feelings and or goodness

Fav of 2025 (4/4)

infectious

Infectious (space)

[@3dssucks + @0k1ro + @lei] 
{i did the other drums and strings @ the end lol}

les go
scared of ur love
les go
scared of ur love i-
ugh ugh scared i-
scared

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

i feel alive
all this energy, i could never die
upon the hills i can see what i cant find
i found beauty with my very own eyes
i think i love her and i dont, and im scared
and my words all in my throat
ur love's my fear i-
drop a tear ugh cry
why me why, all i do is try

i made it thru it on my own 
he talking tough ill cut his throat
we push to start like go go go
like u cant talk u stole my flow
break calcium all in my bones
and love engraved all in my code
i still see you as my own
i still see you as my bro
talk to the mirror--like i know
but i dont want u anymore
slamming the door, im running out
and i aint looking back no more
waking up on the floor
its like a been here before
love u i love u more--then i said

and i dont need ur love 
dont need ur love
and i cant omg
blood in my cuts now
and i could never run
i cant move yea im stuck 
surrounded by drugs
i think i had enough

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again
i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

scared
again
scared of ur love yea scared-
again
scared i-
again
scared
again

i cant breath, stand
relax, one breath
cant think my head
i see again

and i dont need ur love

i see again

spotify

@@tillamookbay @ticoxxx
@100signs

im srry i forgot 2 call
i was way2 gone off paracetamol
its a feeling i dont get at all
shit not working out i gotta let it fall
i was focusing but i still missed the ball
i been goin hard like
how long until i hit a wall??
igot clothes in the mail im not in the mall
rap abt this shit i dont lie bitch i live it all

im not living enoughh
i cant throw the towel in
guess i;ll give it a month
this chance i only get once
red bottoms on bitch im steppin in blood
forget u or me
theres a problem w us:((

2 much cash i cant count it
i dont think ab it
off the pill im leakin tears like a fountain
ya i lost the spark cant keep movin without it
discontinued shit all on my outfit
this shit rlly matters 2 me
hit it out the park i go 2 bat for the team
this shit not over we still got chapters 2 read
i cant get no sleep i got a bag 4 the week
i go mad 4 the green

one chance prod michimani & ticox

https://soundcloud.com/knvb4
https://soundcloud.com/crispyporkbelly
cover by iona strings9 


Iona strings9: Dude this shit’s hard…
Yunjin: Do you think I’m fragile?
Galloper: Aaaaaauaaaauuuhhhhhhhhh
Pork Belly: Ay. It’s pork belly brah. F*ck with me brah- Oh you said pork belly made the beat? Yaahh XD
Galloper: -uuuhhh 
All the things I say to you, I’m too much a mess
I think my words are phony
It’s never been easy, the truth will show you what lies ahead 
but isn’t it sad that it’s over?
Picking up the pieces I can carry all my bones up in my arms 
I’m always oblivious to what can cause me harm 
If I write a letter to you will you know it’s coming from my heart?
Every time I try to build myself up I end up falling apart 
I got lots of things to do, promise I’ll tell you at the end of the day when I’m done I wont wanna be alone 
I can sing you a song it will be so much fun 
Play with the leaves in the lawn, I’ve got no reason to fall into the dirt
And if I do I’ll get back up 
Give me one good reason being free’s not enough 
Free’s not enough, free’s not enough 
uuuhhhh
Iona strings9:
Snow falls with or without you
You could pick one or you could pick two
Making things up as we go along
Just promise me you’ll see it through
Ignoring phone calls, I’m fouling you
We could flip a coin it’s only win or lose
Catch me in public only wearing Trues
Don’t do what I say just do what I do
Fall down backwards, these lights are blinding
The sky is so black but the stars are shining
I fucked up one time, and still I’m trying
I lucked up this time, so why all the crying?
Summer comes again, follow your heart
Just playing my part when im fucked up
Nothing can ever fulfill me, it’s a small cup
So just cut my feelings and still we always make up

galloper & iona strings9 - untying knots   produced by pork belly

ああ、こんな簡単なことがずっとわからなかった
他者と同化した身体なんかいらないや
頭隠すよりハート変えたほうが
らんらんな日々が待っているから

また成長した　ご飯食べたおかげかな
大盛りみなぎるパワー
憧れの存在に近づいた
和やかな想いが実を結んだ

残さず食べれたピーマン
ビタミン含んだ食事のキーマン
また広がる可能性は
奇跡起こす糧にきっとなるから

繋げるモチモチのエナジー
ふっくらと炊けた　グリコーゲンに
助けてもらう日々の暮らし
必ず守り抜くみんなのおいしい


守りたいのに守られるばっかで
もっと早く大きくなりたくて
ただひたすら焦ってばっかで
過ごした時間を噛み締めずにいて

お子さまでも力生み出せ
Party up 君とまた食べたくて
このシェアする力信じて
心踊らすヒーローになれ

party up

二分したがる世界
どっちでも不正解
押し付けんな限界
今日も着こなすネクタイ

緩んでゆく声帯
訪れない例外
続かぬ現在
考えたら目眩

思い通りならない
ただ分かれた身体
自分でもわかんない
同情ならいらない

けどまだ叶えたい
氷上から消えない
抱きしめたら未来
輝いてお願い

infini

S1 E10 if your boyfriend was a songwriter

pamela of a lifetime

we’re all just vibin’ to the same heartbeat

@gmodravemix

i dont want it to end
ill lose another friend
and ill mess up again and again and again
and again and like 8 times like four 2s
need something else to look forward to
cant live for myself ill live for you
my life been crashing it turns blue
i never wanted to hurt you
i never wanted to

i never want to desert you
i hope you know what youre worth
really i dont know how i deserve you
nothings perfect but you make it hurt less
im not worth it but you make me forget
run in circles and land at your doorstep
i just want to be in your heart
i just want to be in your head


mess (og)

@affectional
i'm tryna figure this out
idk what this about
i sit here smokin this loud
i got my head in the clouds
i'm tired of being in crowds
i'm hearing voices they're loud
what am i hearing whats that sound
whats that sound
i'm tryna keep you around
i feel so lonely in this house
you're my only
i think im dying slowly
love your body you're so holy
lets keep it on the lowkey
lowkey
no one needs to know i keep you closely
close to me
lovin how your feelin so cozy
stole my heart you knew that i was healing
high as fuck staring at the ceiling
ima lie here till i die
till i die 
@lluneth
君のこと何もわからないよ
頭がおかしい回らないよ
家で一人考えるけれど
何も答えは生まれないよ
冬に備え巣をあたためる
君の帰りをまだまつ
今夜もまた一人の夜

辞めたいもう全部
見つめないでよ怖いよ
求めてない安っぽい同情
また一つ増える別の顔
クソな考え追い出す
脳が侵入されてる
薬が必要今すぐ
殺して今すぐ
楽になれるのなら
全てを手放し
空の向こうへ
君の所へ

空家 w kratom chan

I still try to recreate the feeling I got from you
I know it will never be the same
It will never be the same
I fell down just to find out that no one's there for me
I won't try to pick myself up because I don't feel the need
It doesn't feel right but I know that there's nothing I can do
I hope that you're happy now that you left me with no clue

My Memory, Failing Me

web – mornings (harmful logic's "i dunno what im doing with my life anymore" bootleg)

lil eli - 4giv me feat. 8485, popstarbills, blxty (powerdoll)

I'm a pirate pirate pirate!

@lei
@kidtrashpop
@3dssucks

lyrics:

twikipedia:

(yuh yaya) got a new whip just to take it out
if i take these pills or put them in my mouth
and you threw your bros under the bus for clout
now i heard they coming after me cause...
im a pirate pirate pirate, im the one that caused the virus
im the one that hacked the mainframe they don't want my ass inside it
i walk in they get excited, i walk out they start a riot
feel like ariana grande if i like it then i buy it

i don't know, when it's time to go, but i'd rather stay
i don't know, when we coming home, i don't have a say
but i know i can't be saved, get out of my way
22 years old you beef with D2LTA (bitch)
okay, bothered by some shit that can't be changed
can't wait till the day that im replaced
i knew that i don't got what it takes, what it taaaakes

lei:

make him cry tears but im not in helix
hit him offline offline
if the talking keep repeatiinngg
like oh my oh myyyy
it look like im cheating
no clip thru the ceiling!!!
i put my guns on my back
yea i put my bros on my back
no i cant go out sad 
walk in the joint like bet bet bet bet
beeettt 
fill him up wit lead
they talking out they necks!!
thats why i have no friends 
yeaaaaaa
i see thru the lies u hate 

twikipedia:

see it in their eyes, headed for my plate, 
feel like MIA, chasing paper planes (bang bang)
how much did i make, let me ask the bank
said i'm getting worse, i'm still getting paid

kid trash:

???

twikipedia:

i'm a savior but no i'm not a christian
they gon talk shit but i dont like to listen
that shit toxic, it's bad for your vision
but it's okay cause it's all for a  reason
if they talk down we run up, kinda like the axis
i just keyed your car, and you better use a taxi
you ran in the backseat, yeah that shit is tragic
he ran out the fight, won't you tell me what's the

tell me what's the problem
tarantino movie with the big guns.. (solve them)
he ran out of.. (options)
pictures from the coffin
he was gonna be the one im robbing
smoking on this gas now im mfing coffing
he said he wont do that shit, tell me what would stop him
hotel service, put a order to his coffin

i just did 10K (wait that's wrong) 100K
if i really felt like doing it 1M in a day
i just hit a stain, no it's not a phase
you can catch me with .38 yeah yeah
im gonna take my shit and go, i'm gonna get the serial
they gonna talk that shit and go, i'm getting caught up in the rope
figure out why it's my fault, even if i did nothing wrong
oh my god is that my fault
i can't do it anymore

(outro)

lalalala  lalalala