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YOOOOOOO HERE IT IS!!! really hope you all like this one! i had so much fun working on this one lol

https://linktr.ee/defsharp

lyrics:


whats the point in talking about it
its not like its gonna change anything
so why am i so hung up about it
all these hieroglyphics man what do they mean?

(you are) a different kind of confusing
(you are) another person that im fine with losing

but why do i even care
it’s just a matter time till it all falls down again
just let me be clear
i might as well tell you here 
what’s the matter with you?

and i need to let go of all this shit
cuz i am losing myself tryna make it right
i never meant to help you
i never meant to tell you that

whats the point in waiting for nothing
it’s not like im gonna waste my time
and when am i one to lie?
im not up for talkin i just want to go to sleep 

(you are) a different kind of confusing
(you are) another person that im fine with losing

but why do i even care
it’s just a matter time till it all falls down again
just let me be clear
i might as well tell you here 
what’s the matter with you?

and i need to let go of all this shit
cuz i am losing myself tryna make it right
i never meant to help you
i never meant to tell you that

and i need to let go of all this shit
cuz i am losing myself tryna make it right
and it was just a matter of time till it all fell down again

what's the matter with you?

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/tides-b-sides
https://defsharp.fanlink.to/tidesB

jaded - 2th one

sinkholes

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i should've stopped holding things back when there's no guarantee if there's ever a good time to ever show things to the world

things change so quickly, and you may never know where you'll be in a year or two, let alone how the world will be in less than that

..

..

this is a song i made last year, probably one of the only ones I made that is of full-length, and I felt like that was a testament of how life has been these past few years - and perhaps life had finally caught up to me, or I have lost my love for music or both.

i wish i didn't hold back so many of my releases over the years because of short-sighted, ambitious endeavors because i feel like i probably would have improved as an artist way more if i did - a streamline of ideas is way better than the unfulfilled promises, 6 unfinished albums, and friendships lost over the last 10 years.

looking back now, I'm just left frustrated about what could have been - and the lasting impression that this shit isn't worth it anymore. The times caught up to me. All of my internet music heroes are all but gone. The internet music listening scene is no longer how it once was.

I know how brash and embarrassing it is to dump personal garbage onto a piece like this, but I always felt like it was strangely appropriate to the art - I always saw 'keyseeker' as a project, a journal of sorts told by woven stories. I felt like if there was a way to solidify the context in which we create as something we can look back on, we can understand and appreciate things more without falling knee-deep into the cynicism of how the modern audience digests art: there's only 3 ways we take in art these days: masterpiece, mid, trash. And that's the worst way to ever see the world.

I do appreciate y'all for sticking around. It's unfortunate that I still feel so burnt out these days about music and the surrounding community at large - so much so that I hardly listen to much newer music at all.

that being said, I do find this a bit of a cop out for announcing a "new song" when this song was finished for over a year and I just felt like it wasn't good enough. I'll dig up some more older songs and maybe finish some newer ones for a final demo compilation later this year. this will be my last music for a long while. I had so many ideas and stories to share through my music but I personally can't take the pain of lost opportunities, unfinished projects, skill issues, software limitations, and FOMO anymore. i'll be focusing on other things in life after this.

thank you for 10 years of keyseeker. I don't know how else to say this but I really did appreciate everything from everyone. from every message or comment, to every shared experience in between.

I'm sure I lost so many people along the way. But for those unfamiliar, we will end it the same way we started - by quitting when it felt like things had just begun.

.

maybe someday, we will take our place again.
but it's time to take the long path back home.

- keyseeker

alchemist's preparation

Cover art & animation by Ansso
https://www.instagram.com/andsso/

lyrics:

On a sunny day we'll ride a bike in Han river
As soon as winter goes away and spring comes
All the way from the south to the west Seoul

Tell me about the weird dream that you had yesterday
Forgot to buy a film for camera the other day 
Along the wind, all the worries are blown away 

Is it soon? soon enough
It is good enough
You and me, in love
Take a break then begin again

Meet me at the place where 2 of the river streams meet
This time I will take the lead while you follow me
Along the wind your hat almost got blown away

Is it soon? soon enough
It is good enough
You and me, in love
Take a break then begin again

Is it soon? soon enough
It is good enough
You and me, in love
Take a break then begin again

Is it soon? soon enough
It is good enough
You and me, in love
Take a break then begin again

Is it soon? soon enough
It is good enough
You and me, in love
Take a break then begin again

Han River Bike Ride

playthistime (w/ scro)

end of October stuff. Cool videos for these on Suno.

Mission_ Engagement (v5 Cover V2)

roblox girlfriend

today is my last day of 17, here are some demos from the past year

buy + stream:
fanlink.to/seenyoulately

spotify and itunes in a few days thankss

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luminism