My Way Back Home (How Do They Even Know )

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ch5lOo5cL1U      for alice -- living is an art to be good at    :))) <33

dave bixby-morning sun

well I could rest here all day long but i won't, I'm not at a five anymore. and when i see you around here, well i know, you're not kind anymore. well bad things do not come in threes, i can not see. and i don't doubt you'll lose yourself again somewhere around at ten.

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i waited for you summertime, i waited for you my sunshine. well its not like a sunny day is gonna make me feel in a better way. itsa bad things that make you feel good and the small things that make you feel mad. not always i am away, you only talk to me when u have nothing else on that day. don't talk to me like I'm younger than you. dont talk to me like you've always got something to prove. you're not that nice anyway.

youre not that nice anyway

well what a cheap card for language to play
when there are no better words to portray my being a worthless welterweight, than they
she said her flight was morning Wednesday
and it's not economical for her to stay
and at this point there's no return, it’s a little too much to pay

she met again my descent for the accent
pulled me in and put me up to a liquored lament
and wrote me down, though I had hardly made a dent, or any sense
I'm living off wine, but to who's detriment?
I'm still written off by the would be sentiments
or perhaps I just cooked them
seems I'm a dead-end mistook for an ill, will-weakened friend
yeah we all tend to overlook the hems, when we're on the send

both he and I run demise for elation
so I'd have her know no less volition or dedication than his addiction
to non-prescription, sleeping and pain relieving, medication
when she comes to the bloody country, my guilty nation 

but I can't call it a win when I'm still stuck here, just waiting
I'm calling it in, me and him are being impatient
fuck, he's getting thin, doing heroin by my waist-end  
losing, but first place wasted
yeah, again, it looks like we’re racing
away from what we ain’t facing





lil bitch on big shred xxxx

de la

you should though.

ft. zaatar w/ fresh veggies

you can't think about it always

grey light (demo)

don't say
you'll never see the light again
it doesn't matter where you've been

some times just passed me by
and I don't know where it's been
just trying to find some peace of mind
it's lost outside my head
it's not done easier than said

you know -
even if your heart's not made up
who you think of when you wake up?

some times it's passing and I don't know where it's been
spent some time to make things right
when I don't feel a thing

you go out tonight to feel some light
but I think i need I some time


i dont need some time 
i might need some time

easier said

in my head

it’s of attrition, my lips bleeding
scarred and bare from the fight
I’ve been left, wronged, right, goodnight

an unconditional beating
hell, I’ve been waiting all of my life

oh the glory, ain’t it fleeting?
well, where’s it been all this time?

I’m numb and pissed like a baby teething
and there’s too much light in my eyes!
… well don’t ya get cut, when you cut in line

and I’m counting on you not leaving
hell, I’ve been waiting all my life

youre not that nice anyway

mio