna get up from bed
i jus wanna know u more
and no i dont wanna be a chore
like are u rlly sure?
u ripped my heart out like gore
and for some reason i want it more..
wipe the blood off the floor
u been all up in my head
and u kno im feelin dead
got me mad asf
yea all i see is red
and u kno ur wrong with the lies u fed 
u dont apologize, u get mad instead

ion evr wanna leave u on read
what can he give u that i cant instead?
why was it easy to leave me discarded?
please dont hurt me im softhearted
i guess ur feelings already departed
u dont wanna talk 2 me, much less start it
i dont rlly understand what my part is
they told me i got it, ion rlly got it

softhearted  ˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗ (rest)

much love <3333
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produced by me and @1crisis
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@minok0
eyes on me when i walk in
but idc bout what they say
let the choppa do the talkin

cuz im next up 
but they always talkin down
put ur fists up

and its different
i dont wanna talk it out
and i miss it
everything we'd tlkabt

idc bout a price
i wont make it thru the night

@omgisai
yeh
i remember back in january
shit was different
i havent been myself in ages
somethings missin
no i cant be with em 
they nevr listen
tell me bout it
(x2)

tlkabt (︶︹︺) w/ isai

@1akura @yuikase
https://open.spotify.com/track/1YEPlMIIDeyhBDkOpyyKBa?si=a602d569728d4184

you know it hurts me
to see u cry
you know it hurts me
so wipe ur eyes
baby believe me
i wouldn't lie
baby im falling
into ur eyes
so baby this time ill do better for the both of us
this time i wont pull away when it gets hard to love
i wanna learn from you
i hope you love me too

maybe ur just way to perfect for mee
im sorry that im not the person u want me to be
i just want u to see
that ur all that i needed
baby believe it
so baby believe it
im falling to pieces
remember the day u said there'd be no more secrets
it keeps me awake
i find myself sleepless
dont throw this away
cus baby i need this

you know it hurts me
to see u cry
you know it hurts me
so wipe ur eyes
baby believe me
i wouldn't lie
baby im falling
into ur eyes
so baby this time ill do better for the both of us
this time i wont pull away when it gets hard to love
i wanna learn from you
i hope you love me too

akura - learn (asagao)

Hi-Hat Love · A minimal hi-hat-driven pop track that explores the pulse of love through layered harmonies and dynamic contrast. 
Written, Composed, and Arranged by K Jae.

verti - growing pains :/ (diligence)

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