its good 2 get things off my chest
wrote / recorded morning of 9/11/22

jesus christ

lyrics

i dont write things down no more
i dont talk it through no more
i can feel u in my brain
hard to explain
but i can feel it
getting clearer 

i should try and read some more
i try but i get so bored
i wonder if u miss me much
i wonder if its all my fault
always focused
on the wrong thing

try to get my head on straight 
i know im always running late
such a cruel old game
i dont wanna play these days
was only asking 
how u doing

im so tired 
so uninspired 
i dont see straight 
but it feels good to say something
when your always giving nothing
its good to get things off my chest

how u doing - demo

benny benjamin ( @benjibenjibenjibenji ) has to be the nicest person in the music industry rn.

Rejoice With Me For I Have Found My Sheep Which Was Lost (Cover)

With the goat mila moon
And zane oldstar on drums

untitled waltz

drown  super fucked hifi mix

Instrumental link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CEKmHhZs3Ks

The moon represents my heart v2 (Original by Teresa Teng)[Vocal version]

sloppy ba de de de de de

you’re so free you can choose to turn your room into a prison
the spots of the cell’s ceiling, have burned into vision
it’s like a blunt scalpel for incision, for a blemish with precision 
or the surgeon’s proposition, to call it quits on your living
well she’s busy, leading the leaving at intermission
anaesthetised or a willing submission
violence isn’t always a decision, it's just, the human condition
a thirst for blood is just as much a religion
as it is atavism, as it [religion] is atavism

violence

Calling Back

KILL PELL

stopped at the gate
but I’m just on my way
swab the suitcase for a trace
of a bad day
and genetic mental fray 

please, please hurry, I’m late
and I’m sore from the tape
for the gear around my waist
no, I wouldn’t dare drug traffic via air freight!
well okay, now I want a fair case!

but I would never hurt anyone
but I would…

hell, Pell, I’ve seen your face
you helped perpetuate
the suicide rate
and the pig state
sounds like today, is your delayed, court date

as the the tall man falls
strongly stand, the four walls around him
how I’d swim, to drown him
in the cardinal’s own, cardinal sin

and he will never love anyone
and he has never loved anyone

cardinal sin

No Country

ladro!

the closer you get 
i want to move on 

the closer i get to what i want 
i push you away

i think im angry but im really sad
when i hurt you
im hurting me too
i push you away 
when im in pain

i think angry when im really scared

this really keeps on happening

anger

mio