Memorie

Always the song, never the love scene with a broken heart
I keep thinking maybe I'm too much or maybe enough for all the wrong ones 

Oh I 
Oh I 
Don't know what I'm doing cause
Oh I am

I'm a hopeless romantic 
But I always have been 
Chasing stars and getting burned by them 
Wishing it were different, but now I expect it 
Routine girl, guess it is what is 
Always the song, but never the one 
Oh, I guess we live, and we learn 
Oh, I know now that I hate attachment
Oh, I hate attachment, yeah 

Always the song, never the one
Maybe we fell out of love 
Maybe we weren't meant to be together in the end, stayed as friends, watched you fall in love with someone else other

I'm a hopeless romantic 
But I always have been 
Chasing stars and getting burned by them 
Wishing it were different, but now I expect it 
Routine girl, guess it is what is 
Always the song, but never the one 
Oh, I guess we live, and we learn 
Oh, I know now that I hate attachment
Oh, I hate attachment, yeah

Now I'm starting to realize why everyone hates the idea of love
Oh, I think I might too

Now I'm starting to get bored using my imagination
Starting to feel like I'm Ted, always chasin' after Robin 
Oh, I'm standing in the rain for you

I'm a hopeless romantic 
But I always have been 
Chasing stars and getting burned by them 
Wishing it were different, but now I expect it 
Routine girl, guess it is what is 
Always the song but never the one 

Oh, I guess we live, and we learn 
Oh, I know now, that I hate attachment
Oh, I hate attachment, yeah

Routine Girl (Prod. Matthew May)

If I am honest
I find it ridiculous 
How I was the one giving you every ounce of love 
And I'm sorry that you ignored all the signs
every time I would ask 
just for a minute of your precious time 

I'm mad at myself 
I'm mad at you too 
for not seeing the love I poured to you 
wasted my time tryna get to you 
ooo 
wasting my time tryna get to you 
now I see it's all in vain, so what's left for me to do?
I wasted my time tryna get to you 

I know you said you tried, but honey, you didn't 
cause if you did, we wouldn't be distant
you let our love wither away 
you let the roses all decay 

now I'm sitting on the floor, picking up the petals 
seeing memories flash, like movies on old reels
now you're just a ghost fading away in the rearview mirror

I'm mad at myself 
I'm mad at you, too 
for not seeing the love I poured to you 
wasted my time tryna get to you 
ooo (wasted my time)
wasting my time tryna get to you 
now I see it's all in vain, so what's left for me to do?
I wasted my time on you 

I gave you many chances to change your ways 
but you kept playing the same old plays
telling everyone I'm who to blame 
how I left you stranded under the sun 
no boat, no water, nowhere to run 
I gave you every piece of me 
gave you everything you need 
but I guess it wasn't enough

I tried, but it's your world

If I'm being honest 

I'm mad at myself 
I'm mad at you too 
for not seeing the love I poured to you 
wasted my time tryna get to you 
ooo (wasted my time)
wasting my time tryna get to you 
now I see it's all in vain, so what's left for me to do?
I wasted my time on you

Wasted My Time (Prod. Matthew May)

sink or swim

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poisonous waters (feat. sadeyes)

untitled demo

Scars on my heart
Swallowed by the dark
I don't wanna
Pretend it's all fine

Scars on my heart
(On my heart)
Caused by your love
(By your love)
I don't wanna
Hide them this time

I listened to the words
That were coming out your mouth
kept repeating in my head
Got me looking like a clown

I guess that I was loving you
A little bit too much
And you don't think I'm aware
Of all the damage that i've done

What have I done?
I did you wrong
And it was going on
Too long

Ignored your feelings
Hurt your heart
And on the inside
Left a scar

A broken girl
Because of me
In a romantic tragedy

You were all I ever had
But now we'll have to let it be

Scars on my heart
Swallowed by the dark
I don't wanna
Pretend it's all fine

look
I woke up at 4
By the sound of a text
Couldn't be faster
I jumped outta bed
Saw a call
quickly turning to voicemail
Picked it up
but was only white noice until

Hey it's me
hope you doing okay
Think it's best if we go our own way
I have been struggling every day
And I should have told you but I was afraid

What I want to tell you isn't easy
It's about the way that you are treating me
While I was out here laying bleeding
All you're doing is preventing me healing

Look at me now
I'm completely defeated
What once was a heart
Now irregular beating

(Saying that you never wanna leave,
And I'm coming back so naive)

Now I am spending my time
Only doubting your actions
Between the wrong and the right
Playing on my compassion

You broke my trust
And all of my confidence
You tore me down
While you were acting so prominent

(You broke my trust
And all of my confidence
You tore me down
While you were acting so prominent)

(So I guess that's it


Goodbye)

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Prod. Adarsh Sanwaria
Sample: Julia Alex

@MatKat- Scars On My Heart (Prod. Adarsh Sanwaria)

Lyrics : 

I was standing tall then I hit the fall 
Shadows on my walls darkness consumes all 
She ain’t picking up my calls then I start to drawl 
Soon I start to bawl “ is this all my fault ?” 

I’m crawling back to earth I’m needing love from her
I’m crawling back to earth I’m needing love from her 
I feel so fucking hurt Face down in the dirt 
I feel so fucking hurt Face down in the dirt 

I cannot find my words struggling with these terms 
Feeling all this hurt after all that has occurred 
I’m struggling so and it just gets worse 
Struggling so I don’t know if I’ll return 
I’m really so concerned after every twist and turn 
I hope one day that maybe I’ll learn 
I hope one day that maybe I’ll learn 
Learn how to deal with all this fucking hurt 

I was standing tall then I hit the fall 
Shadows on my walls darkness consumes all 
She ain’t picking up my calls then I start to drawl 
Soon I start to bawl “ is this all my fault ?” 

I’m crawling back to earth I’m needing love from her
I’m crawling back to earth I’m needing love from her 
I feel so fucking hurt Face down in the dirt 
I feel so fucking hurt Face down in the dirt

All My Fault (deadends)

Hey I am MatKat. I just jumped into the music world and I’m just testing and figuring stuff out I guess. So expect some variety, or the same stuff I have no idea

@MatKat- Scars On My Heart (Prod. Adarsh Sanwaria)

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