I'm Afraid I'll Go To Heaven

my heart been colder than snow
my heart been colder than hoes
my heart been colder than ice
my heart been colder than flows
my heart been colder than cold
my heart been-

my heart been colder than hoth
bitches on me like a moth to a flame
lighter on me prolly less than i claim
alcohol never been healin my pain
chuggin it still while its givin me shame
askin “howd you coat that wrist?”
struggli-strugglin, bitch its been many a days
i do not know that shit!

no one to take care of me
when i was growin up
now they talkin heresy
each time im throwin up
everybody stare at me
could never give a fuck
when i was a youngin
think i gave too many up

keep on disrespectin
imma product of neglect
tote a couple weapons
only use em on myself
motherfuck a lesson
i been livin with depression
made my mark when i was seven
on my fuckin mental health

not a man of wealth
couple times that i been claimin
but im tryna make it out
of this motherfuckin rain
stuck inside a shell
breakin out would need a reason
i been searchin
think ill find one in the motherfuckin pain

cause a couple stains
with the razor in the drain
i been goin so insane
while im lookin at myself
gold to coat the fangs
i dont need it on the chain
if i use another name
then should learn it by today

now im on a mission
to put bitches out commission
so im changin the conditions
and refinin my flows
needin exposition?
you should know its always hidden
might elaborate eventually
if givin the chance

makin bitches dance
droppin down to the flo
what the fuck you know
bout the young Baby K+
prolly not shit
lemme tell you some thangs
im that motherfucker
who been tired of “love”

my heart been colder than snow
my heart been colder than hoes
my heart been colder than ice
my heart been colder than flows
my heart been colder than cold
my heart been-

Hoth

Hoth (Prod. Karlito Pantalones)

Ban This Song

Imma vibe like no one that u met before
I just be kickin it im tokin then im reekin the sto
I pick up fruit, maybe grapes
I gota lota bathing ape
And i got purple, perry Ellis 
And Versace on my waist
To this day im fucking faded 
Ain't let no time go to waste
N I forgot on how messed up she was
Got the fuck up out that place
I could give a fuck about what you was
If you wasn't with my back
Just forgot my cousins
Fuck my dad that whole side of the family 
I don't feel better sober
but that happened gradually
And i don't get motherfuckers
That can't just smoke casually
Why you geekin you ain't paranoid
You hate the way that I live
And you hate the fact that I wake up
And I want more than just a bitch

You can put me on a pedestal
You can put me onna list
You can save the date that I kill myself
I know it's coming in
I might be 21 I don't give a fuck about what the fuck you is
I feel alone and I won't change it
That's just what the fuck it is

I coulda sold my Adderall
but I was fucking up my script
that sink n line to hook u up
and then it reel u like a fish 
I stick to weed it never hurt me
I just can't breathe like I did
the last 2 cars I got had sex in em
the same day dam

that kid lil tony he was steppin
but it's just in your way
evacuate your space and move on
feel so different today
go tell your family that u love em
only if it's the truth
I'm still so salty bout my grandpa
I feel bluer than clues
I remember when he called us
cuz my school made the news
cuz no kids inside that building
could find anything to prove

i hate the feeling missing someone
that you weren't supposed to lose

I'd take a bullet for this cat
but I won't even clean my room 
it's finally Saturday thank god
but I got nothing left to do

I'll waste my younger years
just getting fucked 
i won't regret a thing
cuz when I'm older I can't go back
and unfuck my brain
it's outside where I post up
just to roll that thing

vibe/smoke casually

Im sexier than Tuscan
U worth ab a groupon
Im stuck on toxic bitches
Ye I gotta get a move on
Black and mild too strong
Erase u just like goo gone
Im blowing down
W bottles up
This weed taste like a new loan

Ha ha 
Taste like money bitch
Ha ha
In school w farmers kids
Ha ha
I talk a lot of shit
Ha ha
U ain't apart of this
Chopped it off
Want a vette without a roof on
Chop it up
I'm making homies w some tombstones
Like the thought of heaven
When I die gon need some new roads
Everything extraordinary 
But that's obligatory 
Nemo bout that bag
But if its listening im more like dory
Id forget my name
If I didn't think I was so fucking gorgeous
Fucking gorgeous
I damn forgot that bitch name
I hate how she was so fucking whoreish

Im sexier than Tuscan
U worth ab a groupon
Im stuck on toxic bitches
Ye I gotta get a move on
Black and mild too strong
Erase u just like goo gone
Im blowing down
W bottles up
This weed taste like a new loan

1 800 call me cuz I really like my ring tone
U crustier than maggots chowing down
Inside a group home
Lift ur chin n talk to me
I know u won't bitch
This phone gon feel like paparazzi 
When I pop this
Everything i see i lick
My tongue hurt
These coils come tomorrow
Im finna make these grandpas neck hurt
Low ass fucking cadillac 
With some chrome rims
My toyos match my tints
So you can't see me when I smoke this
Or poe this
U go switch up waves just like the ocean
I hate on how u act just like ur dad I think ur hopeless
Ur jobless 
But its not like sucking dicks your only option
You chose that
You know that
You like a foreign object
I could pull up in a foreign
And not even show the process
But i like it built American
N I like my cockpit
I never run but I don't get caught
So that's my difference
Flip u off in ur cyber truck
And hit that downshift

Im sexier than Tuscan
U worth ab a groupon
Im stuck on toxic bitches
Ye I gotta get a move on
Black and mild too strong
Erase u just like goo gone
Im blowing down
W bottles up
This weed taste like a new loan
1 800 call me cuz I really like my ring tone
U crustier than maggots chowing down
Inside a group home
Lift ur chin n talk to me
I know u won't bitch
This phone gon feel like paparazzi 
When I pop this









goo gone

chopperinmyhead/interlude (prod.crescenta)

I got designer on my boxers u can't even see it
This wax like paste it get so hot that u can smoke or eat it
This bitch from heavn but I sent her back her pussy heathen 
I got so drunk I'm in the city but can't fucking see it 
I'm antisocial antiheaven anti spreading semen
I wanna crawl inside your body just so I can keep it
Or maybe I uphold up, my homies drink straight up potent
Told that girl I gotta piss
It feels way better when u hold it

Tony getting payed like Friday
But it's fucking tuesday
I'm off the Lucy off a stem and off some fucking dusse
Im deep as fuck it's like a 40 fit into a coozy
Dropping advil in my water im just too hungover 
Im 22 and getting sober seems like getting older
I want a kid so I can hit the store and pick out folders
Creatine and nicotine good morning go and fuck your folgers
Matter fact fuck the soldiers
I hate this country hate these people
Like we fight for nothin
You think this getting killed would scare me
I ain't scared of nothin

hungover

hungover / king kuthulu (2003) .

GODS (w/ Lil Tracy)

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