don't talk to me like you always have something to prove  ,you're not that nice anyway

When my pup died I gravitated towards sad songs like this, and wanted to escape from reality every night after work. it felt right. I was in a dark place I love my critters

a small handful of weird songs I wrote during lockdown in vaughn. recorded in between playing ping pong with sam and eating delicious slow breakfasts and adventurous dinners with jazz and tilly at till's farm on dja dja wurrung country in early june. 

4 track, acoustic guitar I bought for $50 in mandurah western australia, bass, gum leaves, slide, iphone in a tree, tambourine, sam's harmonica, radio I found in the shed, casio sk1

no time

My Way Back Home (How Do They Even Know )

not much

Sister

wakeywakey eggs and bakey

i waited for you summertime, i waited for you my sunshine. well its not like a sunny day is gonna make me feel in a better way. itsa bad things that make you feel good and the small things that make you feel mad. not always i am away, you only talk to me when u have nothing else on that day. don't talk to me like I'm younger than you. dont talk to me like you've always got something to prove. you're not that nice anyway.

youre not that nice anyway

well what a cheap card for language to play
when there are no better words to portray my being a worthless welterweight, than they
she said her flight was morning Wednesday
and it's not economical for her to stay
and at this point there's no return, it’s a little too much to pay

she met again my descent for the accent
pulled me in and put me up to a liquored lament
and wrote me down, though I had hardly made a dent, or any sense
I'm living off wine, but to who's detriment?
I'm still written off by the would be sentiments
or perhaps I just cooked them
seems I'm a dead-end mistook for an ill, will-weakened friend
yeah we all tend to overlook the hems, when we're on the send

both he and I run demise for elation
so I'd have her know no less volition or dedication than his addiction
to non-prescription, sleeping and pain relieving, medication
when she comes to the bloody country, my guilty nation 

but I can't call it a win when I'm still stuck here, just waiting
I'm calling it in, me and him are being impatient
fuck, he's getting thin, doing heroin by my waist-end  
losing, but first place wasted
yeah, again, it looks like we’re racing
away from what we ain’t facing





lil bitch on big shred xxxx

de la

you should though.

ft. zaatar w/ fresh veggies

you can't think about it always

only try

im watchin the tv 
i don't wanna deal with me
i sleep in the backyard
oh what fresh start to the year
i walk for an hour
to you in the morning 
i spend too much money on stuff that is boring

happy new year lets add a day to the week (lol )
how about some community :p

sit you down in your loungeroom
lets watch a reel of you
all of the good parts, that you never knew
all of the bad parts, you've been ignoring too

happy new year, take some responsibility for your own "happy"

you think you try, but you don't try with your mind

youre not that nice anyway

mio

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